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Dear God, we are so incredibly in need of your power and your strength. We ask that you would fill us with your Spirit of love and unity among believers all around our world. We ask for your help to set aside our differences and look to the greater cause, the cause of Christ. Please help us to truly live out a life of love. We know that this is only possible through the power of your Spirit, so we ask that you would move across our land in miraculous ways, with fresh filling and awareness, turning your people back to you, drawing others to come to know you.

We need your unity and your love to stir our hearts and give direction to our days. We need your wisdom to guide us, we need your Spirit to lead us, to live out godly lives that would bring honor first to you. We thank you that you are always with us; and give us great purpose and hope. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

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Day 091 Judges 6-7 | Heart Dive 365

April 1

 In Judges 6, the Israelites are under Midianite oppression for seven years, with the Midianites plundering their livestock and crops, sending the Israelites to fiee to mountainous caves for safety. When they cry out, the Lord sends a prophet to remind them of their disobedience. The angel of the Lord appears to Gideon, calling him a mighty man of valor and assuring him that God was with him in his fight against the Midianites. Gideon asks for a sign, and the angel consumes his o£ering by fire.

Gideon is fearful when he realizes this is indeed the Lord, but the angel assures him he need not fear with a declaration of peace. The Lord commands that all local shrines of Baal be destroyed. Gideon obeys and builds an altar for the Lord. As the Midianites prepare for war along with their allies, Gideon asks for two more signs using a fieece of wool. God grants his request and strengthens Gideon’s faith.

In Judges 7, the Gideon and the Israelites are encamped by the waters of Harod, where the Lord speaks to Gideon, telling him that he has far too many soldiers to prove the victory is His and not their own military might. He orders those who are fearful to return home, and 22,000 leave while 10,000 stay. The Lord continues to reduce the army until they are left with just 300 men. That night, the Lord commissions Gideon to rise up against the Midianites. But in his fear, he is allowed to spy out the Midianite camp. While he is there, he overhears a soldier telling another about his dream that depicts their defeat at the hands of Gideon and the Lord. Gideon devises a strategy to divide his 300 men into three companies. Armed with trumpets and torch-filled jars, they are commanded to blow the trumpets and smash the jars at Gideon’s command. In doing so, this sends the Midianites into confusion, and they are defeated by the Israelites. The heads of two Midianite leaders are captured and brought to Gideon to mark the end of the battle.

FIRST RESORT |Judges 6:6

During each cycle of sin, the Israelites always wait until they hit rock bottom to cry out to the Lord. He’s their last resort rather than their first go to.

And because of this, they have a lot more heartache to deal with that lasts years. Heart Check.

When you begin to struggle, is crying out to the Lord your first resort or last?


BLAME AND COMPLAIN GAME | Judges 6:11-13

Notice that when Gideon asks, “Why is this happening?” he makes no mention of Israel’s lack of responsibility in the matter. The reality is, they brought this upon themselves with their own disobedience and unfaithfulness to the Lord. This is something that is really easy to do—to look at our problems and blame every other person and give reason for why it is happening without any personal accountability.

But the only thing this will change is our attitude—and not in a good way. The blame and complain game leads to hardening of the heart and backsliding. Heart Check.

When problems arise in your life, do you look within yourself first to see what you may have done to cause it? Or is everyone else the problem?


MAKING EXCUSES | Judges 6:15-16

At this point, Gideon is so focused on his weakness that he can’t even get himself to see God’s strength in the midst of it. But what I love is when Gideon says, “Who am I,” or “How can I?”

God answers, “But I.”

When we are self-centered or self-focused, it’s really hard for us to trust in God’s ability to be what we are not. There’s a good and a bad to this—God loves to use those who will fully depend on Him in their weakness. He doesn’t look for the most talented or the greatest warriors. He used people who had legitimate faults. But a lot of the time, we will make excuses as to why we can’t do what He’s asked.

If we constantly remind God about our limitations and weaknesses, we are essentially telling Him that He made a mistake in calling us. Heart Check.

Are you making excuses or trusting that God is able to work through you?


SECRET ALTARS |Judges 6:25-27

No matter how gifted or talented we are, we will not be as e£ective as we could be if we have secret altars hanging around the way they did. And the Lord knows—we can’t hide anything from Him.

So He told Gideon, go deal with your private matters first, and then I will grant you a greater victory. So the personal implication for us is that if we want God to do bigger things in our lives, we too need to tear down any altars we may think we are hiding. Heart Check.

Do you have secret altars that need to be dealt with?


BOXING GOD IN | Judges 6:36-40

In the end, even though the Lord didn’t rebuke Gideon for demanding a sign or confirmation, Biblically, this is not the best method for determining God’s will, even though there are instances where signs were asked for (Eliezer and woman at the well who watered his camels).

But if God has already spoken on the matter, which He had in this case with Gideon, then asking for a sing is not asking for a word but for enough faith to obey. Our problem isn’t knowing what to do, the problem is our obedience to what He’s called us to do.

Thankfully, God was so patient, and He acted upon these requests in order to encourage Gideon’s faith because his doubt was sincere.

But the Bible is very clear that we are not to test the Lord. What Gideon did was put God into a box and placed his own limitations on God to fit his expectation. Every answer that we need can be found through God’s Word, guidance from the Holy Spirit, and even with the “confirmation” of wise counsel. Heart Check.

Do you box God in by demanding signs or conformation by your standards?


DO AS I DO | Judges 7:17

I love Gideon’s leadership style. He’s not a dictator who is saying, “Do what I tell you to do.” He instead goes first and says, “Do as I do.”

This is the mark of a good leader—one who says, “Let’s go,” and leads by example. He was the one risking his life by going into the camp, spocking it out, and then readying his troops for battle.

He was a doer! And we don’t have to be commanders of an army to have this kind of role. We are all leaders in our homes, with our friends, in our workplaces, at school, or even in groups like this one. Heart Check.

Are you getting things done? Could you confidently say, "Do as I do"?


BROKEN VESSELS | Judges 7:19-23

 

This story always amazes me, because it so perfectly depicts how God is the God of the impossible, and He will make a way when there seems to be no way. He is the greatest when we are the least! And what is so beautifully illustrated here is how a little light shining in the darkness can make the enemy flee. We live among so much chaos and confusion in this world, and there is more fear than ever because everyone is suspicious and untrusting of the government and people in general. If we are likened to earthen vessels, with the Light of the World living within us, we need more broken vessels of light to burst forth. Our breaking points are the moments where His light will shine the brightest if He is truly living within you

So take heart if you are feeling as though you are about to crack under pressure, because before that light can truly shine forth, there has to be a breaking. And this isn’t something to fear. Paul told us this when he said we are jars of clay: “We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.” ( 2 Cor. 4:8-9).

Every corner you turn, there is brokenness in this world. People are hurting everywhere. And we, who have the Light of the World within us can offer them hope when they see how He brought us through those tough times. We experience breaking so that we can relate to and help others see that there is hope for them. Because if we don’t relate, we tend to preach at rather than weep with, and this ends up being more of a hindrance than a help.

This is why Christ went to the cross for us—so that He could relate to and weep with us when we’re broken.  Heart Check.

Has there been a breaking in your life? Is the Light of the World shining forth?


 Deep Dive

 How does God’s choosing of Gideon inspire your faith in God’s call on your life?

What does Gideon’s doubt and God’s response say about their character?

How can we discern God’s will for our lives?

What is the greater lesson in the battle of Midian? How can it be applied to your life?

What might the trumpets and torch-filled jars symbolize in the spiritual life?

How does this faith over fear story inspire you?

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Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for being so patient with us all our fears and doubts.

 We are so grateful that your mercy never runs out and that you will continue to reassure us, even when we can’t seem to see past our own inabilities or weaknesses. We know that if our hearts are sincere in both our doubt and our repentance, you will always hear us and always answer through your Word, through the prompting of your Holy Spirit and through wise counsel. Guide us to the right people and scriptures that will reassure us when we are in doubt.

Thank you for showing us how you can use anyone in any situation. We don’t have to be the prettiest, the most talented or well-spoken, the smartest—all you are looking for is a willing heart. You are looking to and fro throughout the earth for hearts that are set on you. Because when our hearts are set on you, they are not occupied thinking about ourselves. You are not a self-centered God. Help us to have an outward focus—and we know that when we do, we will be less consumed with our own worries and anxieties. You are Jehovah Shalom, our God of Peace.

May that peace wash over us today.

Thank you for seeing us through eternal lenses. If we were judged in the state we are currently in, we would all be doomed, but that’s not who you are. You look at us and see your Son. You look past our failures and into our eternal future. Help us to see ourselves the same way, because sometimes we are the very ones who hold ourselves back based on our own feelings of unworthiness or insignificance. We think, “Who am I?” so I pray that today we will hear you ask that same question right back: “Who am I?” And when we take a good hard look at who you are, we will realize that our incapability will be null.

If there are any secret altars that any of us might be harboring, I pray that we will deal with it privately before it becomes a public mess. Thank you for your infinite grace and mercy that doesn’t run out. But sometimes, in your mercy, you will allow things to be exposed publicly where we are not dealing with it privately. It might hurt, but you do it so that we will turn in repentance. For that we thank you. We never want to be left in our mess, and we are so grateful that you love us enough not to allow that to happen.

Forgive us for any times where our doubt led us to test you or to demand any expectations from you. Everything you do is so beautifully planned out and for our good, so help us to trust that.

Thank you for coming through for us anyway, despite our fears. When the odds are stacked against us, we will still be victorious, as you will make a way. You are the greatest when we are the least. You are the God of the impossible! So I pray that we will stay focused on you as our Divine Warrior and not on the chaos that surrounds us. Help us to be those who are willing to wisely engage in the battle, knowing that we carry your name Jesus. With you on our side, nothing can stand against us.

Help us to hold fast to you when the pressure and challenges are insurmountable. The cracking of our vessels may hurt for a bit, but we know that joy comes in the morning! May your light shine forth in our moments of breaking. And help us to be those who o£er hope to a broken world because of it. We are so grateful that you are our hope.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 092 Judges 8-9 | Heart Dive 365

April 2

In Judges 8, the ending days of Gideon are described. Following their victory over the Midianites, the tribe of Ephraim complains to Gideon about not initially being asked to join the fight. Gideon reminds them of their recent significant victories over Oren and Zeeb, and their anger subsides. As the Israelites pursue the Midianite kings Zebah and Zalmunna, Gideon asks the people of Succoth and Penuel for bread for his 300 exhausted soldiers. They both refuse, declaring they will give aid when the battle is won. Gideon declares that when he returns, they will pay for their lack of support. Gideon captures both kings and holds true to his word of punishing them. Gideon calls for his firstborn son to execute the Midianite kings, however, he refuses out of fear, and Gideon carries it out himself. The Israelites insist that Gideon be king, but he refuses, declaring that only the Lord will rule over them. Instead, Gideon requests for gold to be given to him for the crafting of an ephod. He brings it to his hometown, where it becomes an object of idolatry. Israel rests from war for forty years. When Gideon dies, the people of Israel fall back into idol worship, making Baal their God thus breaking covenant with God.

In Judges 9, Gideon’s son Abimelech carries out a violent grab for power. He begins by going to his mother’s relatives in Shechem and proposing kingship over them. He declares it would be better than any of his 69 brothers, as he is their blood relative.

They agree and fund his rise to power. Abimelech hires men to kill his father’s sons, and all but the youngest son (Jotham) die, and Abimelech is made king. Jotham cries out from the top of Mount Gerizim, and by way of a fable, he depicts a curse that will be upon those who rely on weak and improper leadership, declaring it will destroy them. Three years later, an evil spirit rises between Abimelech and Shechem, and the leaders of Shechem begin to taunt Abimelech’s followers. Gaal, son of Ebed, revolts against Abimelech, but the city’s governor Zebul remains loyal and manages to drive them out of Shechem. The next day, Abimelech ambushes and destroys the city, killing all who are in it. The leaders retreat to a tower in Thebez, and when Abimelech attempts to burn it down, he is fatally wounded by a millstone thrown down by a woman. In his dying breath, Abimelech begs his armor-bearer to kill him so he is not shamed by being killed at the hands of a woman. This fulfills Jotham’s curse and returns the wickedness upon the heads of Abimelech and his followers.

CRITICIZING STRATEGY | Judges 8:1-3

Ephraim has been, throughout history, “the complaining tribe.” And here, instead of being happy that their nation has just won an incredible victory, they’re upset that they are getting no recognition. It’s not that they didn’t go to battle—but they weren’t called first. They were the clean up crew when they wanted to be the superstars. And it’s easy for us to look at this and think that we would never be this way. But what if I told you that we have the greatest victory that was fought and won at the cross. We were given the most valuable spoils by way of mercy and grace. We should all be celebrating that together. Yet much like the Ephraimites, instead of rejoicing in the victory, we criticize the strategy and find reason to disagree about every little thing. Usually, it’s based on wanting notoriety or to prove greater knowledge rather than truly desiring the best for the other person. But if we can get ourselves to a place of glorifying the victory in Jesus rather than our placement in it, there’s no limit to what the church can do. Heart Check.

Is your heart set on maintaining a united front after the victory? Or are you critical of the strategy and desiring notoriety?


TEST OF CRITICISM | Judges 8:1-3

On the fiip side, we see how well Gideon handled this criticism. We all have Ephraimites in our lives, letting us know how we’re failing at life. If it isn’t a person, the devil wants nothing more than to perch on your shoulder and fill that void. While those arrows never cease to hurt, we must remember what they are hurting— most likely our ego. And if we aren’t careful, our own ego can become a god if we allow criticism to turn to wounded pride and then to self-pity. Before we know it, we are in a downward spiral of failure based on someone else’s opinion of us. Gideon handled it by redirecting everything back to God. This wasn’t about them. Every time the arrows fiy at me, it stings, but the quicker I refocus back on God and less on myself, the quicker the bite of that sting goes away.Heart Check.

How do you handle criticism? Do you wallow in self-pity, or do you refocus backon God and how He views you?


SUPPORTING THE FRONT LINES | Judges 8:5

While these men were not asked to engage in battle, they were asked to support the front lines. The work of the ministry doesn’t stop at those who are out front—it’s the ones behind the scenes who are lifting arms, praying, supporting financially, serving in other capacities, serving the communities that are just as necessary in the fight. Heart Check.

Are you on the front line? If not, how areyou supporting the ones who are?


RULE | Judges 8:22-23

Here we see the beginning of the people crying out for a king. While kingship won’t happen for hundreds of years, the seed has been planted. But God’s desire for Israel was that He would always rule over them, and Gideon wisely answered them with this idea. But they were losing sight of God’s sovereignty and turning to anything and everything else for guidance. The tendency in our hearts is the same—instead of trusting in God’s rule in our lives, we freak out and run to other people asking, “What should I do?” rather than seeking the Lord and asking, “What is your desire?” This doesn’t mean we should never speak to others, but it’s a matter of your heart posture and whether you are truly seeking the face of God first. Heart Check.

Who are what rules your life?


COMFORT LEVEL | Judges 8:29-31

Here we see Gideon declining spiritually. A man who went from “Who am I” to “Don’t you know who I am?” He handled adversity better than success. He passed the test of being outnumbered. He passed the test of criticism from the Ephraimites. He passed the test of resistance from the men of Succoth and Penuel. He passed the test of potential position when they wanted to put a crown on his head. Where he began to fail, is where life got easier. He didn’t have the title of king, but he sure lived like one. He began taking things that didn’t rightfully belong to him in the eyes of God—he made an ephod for himself but wasn’t a high priest. He took many wives, likely so he could fiaunt his wealth. And he named his son Abimelech, which means “son of a king.” This is why we can never settle in the comfort of Christianity and never stop checking our hearts. Heart Check.

Where is your comfort level? Are you settling or continuing to ensure you don't become ensnared by comforts of life?


THE COMPANY WE KEEP | Judges 9:4

This holds true to the old adage, “You are the company you keep.” Abimelech was surrounded by worthless and reckless fellows. Paul a£irms this idea when he declares that “bad company corrupts good character” (1 Cor. 15:33). This means that who you hang out with matters. We are being challenged to consider how others are infiuencing our character. But some might argue that Jesus hung out with sinners or that we can’t e£ectively witness if we are only hanging in our holy huddle—which is true. So we take it a step further and look at Psalm 1:1-2 that says, “Blessed is the one who does not walk IN STEP with the wicked or STAND IN the way that sinners take or SIT IN the company of mockers, but whose delight is in the law of the Lord and who meditates on it day and night.”

There is a clear line between witnessing to and hanging with, which is the di£erence between infiuencing others for good or allowing them to infiuence you. Heart Check.

What company are you keeping? Who is being influenced?


 Deep Dive

 What can we learn from Ephraim’s discontentment and Gideon’s response? How can we apply this to our confiict resolution?

Is Gideon’s treatment of the men of Succoth and Penuel justified?

What does the end of Gideon’s life say about the importance of spiritual maintenance?

What dangers are found in unchecked ambition or prominence?

Compare the leadership styles of Gideon, Abimelech, Gaal and Zebul. What can we learn from them?

Consider the ideas of ambition, apostasy, deception, betrayal, and God’s grace. How can they be applied to your life personally?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, you are our one and only true King.

Thank you that we don’t need to look to anyone else for guidance or help, for you are our strong tower, our refuge, and our pillar of strength. You guide us through your Word and Holy Spirit, and we are so thankful that we already have the answers before we even ask any questions. Help us to be diligent in seeking your face, and to always act in good faith and integrity.

Forgive us if we have ever sought to steal the glory from you by demanding recognition or trying to grab for something that didn’t belong to us. I pray that you will always bring us back to the cross if we ever feel as though we need to find fault in others just for the sake of tearing them down. Help us to maintain a united front for the greater victory instead of fighting meaningless battles that have no good outcome.

We know that we are all fiawed, so thank you for still choosing to use us despite that. I pray that we always keep our eyes and hearts set on you so that we do not succumb to infiuences that comfort can sometimes bring. We do not want to be lazy in our faith, but always keep our egos and hearts in check and fully submitted before you. May we never forget what you have done for us and may we never abandon the faith. I pray that we will fully trust in you and never in anything that man has created.

If criticism ever arises against us, will you shield us from the destruction that it can cause and help us to handle the pain well. I pray that instead of retaliating, that we will depend on your divine retribution and bless them back instead. For we know that if they are not worthy of that blessing, it will return right back to us. May we never forget that.

May everything we do always be in line with your will for our lives. I pray that we will have no unrighteous ambition or any desire to deceive anyone into a false following or devotion. Forgive us if we have ever wanted power or a temporary gain—I pray that you will protect our minds and help us to take our thoughts captive if we ever begin to think that we are suddenly the cat’s meow. We know that you will humble us, so I pray that we remain humble so that we do not need to be humbled.

I pray that we are always lovers of righteousness, justice and truth, so that we will be a people who seek to maintain healthy leadership in our homes, communities, and nation. Give us wisdom and vision as to what that looks like and who will fulfill those roles.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 093 Judges 10-12 | Heart Dive 365

April 3

In Judges 10, new judges arise after the death of Abimelech. Tola from the tribe of Issachar led Israel for 23 years. After his death, Jair from Gilead leads for 22 years. He had 30 sons who ruled over 30 cities in their land. The Israelites forsake the Lord by worshiping idols in his sight, so out of anger, He allows the Philistines and Ammonites to oppress the people of Israel for 18 years. Out of desperation, they finally repent and cry out to the Lord to deliver them. However, God initially refuses, as He reminds them of the many times He’s saved them before. But when the Israelites remove all their idols and serve Him again, He relents. The chapter ends with the Ammonites preparing for battle against Gilead and Israel seeking a new leader for war.

In Judges 11, a mighty warrior from Gilead named Jephthah is driven out of his land by his half-brothers, claiming he has no rights to the land, for he is the son of a prostitute. Jephthah settles with the resident scoundrels in the land of Tob. When the Ammonites revolt against Israel, the leaders of Gilead plead with Jephthah to lead them into war. Because they make this vow before the Lord, Jephthah agrees.

Jephthah initially sends messengers to seek peace with the King of Ammon, but he denies it. With the Spirit of the Lord upon him, Jephthah makes a rash vow with the Lord—if he is granted victory over the Ammonites, he will sacrifice the first thing that he greets at his home when he returns. The Lord grants the victory, and as Jephthah returns home, he is greeted by his only child. Jephthah gives his daughter two months to fiee to the mountains to mourn her virginity before keeping the vow upon her return.

In Judges 12, Ephraim is once again upset that they were not called into battle, this time with the Ammonites, so they confront Jephthah in anger. When Jephthah denies this claim and instead blames them for not responding to his call, a civil war breaks out between the tribes of Gilead and Ephraim. When the Gileadites set up border control along the Jordan River, they identify any refugee Ephraimites by the way they pronounce “Shibboleth.” This leads to the death of 42,000 men. Jephthah judges Israel for 6 years. After his death, Ibzan of Bethlehem led for 7 years, followed by Elon the Zebulunite for 10 years, and Abdon the son of Hillel for 8 years.

TRAIL OF PEACE | Judges 10:1-5

These two “minor judges” have not much written about them.

I find this interesting when compared to how many years they led. Together, they managed to maintain 45 years of peace in the land. You would think this would warrant an entire page in the Bible!

But their infiuence was quiet and wise, and this is not a bad thing. Sometimes the world thinks that the more noise we make, the more infiuential we are. That can be true, depending on what you consider to be a valuable infiuence. More headlines or notoriety doesn’t denote value in the kingdom of God. The fact that they were followed by peace rather than war shows that they led wisely. Heart Check.

What trail do you leave behind you? One of peace? Or battles?


PIT TO PURPOSE | Judges 11:1-2

Being an “illegitimate child” carried a serious social stigma in this day.

This was a pretty unfair rejection by Jephthah’s brothers. But what’s amazing is that God is still going to use him in a mighty way. He, like many others in the Bible, is an unlikely hero. We tend to look at a person’s past and immediately declare them unqualified for the position they’re in.

Consider this—if on the presidential ballot, there was the son of a prostitute, a liar, a murderer, a cheater, and a coward, would we consider them as unfit for the presidency based on their crooked past? The nature of campaigns is to dig up dirt to try to keep the other side from winning.

But guess who’s faces that dirt that I just spoke of is on?

Jephthah, the son of prostitute, Abraham the liar, Moses and Paul, murderers, Jonah and Peter, cowards, and David, a cheater and a murderer.

They’re all unlikely heroes. This is a reminder that Jesus has pulled us all from the pit of our past and qualified us based on His grace and purpose for our lives.

The question is whether we will agree with the devil and disqualify ourselves. Heart Check.

Have you moved from the pit to purpose? Are you allowing your past to disqualify you?


HONORING COMMITMENTS | Judges 11

In the end, the greater picture here is that Jephthah honored his commitment to the Lord. Commitment isn’t just for the sake of the cause that you’re dedicating to, but it’s also beneficial for us. Commitment is a remedy for laziness.

There are also spiritual implications when we honor our commitments—the Bible says that we will be rewarded eternally for our good works (Eph. 6;8, Rom. 2:6). But what we must remember is that commitment will take sacrifice—and this is typically where we break. Because we don’t want to put in the work or give something up to honor it.

Jephthah did, and he is now considered a hero of faith, although this was a rash vow. Heart Check.

Are you honoring your commitments?


JEALOUSY | Judges 12:1-3

Here we go again, with the petty, jealous, complaining tribe of Ephraim. They’re not just complaining about the fact that they weren’t “chosen to fight,” but their bitterness has now turned to rage.

They want to burn anyone who stands over them in position, because they don’t like being the clean up crew. Yet they’re not willing to put in the dirty work. So they’ve turned down the opportunities that they did have and therefore completely missed the boat. Or some may say they were wanting to board a ship that was never at their port. It wasn’t their place. Heart Check.

Have you ever been jealous of someone else's position? Did you put in the same amount of work that they did? Was the boat even at your port?


MIRRORED SPEECH | Judges 12:5-6

 

The destiny of these men hinged on one word—the same way our eternal destiny hinges on one word—Jesus.

This isn’t the only time this happens in the Bible—later we will see that Peter is “betrayed by his accent” when he tries to deny his connection to Jesus (Mt. 26:73).

We too will stand before the Lord and give account for every word we’ve spoken, both good and bad.

Jesus says in Matthew 12 that our mouths will speak what is in our hearts—if we have good hearts, we will speak good words. If we have hearts of evil, we will speak words of malice or cursing.

So people should be able to tell whether we are Christian or not by the way we talk. Heart Check.

How does your speech mirror your heart? Are your words full of goodness or they ones of cursing, malice, gossip, judgment, or any kind of evil?


 Deep Dive

 Which judges show wise leadership? What are the characteristics of that?

What does true repentance look like? Why do the Israelites struggle with this? Why do we?

What are the dangers of making a rash vow? Why did God forbid this?

What is an example of a righteous vow?

Do we have modern day incidents like the one of Shibboleth? (Discrimination and identity)

How can we prevent division like the one we see between Ephraim and the Gileadites?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, how our hearts break at the consequences of war.

 What hurts the most is when innocent lives are taken because of power struggles, poor communication, misunderstanding, and poor leadership. But we will stay focused on you, knowing that everything you do is just and will always be turned for good. Any hurt we may endure in the lifetime pales in comparison to the eternal glory we will bask in in heaven. Help us to stay focused on that.

I pray that we will be a people who fight for unity rather than being in constant discord with one another. Help us to see the best in each other and be more outward serving than inwardly demanding. Forgive us if we’ve ever been jealous of what others have or what they may do. I pray that we will focus on our own calling and purpose, and commit ourselves to it, knowing that you will reward us when we stay in our own lane and do the work that you’ve called us to. If anyone doesn’t know what that is, I pray that you will allow your whisper to be issued through a megaphone in their ear and magnified through your Word and by your divine guidance.

We know that we are not immune to confiict, so I pray that you will help us to deal with it in a godly manner. Give us the patience, endurance, wisdom, and steadfastness so that we will not allow ourselves to fall away from the commitment to the best outcome. May we be promoters of peace rather than boosters of battle. We don’t want to be known as divisive or negative—no one wants to be around people like that. So help us to wipe the scorn from our face and carry the torch of light instead.

I pray that our words will be ones that refiect your heart—this means that our hearts must be in line with yours for goodness to fiow from their wellsprings. Continue to mold our hearts so that we are truly a mirrored image of your holiness.

Help us also to honor any commitments we have made. Forgive us if we have muttered any rash vows or have been lazy in fulfilling them. We repent of any dishonorable vows we may have made. May we be careful in the promises we make in the future and the actions by which we carry them out—may they be wise and completely reliant upon your guidance.

We know that with you, Jesus, we are victorious, so we do not need to bargain for it.

Forgive us if we have been on the spin cycle of sin. Thank you for your mercy, even when we are repeatedly disobedient.

Your compassion and desire to save us never runs dry, but I pray that we never take that for granted, because what does eventually run dry is our time on earth to repent. I pray that when we finally do cry out, we will never turn back to our old ways.

Thank you for pulling us from the pit and driving us into greater purpose. We are so unworthy but made worthy by the blood of Jesus. We stand in complete awe and wonder of how you could possibly save wretches like us, but yet you do. So thank you. What an honor it is.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 094 Judges 13-15 | Heart Dive 365

April 4

In Judges 13, Israel’s 12th judge Samson is born. The chapter begins with the Israelites rebelling against the Lord, so he hands to them over the Philistines for 40 years. The angel of the Lord appears to a barren woman whose husband’s name is Manoah. The angel tells her that she will bear a son who will be a lifelong Nazirite, therefore she also needs to take the vow during her pregnancy. The angel declares her son will save the people from the Philistines. The woman tells her husband, and he asks the Lord for more instruction. The angel appears to them in the field and reminds Manoah that his wife is to maintain her vow. Manoah attempts to prepare a sacrifice for the angel, but he refuses and directs them to offer it to the Lord instead. A flame and the angel both ascend from the altar into heaven, and both Manoah and his wife fall to their faces in fear that they will die for having seen God. The wife reassures him that if God wanted to kill them, he wouldn’t have accepted their offering or spoken to them. The woman gives birth to a son and names him Samson. He grows up and is blessed by the Spirit of the Lord.

In Judges 14, Samson travels to Philistine territory and desires to marry a Philistine woman. Samson begs his father, against his parents’ will, to bring the girl back for him. It is noted that this is part of the Lord’s plan to open the door for Samson to revolt against Philistine rule. As they are traveling to the girl’s hometown of Timnah, a roaring lion approaches Samson. The Spirit of the Lord comes upon him, and he effortlessly tears the young lion into pieces and tells no one about it. When Samson returns to bring the girl back to marry him, he encounters the lion carcass, now with a beehive and honey inside its body. He eats of the honey and takes some to his parents but does not let them know where it came from. As Samson prepares a feast for his bride, he tells thirty companions there with him a riddle about the lion and honey, teasing that if they can solve it within seven days, he will grant them new garments and clothing. Unable to solve the riddle in the first 3 days, the men beg Samson’s wife on the fourth day to convince Samson to tell her the meaning. They threaten to burn her family’s home if she does not comply, so she pleads with Samson for 4 days and is able to give the men what they’re asking for. With the Spirit of the Lord upon him, Samson goes down to Ashkelon and kills 30 men and takes their garments to the men who “solved the riddle.” Samson flees to his hometown and his wife is given to his best man.

In Judges 15, Samson brings his wife a gift and desires to spend the night with her but is refused by her father. He pleads with Samson to take his younger daughter instead, for his wife had been given to his friend. Samson devises a plan to take down the Philistines without his personal involvement. He ties torches to the tails of 300 foxes and releases them into the grain fields of the Philistines while he set fire to the grain stacks and orchards. When the Philistines find out it was Samson’s doing, they burn his wife and father-in-law. Samson slays more Philistines before hiding in the cleft of a rock. The Philistines revolt against Judah, raiding the city of Lehi, so they bind and hand Samson over to the Philistines to avert more war. When the Philistine troops come against Samson, he is strengthened by the Spirit of the Lord, and the ropes melt away. He slays 1000 Philistines with a donkey jawbone and cries out to the Lord for a drink. The Lord gives him water from a hollow place, and he is revived. Samson judges Israel for 20 years.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS | Judges 13:1

13th verse, same as the first. Here we see this chapter begin with the cycle of sin, except this time there’s no repentance, no crying out to the Lord, which shows how hardened the hearts of Israel have become. Thankfully it isn’t all people, for we will see in this chapter how responsive one couple is.

But regardless, we see what is happening to the nation as a whole, and this reminds us that our relationship with the Lord is not static. We may have security in our place in heaven, but the ability to experience the fullness of His glory hinges on our relationship with Him. The more we read His Word, one of two things will begin to happen—we will either become more open and responsive to what we hear, or we will allow our own selfish thoughts to create more doubt and we will begin the downward spiral of closing ourselves o£ (a.k.a. hardening our hearts). Heart Check.

What's your relationship status? Is your heart changing as you read God's word? Are you getting closer to the Lord or pulling away?


FAITHLESS DETAILS | Judges 13:11-14

Manoah wants to know all the details of the future. While I believe this is simply pure excitement rather than doubt, the angel cracks me up when he simply repeats the instructions that he had already given.

He’s emphasizing that obedience does not rest upon more knowledge—that wouldn’t be faith. “Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things unseen” (Heb. 11:1). Faith is being able to act upon the revelation despite knowing the outcome or having all the details. Heart Check.

Do you need all the details before moving forward in faith?


STIRRING | Judges 13:25

The word “stir” has both positive and negative implications. We can stir up trouble by disturbing the current state of something, or the way that it is used here, the Spirit will begin to stir something within us to move us into motion. I remember as a little girl, I used to love to stir a glass of water and watch the tornado e£ect—the water was being put into motion.

So when the Spirit begins to stir within us, it is for the purpose of moving us into action. In scripture, the Lord stirred the hearts of the people to bring o£erings, to begin creating, and to ultimately do the work of the Lord. Stirring can start at an early age.

From my earliest memory, I always wanted to be a teacher—I had chalkboards and would play school with my stuffed animals well into middle school.

And I was so disheartened in college, when I began teaching part-time, and realized I was not cut out to teach… at least not in that capacity. But now I see how that stirring was not in vain, as I am now fully in motion in teaching God’s Word. Heart Check.

What is the Lord stirring within you?


KEEPING THE PEACE | Judges 14:18

Here we see how Samson resented his wife for what has happened. This is the negative e£ect of giving in to something just to keep the peace. Peacekeeping is not always the best method.

In fact, the Bible tells us that we are to pursue peace, which means peace doesn’t come through passivity or by dancing around it the way Samson did. When we do that, we are just delaying the inevitable confiict.

So giving in to manipulation might work in the short term and bring a little bit of respite from the pressing, but ultimately it comes with a cost.

If Samson had the power to rip apart a lion with his bare hands, he would have dealt with his wife, but his selfish gains meant more to him, and therefore cost him. Heart Check.

Do you give in when the pressing gets hard just to keep the peace? Or are you confronting conflict by guidance of the Holy Spirit?


FOR HIS PURPOSE | Judges 14

In the end, we see that God alone decides who, what and how He will get the job done—in fact, it’s a recurring theme throughout the Old Testament for God to use ungodly people and situations for good. We will also see throughout the Bible where people begin dictating their ideals on to God—the Pharisees did this with Jesus when He wasn’t doing everything to their religious standard. But what we have to remember is that we are made in God’s image and not the other way around. He doesn’t belong to our theology or denominations—He rules over it.

So it is not up to US to declare ministries as ungodly based on our standards. I’ve got people everyday calling this channel and ministry unbiblical just because I’m a woman. Yet God is doing incredible things here, and if I am wrong in the end, God will deal with me, and He will get the glory, so that’s really all that matters to me. Side bar: I do not believe that what we are doing here is unbiblical—and I know this based on the fruit that comes from it.

But my point is, if we think this way, then we are creating a religious ideal that you must be “good enough” for God to use you, and the doctrine of grace goes out the window. So does this entire book of Judges. On the fiip side, this does not mean we skirt sound doctrine or theological accuracy—God did not excuse Samson’s behavior.

But the implication is that we cannot completely dismiss what God is doing through people based on our boundaries. He can and will use our mistakes for good! Heart Check.

Do you believe that God can use anyone for His purpose? Where do you fit into that idea?

*In the end, this chapter is a classic case of conflct fueled by anger, pride, and jealousy— and how destructive it can really be.


 Deep Dive

 How significant is the Nazarite vow in the life of Samson? How might we apply these principles to our lives?

What characteristics of Manoah and his wife can you see? Does God honor them?

How is Samson’s marriage relevant to our faith today?

What role does the Spirit of the Lord play in Samson’s life? What about yours?

Was Samson’s anger and vengeance justified? What consequences did he face?

How does God’s involvement in today’s reading strengthen your faith?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for never leaving us to fight as a lone warrior in this life.

 While we know Samson was never alone, and that it was only by your Spirit that he was victorious, it doesn’t take the fear away. But what your Spirit does is teach us how to fight through that fear.

Despite Samson’s rage, bitterness, revenge, and pride, you still used him for your greater purpose, shooting holes through anyone’s idea that God can only use the holiest of holies. We know that simply isn’t true. It doesn’t give us a permission slip to live and act however we want, but it does give us hope when we hold ourselves back from entering the ring. Empower us today, Holy Spirit, so that we will be strengthened in the gifts and calling that you have ordered.

Thank you for hearing us when we cry out and for reviving us when we are spiritually parched. I pray that we will not hold back from seeking you and that we won’t delay any longer in allowing you to do what you desire in and through us.

Forgive us if we have been doing whatever seems right in our own eyes or caving under the pressure of temptation. All of that serves self and not you, and that is not how we want to live. We know that a life lived in service to you is far more abundant than one that gives us what we want in the moment. Sometimes it’s hard for us to see beyond our own desires, but I pray that you allow our vision to surpass our fancies so that we can see beyond ourselves. May we never manipulate anyone into giving us what we want, and God forbid we try to manipulate you to fit into our ideal manifest.

Forgive us if we have been skirting confiict in the name of keeping peace. We know that the best way to cure confiict is with truth and mercy, so I pray that we will avoid future resentment by dealing with it now. May we be peacemakers instead.

We are so grateful for the Lion of Judah that roars inside of us, allowing us to defeat the enemy that comes to devour. But this doesn’t give us an excuse to hang out in places we shouldn’t be in or to play with fire, for your Spirit upon us doesn’t make us any godlier. Our obedience is required. But how powerful of a force we will be when we marry your Spirit with obedience.

Help us to keep that in mind always. Your purpose will always prevail, but how wonderful it would be to carry it out with e£iciency rather than resistance.

Thank you for allowing us to see you today and for strengthening our faith. You live up to every single name, and today we declare you as Wonderful.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 095 Judges 16-18 | Heart Dive 365

April 5

In Judges 16, Samson spends the evening with a prostitute in Gaza. The Gazites devise a plan to ambush him in the morning, but Sampson escapes at midnight by pulling the gates out of the ground and taking them to the top of a hill.

Samson falls in love with a philistine woman named Delilah, and the Philistine leaders convince her to find the source of his strength so they can overtake him. In return, they will each give her 1100 pieces of silver. Delilah attempts to seduce Samson three different times, but he deceives her by telling her that he will fall weak if he is tied up by fresh bowstrings, bound by new rope, or if his hair is braided. Each time the Philistines come upon him, he is able to escape.

Eventually, Sampson tires of Delilah’s begging, and he finally tells her the truth— the source of his strength lies in his hair, as he had taken a Nazirite vow. That night, she lures him to sleep, and has his head shaved. This time, Samson is unable to break free, as the Lord had left him. His eyes are gouged out, and he is brought to Gaza as a prisoner. As he works at the mill of the prison, his hair begins to grow back. As the Philistines celebrate and worship their God Dagon for delivering Samson to them, they bring Samson out to humiliate him in front of them. Samson pleads with the Lord for strength one last time before pulling the pillars of the house on top of himself and everyone in attendance. That day, about 3000 died, more than the lives he took throughout his entire lifetime. The chapter ends with Samson’s family coming to retrieve his body for burial.

In Judges 17, an Ephraimite man named Micah admits to his mother that he has stolen 1100 pieces of silver from her and wishes to restore it, for it had been cursed. The mother blesses her son and dedicates the silver to the Lord by making a carved and metal image from the silver.

Micah sets up a shrine and ordains one of his sons as his own personal priest. At this point, Israel has completely backslidden. A young sojourning Levite from Bethlehem seeks lodging at the house of Micah. Micah strikes a deal to make him become a priest and in return, he will give him clothing, housing and 10 pieces of silver each year.

After his ordination, Micah believes having a Levitical priest in his home will bring him favor from God.

In Judges 18, the tribe of Dan seeks out a place to live, for they had not been able to settle in their inherited land.

They send out five warrior spies to survey potential homelands.

When they come across Micah’s home, they recognize the Levite’s voice and inquire about how he was living here.

When he tells them he is Micah’s priest, they ask him for a divine blessing upon their journey, and he grants it to them. The spies move on to the peaceful and prosperous land of Laish. Because of its secure nature, they report back that it is favorable land for them, and they should take it over. On their way back to conquer Laish, the Danites stop at Micah’s house to take his carved image, ephod, household gods and the Levite priest for themselves.

Micah pursues the Danites when he realizes they had stolen from him, but he is turned back by their force. The Danites conquer Laish, rename the city Dan, and continue practicing idolatry until their captivity.

HONEST FAITH | Judges 16:7-9

Here we see Samson playing her game. He’s doing just enough to get what he wants from her yet isn’t honest about where his strength comes from. We can sometimes do this as Christians, where we will disguise our Christianity so that we don’t o£end the world, or so that we don’t appear as hypocrites when we’re fully engaged IN sin.

I remember several years back; my husband and I were invited to a co-ed bachelor/bachelorette party in Las Vegas.

At the time, I was considering going into seminary, so I knew I had to choose whether I would party it up like I had with them in the past or choose not to fiirt with compromise. The conviction that was on my heart was that I knew I needed to be honest about why I was not going—it wasn’t because I was better than anyone but because I was living my life for Jesus now and couldn’t skirt the line any longer. It wasn’t easy to say it, but our friends respected our honesty and are still some of the closest friends we have. I would’ve been a hypocrite if I didn’t tell them about Jesus. Heart Check.

Are you honest about where your strength comes from? Do you tell others it's Jessus?


PROPER REST | Judges 16:19

Notice that Delilah binds him up when he’s asleep or comfy in his bed.

Here, she was likely playing with his hair which is what allowed the enemy to come in and mimic what she was doing while stealing away his strength. That’s the way the enemy works. He doesn’t come in with his pitchfork and horns—he disguises himself as an angel of light and shows up when we’re the most vulnerable. Here, it was when Samson was tired. I believe this is why God stresses the importance of getting rest, because he knows that we are vulnerable to attack when we’re tired or weary. Even science shows that our decision-making ability and emotional stability are compromised when we are fatigued.

Think about how grouchy we get when we’re stressed or tired—our emotions are all over the place, and usually teetering on the negative side. This is why Jesus says, “Come unto me all who are weary, and I will give you rest” (Matt. 11:28-29), because he knows the burdens that we bear are far too great for us to carry on our own. Heart Check.

How tired are you? Are you getting proper rest in both your body and spirit?


SECRET + SOURCE | Judges 16:20

One question a lot of people will ask those who are successful is, “What’s the secret to your success?”

The secret of Samson’s current success was in his hair—there was nothing magical about the hair itself, but it was the outward symbol of his inward consecration. He was set apart for God’s purposes. But the true source of Samson’s strength was the Spirit of the Lord. And He has now left Samson, not forsaking him, but leaving him to his sin. The Lord said in Gen. 6 before the fiood that His Spirit would not strive with man forever, meaning there will come a point where if we don’t repent, He will hand us over to our sin. He will never forsake us either, but His love for us is too great to allow us to continue sinning under the umbrella of His mercy. It seemed that Samson assumed God’s delay in judgment for his sin meant He was okay with it.

So both the secret of consecration and the source of the Spirit are both necessary for success. Sometimes we can be consecrated, where we desire to serve, we’re passionate about God, but we lack empowerment to move in the higher realm of the kingdom. Or on the fiip side, we can have the power of the Spirit, but we lack the discipline or dedication to live a life that is truly set apart.

But when you put the two together—that is when you will see God moving in the miraculous and doing mighty things in the spiritual arena. Heart Check.

Do you have both the secret (consecration) and the source (empowerment by the Spirit) to success?

**In the end, Samson never got his eyesight back—this was a consequence of his sin. And his life ended in tragedy. This shows us that there may be some pain and permanent losses that we will experience because of poor choices. But the glorious thing that we see here, is that God never gives up on us. He is the God of the second chance.

And if my life is any indicator of chance, He’s the God of the 135th chance. I suffered great loss of my singing voice because I was entangled in sin at the peak of my worship. But look how God has taken what the locust has eaten and restored those lost years. He specializes in restoration.

He gives beauty for ashes, strength for fear, gladness for mourning (anyone hear Crystal Lewis in your head?). There may be a season of pain, but joy comes in the morning—His mercies are new and waiting for us to wake up. The closer we get to God and the longer we know Him, the more we will see His grace. I believe that Samson, while a tragic hero, is experiencing the fullness of that grace now in paradise, beyond the pages of this book. So take heart, for God will restore what has been broken.


MOLDING GOD | Judges 17:3

What’s interesting here is that Micah’s mother is dedicating the silver to the Lord, but then turns right around and breaks the 2nd commandment of “you shall not make for yourself a carved image” (Ex. 32:4). So we see them mixing true worship with false practice. This proves the backslidden state of the spiritual nature of Israel currently. And because of our fallen nature, we tend to want to shape God into our image. We don’t want to accept what the Bible says about Him, so we will choose to ignore the parts we don’t like and only focus on the parts that suit us.

This is why we sin. And it takes a real effort to be able to understand God’s nature and His heart.

This is why we read the entire Bible—so that we can have a bird’s eye view of who God is and why He does what He does.

But if you go throughout your life, only cherry-picking scripture or only relying on the few that are highlighted at the pulpit or in a devotional, you will never grasp this.

Recent studies show that Bible illiteracy is at an all-time low, with only 39% of the population cracking open their Bible—and even that group of people are barely scraping the surface of actually reading. That number plummeted during the pandemic, and if you look at how that correlates with the increase in immorality, it’s staggering.

Yet we have the highest number of churches that we’ve ever seen with fewer Christians. So the only sense we can make of this is that we are molding God to our image. Our truth is superseding His truth. Heart Check.

Do you mold God's commands or character to fit your preferences?


RIGHT IN HIS EYES | Judges 17:6

Even though it says they had no king, if they had recognized God as their rightful King, they wouldn’t be doing what was right in their own eyes. This was the problem—the were no longer aware of their sin, and therefore they weren’t repenting. This is why I don’t believe there is such a thing as “too much repentance.” I would rather be in a place of humility before the Lord than a place of thinking I’ve done nothing wrong, which is what was happening here. They think they’re in the right.

The Bible says that we see life through a dim mirror at best (1 Cor. 13:12), and the Lord says, “If my people who are called by My name will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” I don’t know about you, but I want God to hear my prayers and to heal our land. God knows we need it. And that requires humility and repentance. Anything I pray here, is a personal plea from my own heart and never coming from a priestly place of praying on your behalf. That is not my place. Heart Check.

Are you doing what is right in your eyes or God's?


EASY STREET | Judges 18:1

The truth is, the tribe of Dan was unable to settle their original inherited land, so now they’re going to travel north for an “easier” conquest.

But sadly, this is going to leave them more vulnerable to attack from the enemies of the north in the future. So they’re jumping from the frying pan right into the fire. The easy street isn’t always the better one. God’s road is always best—and while it may be a little bumpy, it prepares you for the destination.

The Danites should’ve stayed where they were and allowed God to develop them. Heart Check.

Do you look for the easy street when times get tough? Or are you willing to fight the good fight that the Lord has brought to you?

**Micah was looking to get rich, to be respected, and to have a private religion, yet in the end, he lost all three. This is what will happen when we do right in our own eyes instead of seeking the Lord for guidance and wisdom in every matter.


 Deep Dive

 What lessons can be learned from Samson’s life? How does it relate to your life?

What could he have done di£erently? How does this shape your decision making?

What might private religion like the one Micah created look like today? Is there distortion in true worship?

How can we ensure that our worship is true and not infiuenced by societal pressure or personal preference?

Look at the characteristics of the Sidonian lifestyle— what lessons can be learned from it?

How can we ensure we are not doing right in our own eyes?

 

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for continuing to stand by, waiting for us to return to you.

 We are so grateful for your faithfulness to save us when we are faltering, to give us strength when we are weak, and to guide us when we feel lost. I pray that we will be a people that shouts from the rooftops about where all of this comes from. We could do nothing without you, so we are even more thankful that you promise to never leave us or forsake us. Even in our weakest moments of failure, we are still able to find redemption to fight and defeat the enemy. Thank you for giving us that hope today.

I pray that if there is anything that is alluring in our sight but immoral in yours, that you will give us divine strength to look away, so that we do not allow sin to progress. We know the enemy comes to deceive us, and sometimes we may innocently be pulled into something that we never intended to get into. Increase our discernment today so that we are not fooled. We will not be scared or fearful of what the enemy might try to do, because He who is within us is greater than he that is in the world.

Forgive us if we’ve ever been on the side of the deceiver. I pray that you continue to wash us and make us clean, so that we will live a life of holiness. Just because we are strong in an area does not mean we are strong in all, so we need you to be with us always.

I pray that we will not be blinded by the beauty of anything this world has to o£er but give us corrective lenses so that we are able to see deception clearly and will not fall into blind love.

I pray for proper rest, in both our physical bodies and in our spirits. Thank you, Jesus, for allowing us to cast all of our cares upon you, and when we bring you our burdens, you promise to give us rest. You are our Sabbath.

But we know we are still responsible for the condition of our physical bodies, and this requires us taking care of it and getting a good rest. If anyone has grown weary, I pray that you will pick them up and let them rest in your arms for a bit, while you carry them on your wings like an eagle. Help us to run this race and not faint.

Thank you for your grace and goodness which is no match for evil. Thank you for being the God of the 856th chance—for giving us hope every time we fall. You are so good to us, and this is why we desire to love, honor, and serve you, with everything in us. Empower us today Holy Spirit, and may we partner with you as we consecrate ourselves in holy devotion. We know we need both the secret and the source, by consecration and your Spirit if we want to be victorious.

Forgive us if we have diluted, perverted, or completely missed the mark in our worship. Continue to show us what true worship looks like so that we can bring you pure o£erings with clean hands. We never want to assume that we are clean, so will you allow your Holy Spirit to convict our hearts. I pray that we continue to teach and lead others into prayer and repentance as well. The more we do that, the greater the chorus will be for you to hear and heal and forgive. We need you in our homes, in our communities, and in our nations.

I know there are many who are hurting and fearful today. Will you wrap your arms around them and let them know you are with them? Give them a spirit of power, love and a sound mind. Protect every city, state and nation from su£ering, whether it be through warfare or weather. Our hearts cry out with them. Let them know you have not forsaken them. Give them everything they need, and I pray that the hands and feet that are near will rise up to assist and o£er help. Show us how we can be of assistance.

We know the Christian life is the best life, but it isn’t always the easiest. But with you, all things are possible, and we can do all things through Christ who gives us strength. So I pray that we will not abandon our post for the sake of taking the easy street. We know that it is in the trials of fire that you are developing us for your glory. So instead of living life on our terms, may we always maintain a right relationship with you, one where we worship in spirit and in truth. Thank you for your divine guidance that you give us every day.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 096 Judges 19-21 | Heart Dive 365

April 6

In Judges 19, a sojourning Levite from the hill country of Ephraim takes for himself a concubine from Bethlehem of Judah. When she proves to be unfaithful, she fiees to her father’s home. After four months, her husband tries to woo her back, and she invites him to stay in her father’s home. When the Levite tries to leave with his concubine, the father does all he can to convince him to stay. After five days, they set out for Gibeah in Benjamin. When they are o£ered no hospitality there, they seek rest in the city square. However, when an old Ephraimite sojourner finds them in the city square, he invites them into his home. Mirroring the events of Lot in Sodom, a group of men come to the man’s home to violate the Levite. But they are given the concubine instead, and the men violate and abuse her to death. When the Levite finds her on the porch in the morning, he divides her body into twelve pieces and sends them to the twelve tribes of Israel to illustrate this horrific act that had been committed in Gibeah.

In Judges 20, the Israelites gather to address what took place in Gibeah. The Levite recounts the details of what happened to his concubine, and in response, the Israelites unite against the tribe of Benjamin to seek justice. They go throughout the town demanding for the perpetrators to be handed over, but the tribe of Benjamin refuses in solidarity with their people. The Israelites go before the Lord for guidance in this civil war. Israel is defeated twice, losing 40,000 men, but the Lord urges them to continue fighting. After the third attempt, they are victorious by way of an ambush. Benjamin su£ers a great loss of 25,000 men of valor, and the towns and everything in it are destroyed. Only 600 men remain, leaving the tribe almost extinct.

In Judges 21, the Israelites recall a rash vow they made not to give their daughters to any of the remaining 600 Benjamites. In fear of the tribe disappearing altogether, the devise a plan to find wives for their brothers. But first, they head to Bethel to plead with the Lord and bring o£erings and sacrifices. With no answer from the Lord, they strategize and plan to send 12,000 soldiers to wipe out everyone but the young virgins of Jabesh-Gilead since they were the only ones who did not originally fight against Benjamin. With only 400 virgin wives taken, the Israelites come up with another strategy to obtain wives for the remaining 200 men. This time, the 200 men without wives set up an ambush during the annual feast in Shiloh and kidnap the young women who come out to dance. This sidesteps the oath they made not to give their daughters to the Benjamites.

COMMITMENT | Judges 19:1-3

The first thing we are seeing in this godless society is a perversion of love. Remember—God’s design for marriage is one man and one woman, so while we will see godly men with many wives and concubines, the Bible is not condoning it. When society rejects God’s moral law of love, we will see all kinds of sexual immorality, because we no longer see sex as a gift from God for marriage.

It becomes polluted and so does the way we commit ourselves to a person. We allow our pleasure and feelings to dictate our commitment. This is why we must grasp the understanding of love and covenant through God’s eyes. Heart Check.

What are your views on love and sex? What dicates your commitment to a person?


HOSPITALITY | Judges 19:15

The fact that they could find no hospitality in Gibeah shows the spiritual state they were in. God commands His people throughout the Bible to be hospitable. Jesus commends the ones who fed him and gave him drink. The author of Hebrews tells us not to forsake entertaining strangers, for we may be entertaining an angel. This means hospitality goes beyond serving cookies at church.

Being hospitable is being kind to people you don’t know, or being generous to those in need. But in such an individualistic society, which we are seeing here in Gibeah, where all that matters is what I want, hospitality will be lacking. Heart Check.

How Hospitable are you? Do you give more than you take? Are you kind to strangers?


TRANSFORMING SOCIETY | Judges 19

In the end, we see how godlessness leads to complete societal and moral breakdown and confusion. We are seeing this happening before our very eyes today. Society tells us the problem is that we lack programs or money. So we form committees to address it, then we spend months, if not years deliberating about it. All the while, spending taxpayer dollars to fund these programs, while many others go ranting on social media. But sadly, we are missing the point— no president, program, law, or system will change this downward spiral.

The problem is godlessness. It’s everyone living how they want to live. If we used the energy that we spend arguing, lobbying, and going to meetings or rallies… on teaching society about the goodness and love of God and the gospel of Jesus, we would be able to see real change. The Kingdom of Heaven will never come to earth by way of politics. If we want to transform society, it’s up to us. That’s the purpose of reading these chapters—to see that there is a desperate need for redemption, and we know hope is on the way. So redemption can only come through Jesus. He is the only answer to fighting evil. Heart Check.

What are you doing to transform a godless society today? How much time do you spend sharing the gosphel compared to fighting a cause?

**Side bar: I am not saying politics don’t matter—they do. But if hearts don’t change, we will never get godly men and women to shape our politics, laws, and systems.**


RESOLVING ISSUES | Judges 20:13

Israel is wanting to deal with the isolated issue before simply attacking. I wonder how many wars and battles we could avoid if we would do the same. The enemy’s ploy is always to destroy, so he will do everything he can to get us to take one thing and allow it to fester in our minds until we have magnified ten other issues. At least Israel is seeking resolve before war. Heart Check.

Do you seek to resolve issues at hand? Or do you go in for the attack?


 LOYALTY | Judges 20:14

Benjamin is holding their loyalty to their tribe higher than their loyalty to God. They are willing to give up doing the right thing in the name of solidarity.

This would be like a parent protecting their child at all costs, even if their child has committed a gruesome crime. We have to remember that as Christians, we are citizens of heaven first (Phil. 3:20), so we must always put the interests of ourselves and our nation second to the interests of the Kingdom, for it has been wisely said that “Unity apart from justice and truth is unity not worth having” (Guzik). Heart Check.

Where is your loyalty? Are you willing to disobey God to maintain a relatioship or solidarity with something or someone else?


 GIVING GOD OPTIONS | Judges 20:18-28

Notice the progression of their approach with God. First they asked, “How should we attack?”

It took them losing that battle to then say, “Shucks, Lord, should we be fighting at all?” They had to su£er a second loss before finally repenting and fasting. If the order had been repent and fast first, they may have spared themselves some losses. But because they put their demands on God rather than asking for permission, He allowed it.

So this wasn’t necessarily God’s perfect will for them to fight but it was His permissive will. Heart Check.

 Are you giving God options on how to do things? Or do you ask, "Shall I" before you ask, "
How should I?"


 Deep Dive

 How does the lack of godly leadership affect society?

Compare today’s hospitality and relationships with what we read in chapter 19. How are they di£erent? What would the consequences of this kind of situation be today?

What consequences do we see of sin within communities? Nations?

How can we better respond to injustice and resolve confiict in our communities?

How does “everyone did what was right in his own eyes” play out for Israel? How does it mirror society now?

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Prayer

Heavenly Father, oh' how we desperately need to come back to you.

 With us, If we do nothing, this downward spiral will only gain acceleration. So we commit ourselves to doing what we can to lead others to your kindness, for it is your kindness that leads us to repentance.

We pray that scales will begin to fall off the eyes of those who are blinded by immorality or heartlessness. Help us to see that true happiness does not come by way of individualistic pleasure. It is going to come from holiness and from the joy that is found in obedience to you.

We don’t want to have to be warned by gruesome acts or even by your wrath that is being revealed from heaven against every act of wickedness of those who suppress the truth by it (Romans 1:18). So I pray we will be beacons of truth and light. We want to expose wickedness, not suppress it. The best way to do that is shine your light of love, kindness, goodness and faithfulness. May the fruit of the Spirit be so evident in our lives and contagious unto others.

Thank you, Jesus, for the way that you have liberated women from being second-class, lowlife, citizens. Everywhere your gospel has set foot, women have been elevated. We are so grateful that your standard of being co-heirs in Christ is being adopted all over the world. I pray for the oppression to be lifted in places where women are still mistreated and abused. Help them oh God. Strengthen and protect them. We pray for divine intervention so that they can be set free.

Please help us to a people who pursue peace and stand for unity—but may our loyalty to people, causes or even our nation never supersedes our loyalty to you first. I pray that we will maintain a spirit of humility and brokenness before you always so that we will come to you first for resolve before jumping into an unnecessary war. I pray that this wisdom will be passed on to leaders of every nation. We know that unity is worth nothing apart from justice and truth. I pray that you will continue to work in us personally, corporately and nationally. Thank you, Jesus, for being the perfect sacrifice—the only one good enough to deal with the weight of our sin.

We are grateful that even if we have poor leadership, you are our King. So we place ourselves under your authority first and foremost. Jesus, you have shown us how to live and how to love, and it is the only indestructible force in this world. It is the more excellent way. Help us to love above all. Anything else is a denial of your character and what you did on the cross.

Thank you for helping us to read through these really dark and depressing chapters with the hope of the world in our hearts. Without you, we might walk away feeling defeated. These chapters aren’t fun, nor are they merry and bright. But it would be a superficial faith if we only adhered to the positive things that we want to hear. Ignoring this Word would be saying that it can do nothing for our good. But that simply isn’t true. We see how desperately we need you Jesus, even in the midst of our very dark and broken world. We don’t live in a fairytale, and we can’t fake our way through this life. So we hold on to you—our only hope.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 097 Ruth 1-4 | Heart Dive 365

April 7

In Ruth 1, a severe famine came over the land of Israel. A man from Bethlehem of Judah, Ehimelech, took his wife Naomi and their two sons Mahlon and Chilion, to the land of Moab to seek out a better life. However, Elimelech does not survive. Her sons marry two Moabite women, Ruth and Orpah, but soon after, Naomi’s two sons die. She decides to return home once she hears the Lord was upon the land of Judah and urges her daughters-in-law to return to their families, insisting that they will have a better chance at remarrying, since she has no other children. Orpah returns to her family while Ruth pledges loyalty to both Naomi and her God, declaring that she will live and go where Naomi goes.

The town of Bethlehem welcomes the women with glee, but Naomi insists they call her Mara, which means “bitter,” for she revealed her life was full of bitterness due to the Lord’s hand of discipline on her life. This was during the beginning of the barley harvest.

In Ruth 2, Ruth goes into the fields of Moab to glean grain, in hopes of finding favor. Ruth happens to glean a field belonging to Naomi’s close relative Boaz. As Boaz comes to his field, he asks about Ruth. When his servants reply that she is a Moabite who had been loyal to his relative Naomi, Boaz gives Ruth full permission to continue gleaning while giving her favor of protection and sustenance. Despite her foreign status, she is treated kindly. Ruth continues to work the fields and shares some of her gatherings with Naomi, letting her know of her interaction with Boaz. Naomi declares that he has the power and right to redeem them, so she encourages Ruth to remain in the field and to stay near the women until the end of harvest.

In Ruth 3, Naomi devises a plan to set up Ruth with her kinsman redeemer Boaz.She advises Ruth to go to the threshing fioor in the evening and humbly present herself at his feet. When Boaz awakens to find her there, she proposes marriage by asking him to spread his garment over her. Boaz blesses her for her kindness and integrity and agrees to marriage. But first, he must give a nearer kinsman the opportunity to redeem her first. Ruth remains in his protection for the evening and quietly leaves before sunrise to avoid any hassle. Boaz sends her off with six measures of barley as a sign of his commitment to this oath.

In Ruth 4, Boaz goes to the town gate to offer the redemption of Ruth to Naomi’s closer relative.Boaz presents it as an offer to redeem Naomi’s land. When the relative agrees, Boaz lets him know that the land also comes with the widow Naomi and her daughter-in-law, which leads to him retracting his initial acceptance. With this rejection, he gives the redeeming right to Boaz instead, and they settle on it. Boaz announces the deal to the elders, and they bless and pray for Boaz and Ruth. Following their marriage, Ruth gives birth to a son named Obed, and the town rejoices and blesses Naomi, who is now a grandmother and nurse for her grandson. The town declares Ruth as a gift to her mother-in-law, one that is better than the gift of seven sons.

RUNNING FROM PROBLEMS | Ruth 1:1-1-5

This is definitely a tragedy, and there’s nothing that indicates this was the “hand of God” casting judgment on their family. Sometimes we can’t explain why bad things happen, but one day we will understand. It’s no doubt that these were desperate times, and because of the famine, people were seeking out food wherever they could find it. But what’s clearly indicated here is that a change of location didn’t change their problems. In fact, it made them worse. Instead of waiting on the Lord to hear from Him, they left the “House of Bread” and headed for the darkness of Moab, and ultimately the men died. All external forces aside, sometimes we think that if we run away from our problems, they’ll somehow disappear.

But the thing is, we can’t run away from ourselves. We bring us wherever we go, meaning our bad habits, our personality, our insecurities, and the way we deal with people don’t go away, so if that is what is causing issues in our lives, we will have the same problems in a di£erent place. We might be able to run from our problems, but we won’t be able to hide. Heart Check.

Do you tend to run away from problems or think that a change of scenery will make your life better? Or are you willing to make things better where you are?


I WISH VS. I WILL | Ruth 1:7-8

I’m glad we came to this section, because I wanted to follow up the last Heart Check with this “fiip side” argument: there is nothing wrong with changing locations to seek a better life when the Lord leads you there. Naomi was bold, and she did something about her grim circumstances. Some will stay stuck in the “I wish” mentality, while others will reach out and grab hold of what the Lord has for them. Heart Check.

Are you stuck in "I wish" things were different? Or are you committing to "I will" to do something about it?


WHAT OTHERS HEAR | Ruth 1:7-8

What I love about this is that Naomi heard that life was good because of what the Lord was doing in the fields, and she wanted a part of that. That’s what I want my life to be—one where people say, there’s something good going on over there—I want to be a part of it. That’s how our walk with Jesus should be—one where despite our problems, He is the lifter of our head, He gives us joy unspeakable, He walks with us through fire, He’ll never leave us, He saved us from death! That is what will make others want to come around this Jesus guy. Heart Check.

What do others hear about your life? Do they know that the Lord visits your field?


BETTER OR BITTER | Ruth 1

In the end, Naomi was moving in faith. She lost everything, and could’ve very easily been bitter. But because she chose to be better and move back to God in repentance, back to the House of Bread, back to the place of praise (Judah), she is going to be abundantly blessed. This is the part of the story where you want to shout, “Hang in there Ruth, I know the ending!” the same way we were with Job. I believe the Lord was telling her that a breakthrough was on the way, and this is what kept her moving toward Him. So we will either allow our trials to make us stay stuck in our bitterness or they will keep us clinging to Jesus as He walks with us through the fire. Heart Check.

Do trials in your life make you bitter or better?


I SEE YOU | Ruth. 2:10-13

I feel like Ruth—how in the world have I found favor in the eyes of such a kind and loving God? And I love Boaz’s answer—he basically says, “I know what you’ve done.”

He saw her!

We will all stand before Jesus one day and He will say the same thing—“I know what you’ve done.”

For some of us, that might freak us out a little. But take heart. Because He is for you, not against you. When He says He sees you and knows you, He sees your heart, not your happenings. He hears your cries. He sees the blood of Jesus that covers us in grace and righteousness. And He responds with kindness. That’s the goodness of our God. We may not deserve it and probably can’t understand it, but what we can do is be grateful for it and respond to it in worship and honor. One of the best ways to honor Him is to see yourself the way He sees you. Because when we get a right picture of who we are in Him, it changes everything. When we understand our place of humility before an Almighty God, the windows of heaven open up in a greater way to allow you to now see Him and to know Him.  Heart Check.

How do you see yourself? How do you see God?


LEFTOVERS | Ruth 2:18

I love that Ruth brought food to her mother-in-law. She didn’t hoard it all for herself, and this kind of generosity is what will bring blessing on her life. The Bible says that when we give, it will be given unto us. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, and poured out unto us (Luke 6:38). He blesses those who are generous (Prov. 22:9). I always equate this with how generous we are with the grace of God. He is being so kind to us, in allowing us to know and understand Him. So once we gain that fullness in our Spirit, we’ve got to start pouring out so that we are not fattened in our bellies but lean in our soul.Heart Check.

What are you doing with your leftovers?


WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY | Ruth 2:19

While I believe these questions are coming from a place of pure excitement, it made me think about the days when I was an embittered stay-at-home mom, and my husband would come home to a disheveled house and wife and ask, “What did you do today?”

I remember it would light a fire of rage in me because all I could see in my mind was a child who was literally sucking the life out of me, the piles of laundry that I had just washed, the dirty dishes that came from the meals that I cooked, on top of all the errands that I was running.

Now if I had been sitting on the couch, scrolling through Tik Tok all day, eating Taki’s and being lazy, that would’ve been a valid question with an invalid response on my part.

So when we are spending our time and energy, gleaning from the Word and working in the field, you will never be triggered by that question. Side bar—my husband never asks me that question anymore-- he knows exactly what I’m doing each day. But it’s a healthy question we can ask ourselves at the end of each day. Heart Check.

What did you do today? Where did you glean? And where did you work?


DAILY WASHING | Ruth 3:3

Some people think that when we become Christians, everything will change in an instant. Looking at the bigger picture, it does, as our eternal destination is far greater than where we were headed. But we have to stay on that road. Just like any marriage, once the honeymoon is over, the relationship takes work.

So if Boaz is a picture of Jesus and Ruth is a picture of the church, then we need to be washing ourselves by His Word and anointing ourselves by His Spirit. It’s the same way we take a shower everyday and put on some Bum Bum cream so that we aren’t stinky. So if we don’t want to have a stinky spirit, then this (the Word) is where we will begin to smell better than we did yesterday. And our spouse (Jesus) will be pleased with us. Heart Check.

Are you washing daily? Is your spirit stinky or anointed?


THRESHING FLOOR | Ruth 3:3

Secondly, Ruth has moved from gleaning in the fields to the threshing fioor. Spiritually, this is speaking of moving to a place of sacrifice and separation— to a place of maturity.

When we first become Christians, we glean from the Lord, we’re in that honeymoon stage, we are washed clean and anointed, but now comes the sacrifice part of the marriage. We have to start to separate from the things we once did.

We can’t blow all our money on shopping for ourselves anymore because there’s someone else to think of and a mortgage to pay.

We are called to lay down our lives and present our bodies as a living sacrifice to the Lord. And these threshingfioor seasons can be tough and require discipline—it will often push us to our breaking points.

But remember that the blessing follows the breaking. The light shines forth out of the broken vessels. These are usually crossroad seasons where we will choose to fight or succumb to fleeing.
Heart Check.

Have you gone to to the threshing floor? Have you separated your old self from the new and presented your body as a living sacrifice?


 Deep Dive

 What major themes do you see in the book of Ruth? How important are they in your life?

How have cultural and familial obligations changed since this time? Is it a good or bad thing?

In what way can you see the spirit of the law superseding the Law itself? What does this say about God’s character?

What characteristics of Ruth, Naomi and Boaz stand out? How do they inspire your faith?

Are there any modern-day systems of “gleaning”? Is it a feasible solution?

What does redemption mean to you personally?

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Prayer

Heavenly Father, we find our rest, security and satisfaction in you, our Goel, our Kinsman Redeemer.

We were all once wondering through life, in desperate need, seeking after anything to bring us that satisfaction, yet nothing of this world could o£er what only you could. We would eat and never be satisfied, getting full but still feeling empty. Thank you for redeeming us and filling us afresh.

We know that just as we see in this beautiful love story, that you have this same kind of love for us. It brings you joy to care for and protect us. Every footprint you leave for us to walk in always leads us into deeper relationship with you. And we will always have the choice to choose a nearer kinsman—to try to work our way to salvation, or we will choose the one that has been freely given to us by grace.

Thank you for that.

We know that nothing in this life is by happenstance—your divine providence is still so evident. We may not be able to see your hand in front of us, but we will always see it when we look back. You were always there, by our side, covering us with your wing of protection. So I pray that we never stray from under that shelter or out of your footsteps. Even your worst gift is better than the world’s best gift to us. So we place ourselves at your feet today, in humble surrender, declaring our trust in your divine guidance. We know that you are working all things together for good, so even if everything else around us is in disarray, one thing that never changes is the solid foundation on which we stand. So whatever comes our way, good or bad, we will rejoice.

We know that you are changing us from glory to glory, but if we are going to get better, there may be some breaking or rough patches that we may need to get through. There will be fires we need to walk through. I pray that we won’t run away from them, but keep pressing toward the upward call, trusting that you are right there with us. And if there is a step we need to take in a di£erent direction, give us the go, blow the trumpet, sound the alarm, so that we do not waver in setting out to our Bethlehem. We always want to come back to you, and can feel the urgency of an international call to return. May we not miss this.

I pray that we will live our lives in bold faith—lives that others hear about and say, “We want to live that life with that Jesus.” We want to be the faithful ones who stay rooted in you and don’t fiee when we should be fighting. We know that when we wait upon you, we will mount up with wings like eagles, walk and not grow weary, run and not faint. You will bless us abundantly if we are faithful and patient in heeding your voice. So may we always look for the good in what you’re doing and not the bad, so that we will always find a way to be better instead of bitter. We never want to fake our way through life, but we want to be able to allow your strength to endure when we are weak.

May we be people who have noble character so that we will carry the reputation of a worthy fellow or woman. This isn’t a matter of worrying about what people think of us, but one that motivates us to mirror your character. We see how Ruth and Boaz’s integrity not only led to personal redemption, but ultimately to the life of Jesus. You are always orchestrating a greater purpose!!

We commit ourselves today to glean from your fields, to wash ourselves daily in your word and bask in the presence of your Holy Spirit. That is where true peace and joy comes from, for your word never returns void. It is in your fields where we will find refreshment and fellowship—so may we not be closed off to that.

Thank you for the well from which we are able to drink and never thirst.

Thank you for knowing us better than we know ourselves and for seeing us better than we are. We can’t understand how you could love us and give us so much grace, yet you do. You see us and know every thought and every hair on our head. You hear every cry and see every need. So thank you for sowing seeds of hope for us today and for your lovingkindness. Even in times of uncertainty, we set our hope on our Redeemer, knowing that you will restore what has been broken.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 098 1 Samuel 1-3 | Heart Dive 365

April 8

In 1 Samuel 1, a Levite from Ephraim named Elkanah has two wives—Peninnah who has many children, and Hannah who is barren. Each year, when Elkanah travels to Shiloh to worship and bring his o£erings, he gives a double portion to Hannah to express his love for her. Peninnah despises this and begins to taunt Hannah, causing her to go into a depression. In a moment of desperation, Hanna goes to the temple and makes a vow to dedicate her child as a lifetime Nazirite if the Lord would give her a son. Eli the priest sees her praying and assumes she is drunk, but when she expresses her brokenness to him, he blesses her. The Lord answers her prayer, and she has a son who she names Samuel. Once the child is weaned, Hannah takes him to the temple to dedicate him to the Lord.

In 1 Samuel 2, Hannah lifts up a psalm of thanksgiving to the Lord for answering her prayer. She declares to her holy God that there is none like Him, the one who is sovereign, righteous, and just. She ends the prayer with a prophetic message about a king who will be the anointed one, referencing the Messiah. This is followed by the account of Eli’s wicked sons Phineas and Hophni, who are acting disgracefully as priests as they treat the o£erings with irreverence and disrespect. Eli gently rebukes them, but they do not listen. A prophet comes to Eli to give warning that their house will be destroyed, and the Lord will raise up another priest in their place.

In 1 Samuel 3, the people have not heard from the Lord or had vision. One evening, when young Samuel is going to sleep, he hears a voice call his name. When he rushes to respond to Eli, who he believes is calling him, Eli denies it and sends him back to bed. This occurs two more times before Eli realizes the Lord is calling Samuel. So Eli instructs Samuel to lie down and if the Lord speaks, he should respond with, “Speak, Lord, for your servant hears.” Eli obeys when the Lord calls him again, and He proceeds to give him the message of the impending judgment on Eli’s households for all their sin. Eli questions Samuel about his encounter with the Lord, and Samuel reluctantly relays the message. Eli accepts the judgment as righteous. The chapter ends with a statement of Samuel being a true prophet, as the Lord has been with him throughout his life, and all his prophecies had been fulfilled. All of Israel is made aware of this prophetic gift.

REJECTED | 1 Sam. 1:6-7

Peninnah’s name means “Ruby,” but she was anything but a precious gem.She was over there working for the devil with her taunting. Sadly, her lashing out stems from her own issues of rejection from her husband and jealousy of Hannah. Heart Check.

Do you deal with feelings of rejection or jealousy? How does it make you treat others?


PRAYER & COUNSEL | 1 Sam. 1:6-18

We all have an adversary perched on our shoulders, constantly taunting us. He wants us to think we’re failures.

He will do everything he can to make us think we are terrible parents, we’re failing in life because we haven’t reached certain goals, people don't like us, or his favorite—we’re not good enough to get to heaven. These thoughts will send us straight into a downward spiral of depression and anxiety.

But what I love about Hannah, is that she did not react like a wounded animal—she went to the Lord and prayed fervently. She poured out her soul and sought counsel. In doing so, she was finally able to get some peace as she chose to believe in God’s greater promise for her life. Heart Check.

When you're being taunted or are suffering from feelings of failure or depression, where do you go? Who do you talk to? Who do you talk to? Do you pour out your soul to the Lord?


FEAR OF OFFENSE | 1 Sam. 2:29

Because Eli didn’t discipline and correct his sons, he was essentially showing that he was more worried about o£ending them than he was about o£ending God. We can sometimes parent this way—we would rather be our kid’s friend than their parent because we are so worried about them liking us.

But in the end, that will be to their detriment, but also to ours, because we are now putting them before God with our fear of o£ense. Even in society, we dance around so many issues because we’re afraid of o£ending people or certain groups, so we either won’t talk about it or we will change the language so that it is more fitting and less o£ensive. We even fail to witness because we are afraid of scaring people o£ or appearing weird. Heart Check.

Who are you more worried about offending? People or God?


TUNED IN | 1 Sam. 3:1

One of the reasons that the word of the Lord was rare in this time was because there was no one to speak through—their spiritual state was at an all-time low. Secondly, they simply weren’t listening—they weren’t tuned in to His voice. Today, we have noise coming from every direction—we’ve got tra£ic, radios, TVs, podcasts, VLOGS, Spotify, and both people and the devil yappin’ in our ears. It’s no wonder people can’t hear the voice of God. One of the most common things I hear from people is that they don’t feel that God speaks to them, or they even worry about the state of their salvation because they aren’t sure if they’re hearing from the Lord or not. Some people even say that God doesn’t speak today.

But Jesus made it clear that He stands and the door and knocks, and anyone who hears his voice (meaning He still speaks!) and answers, He will come inside and hang out with them (Rev. 3:20). So again, the problem isn’t that He isn’t speaking, it’s that we can’t hear above all the other noise, or we simply aren’t tuned in to it. Side bar: If you’re Christian, you have heard His voice and responded! If you’re reading His Word, you’re hearing His voice! Heart Check.

Are you tuned in to God's voice? When he speaks, do you listen?


CHILDLIKE FAITH | 1 Sam. 3:7

Isn’t it interesting that Samuel lives in a Godly home, so he most certainly has heard the word, but it hasn’t been revealed to him yet. This means he hasn’t gotten revelation.

And it makes sense, because Jewish tradition says that Samuel couldn’t have been but 12 years old at this time. Yet God still chose to speak to him—a child!! After all, He tells us that if we want to get into the kingdom, we need to come as children, meaning we stop thinking we know everything and feel like we need to control everything, and we go back to the days of innocence (Mt. 18:3).

That’s why He says that when we are saved, we are a new creation (2 Cor. 5:17).

I believe that when we have that kind of childlike faith, where we are excited to get into His Word, and we see His beauty everywhere, and we are excited to wake up and see what He’s going to do next, that’s when He will call us. Heart Check.

Do you have a childlike faith that has an innocence and wonder? Or are you still operating in the old habits of being doubtful and unfaithful?


 Deep Dive

 What might barrenness look like for the spiritual life?

What characteristics can you see in Hannah, Eli and Samuel? How do they inspire you?

Is there something you’ve been waiting for an answer with the Lord? How does Hannah’s fervent prayer and faith give you hope?

Judging by Hannah’s song, how well did she know God and His character? How can this help shape your prayer life?

How might you distinguish God’s voice from other voices?

How can we share di£icult truth with grace?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, we hear you, God, and we are listening.

 Thank you for continuing to speak to us every day through your Word, through laughter with family and friends, through nature, and by your Holy Spirit in our hearts. We want to be like Samuel—people who make ourselves available and posture ourselves so that we can respond when you call. I pray that we are never presumptuous in assuming that you will speak about a certain thing at a certain time, but we remain humble, and simply wait on you. In the meantime, I pray that all other frequencies will be tuned out so that we are receptive to your whisper. I pray that we will not try to speak over you with our own pride or stubbornness but will simply be still and know that you are God. We want to have an innocence and excitement within us, so that we can allow your wonder to be awe-inspiring. We don’t want to grow cold to who you are or to what you do.

I pray for anyone who may be struggling today with infertility—will you speak a promise over them today, declaring that they have been chosen for a specific purpose in this life, and whether they are given a child or not, there is nothing that can diminish or devalue their worth as child of God and as a woman in this world. I pray that all pressures and burdens will be lifted from them today, and that you will bless them with your peace in knowing that your purpose will prevail.

And for anyone who may be dealing with depression, Lord, we bind it in the name of Jesus. May that spirit be lifted o£ them today. Help them to know that you are with them and that they are not alone. Teach us all how to know your peace and how to overcome any deep sorrow or grief.

Thank you, Jesus, for understanding exactly what we’re going through and for being the one to carry our burdens. We lay them at your feet today. I pray that you will calm our hearts and ground us in your love. Help us to have an eternal perspective so that we can set our hope on higher ground. Keep us steadfast in our faith, especially in those seasons that are tougher than usual.

We will continue to trust in your divine calling on our lives, and I pray that we will remain open to who, what, when, where and how you will get it done.

All you want from us is faithful obedience, so we are here for it. We acknowledge your sovereignty in our lives and submit ourselves to you.

Thank you for all the blessings in our lives. I pray that we never cease to dedicate it all for your glory. We hold our heads high today, knowing that you are our strength, even when we are at our weakest. There is none like you, God, so we exalt and magnify your Holy Name. Thank you for being our rock, our firm foundation—the one who is unchanging and immoveable. Because we set ourselves upon that rock, we too will not be moved but by your Spirit. The world may spin in chaos all around us, but we will not be shaken. We know that you will right every wrong, so we trust in you, and thank you that we do not need to take matters into our own hands.

Forgive us if we have acted worthless in any way and thank you for your mercy to forgive us of all sin. We know that there is nothing that can separate us from your love. But we want to live a holy life, one that is refiective of you. We want a genuine relationship with you and to continue to draw closer with each passing day. I pray that we will raise our children to be the same.

So we ask again for vision, revelation and direction on how we can be faithful to your call. We know you are moving and doing mighty things. I pray that we do not miss it when you call from heaven.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 099 1 Samuel 4-8 | Heart Dive 365

April 9

In 1 Samuel 4, Samuel brings the word of judgment to Israel, and they go out to fight against the Philistines near Ebenezer. Four thousand Israelites are defeated, and the elders attempt to bolster up their army by bringing the Ark of the Covenant from Shiloh into battle with them.

When the Ark arrives, the men shout so loud that the earth trembles. When the Philistines hear their shouts, they begin to fear that Israel’s “gods” were among them. But they courageously fight and defeat Israel once more, this time killing 30,000 men and capturing the Ark.

In 1 Samuel 5, the Philistines bring the Ark to Ashdod and set it on display in the house of Dagon. When they awake the next morning, they discover Dagon face down before the Ark, and prop him back up. The following day, they find Dagon face down once again, but this time his head and hands were cut o£.

When the Lord sends a plague of boils upon Ashdod, the Philistines send the Ark from town to town, but the plague follows the Ark. They finally cry out to the Lord because of their severe distress.

In 1 Samuel 6, the Philistines call upon their elders and diviners to give them advice as to what to do with the Ark, which has been with them for seven months. The men tell them to send it back with five golden tumors and five golden rats, as an an offering that symbolizes the 5 plagued cities.

Before setting out, they test whether this punishment has truly come from God by yoking two cows to a cart and taking their calves away. When the cows go straight to Beth-shemesh instead of back to their calves, they know this has been divine punishment.

When the Israelites see the Ark, they rejoice and offer a burnt offering. However, seventy men are struck dead when they look upon the ark presumptuously. The men of Beth-shemesh send a message to Kiriath-jearim, asking for the Ark to be picked up.

In 1 Samuel 7, men from Kiriath-jearim come to pick up the Ark.

It remained there for 20 years, in the care of Eleazar the priest. Samuel calls upon the people to repent and return to the Lord by removing all idolatry from among them. The people fast and confess to the Lord, pouring out water before Him as a sign of their renewed commitment to Him. Samuel cries out to the Lord and offers a burnt offering to the Lord before they head out to battle, and the Lord sends the Philistines into confusion with a thunderstorm.

Israel defeats the Philistines, so Samuel sets up a stone memorial and calls it Ebenezer, meaning “Stone of Help.” Philistine cities are restored to Israel, and Samuel travels throughout Israel as judge for the rest of his life.

In 1 Samuel 8, Samuel, in his older age, appoints his sons Joel and Abijah as judges.

Because the sons are greedy and are taking bribes and perverting justice, the elders call upon Israel to appoint for them a king so that they could be like the other nations.

Samuel is offended but prays to the Lord, who tells him that they are not rejecting his leadership but rejecting God Himself.

The Lord instructs Samuel to warn them of the king that will be appointed, one who will draft men into war, and put them under a yoke of slavery and taxes. Regardless, Israel insists that they be given a king and the Lord gives Samuel the authority to do so.

SUPERSTITIOUS | 1 Sam. 4:4

It was common for surrounding pagan nations to take symbols of their gods with them in belief that their gods would deliver them. Israel is once again mixing true religion with false practice by way of superstition.

They believe the divine power will come from the ark as a good luck charm, rather than from God Himself, but God never approved of this method. In a way, they are trying to force God to fight for them rather than humbling themselves and seeking Him. The ark has become like a genie. And superstition is still very much alive today, from small things like crossing our fingers for luck, or thinking we’re going to have a bad day if a black cat crosses in front of us.

Even occult practices like astrology, black magic or voodoo are still prevalent. And since there are demonic powers associated with those things, just as Peter warns us, we need to be self-controlled and alert, because the devil is always looking for a crack in the door of our minds (Peter 5:8). Paul even told us not to be taken captive by elemental spirits of the world (Col. 2:8).

We must remember that God is sovereign, and there is no such thing as luck or universal chance. And lastly, we can even create superstitions when we think that if we miss a tithe, we’re suddenly going broke, or on the fiip side, we are going to come into prosperity if we read the whole Bible.

That’s carnal thinking. God isn’ t a program, formula or genie. He is a person, and what He wants is a relationship with us, not a transaction. Heart Check.

Do you have any superstitions? Or do you base your faith on a formula?


SUBMISSION | 1 Sam. 4:8-9

This plan was being devised because they wanted to repent so they could be set free from their infirmities, but not if it wasn't necessary. So they wanted to be 100% sure that they were in the wrong before they made things right.

And they were used to manipulating their gods, so this little test of theirs isn’t surprising. We tend to do this as well—we want to see just how far we can go or how little we can do before we cross the line or fall into “real sin.”

Usually if we are asking if it’s ok, it’s probably because there’s a conviction in our hearts that it isn’t, but we wanna know for sure. The intent is there to want to honor God, which is wonderful, but the question is…Heart Check.

Are you wanting to honor God with everything in you? Or just enough to be able to still do what you want?


RESISTING HOLINESS | 1 Sam 6

In the end, the glory of God wasn’t a pleasant experience for the Philistines. It seemed like a good trophy to have, but once they realized that it would work against them if they didn’t bow down to Him, they wanted no part of it. Holiness can feel that way—when we are set apart, it can be painful to separate from things or people that once brought you happiness. It almost feels like a burden when we are resistant to it.

And we will either give some slack on that resistance or we will do what the Philistines did and say, “Who can I toss this holiness stuff to, so I don’t need to deal with it?” Heart Check.

Do you welcome God's holiness in your life? Or are you resistant or even trying to get away from it?


CONVICTION | 1 Sam. 7:3-4

Here we see Samuel calling for inward repentance followed by an outward action. But if they had only done one or the other, this would not have been true repentance.

Repenting inwardly is the most important aspect because that’s between you and God only—no one else will ever know this takes place.

But it’s our faith in action that brings God glory, which is our mission as Christians. This was how other nations would know that they really were set apart and devoted to one God. At this point, they had added to their worship of God by bringing in additional ones. But that is one foot in and one foot out, and Samuel would not allow it to continue, because he knew it would continue to lead to their destruction

So conviction means nothing if we do nothing about it. Heart Check.

How do you react when you feel rejected? Do you shrink back or fight back or go to the one who knows your pain?


LEAVE IT TO GOD | 1 Sam. 8:19-22

The ironic thing we see here in the end, is that even though the people are rejecting God, they can’t escape Him! He is the very one giving them the king that they think they want—because God will ultimately never be dethroned. We must be very careful about this because our worry about who is going to be “on the throne” in November is showing that we put more faith in human leadership than God. But let’s not forget that God is on the throne!

No one can take that crown from Him, and He is still ruling from above. So we should stick to the old saying of “God always gives his best to those who leave the choice to Him.” We can pour out our hearts in honesty, and take all the steps necessary, but then yield it to Him and say, “Your will be done.” Heart Check.

Do you leave the decision making in your life to God?


 Deep Dive

 Why do you think the ark didn’t guarantee the Israelites victory?

Are there any ways where we might misplace our faith today? How can we protect against this?

Has God’s glory departed from our societies, communities, or nations?

What might be something sacred today that can be disrespected (like the ark)?

Describe Samuel’s character. How does it inspire you?

How does Samuel’s sons’ leadership style compare to Samuel? Why do you think they ended up this way?

How can we ensure we don’t put more faith into human leadership than God?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, Thank you for never giving up on us and for allowing us to return to your Presence, even when we've dismissed it

We recognize you as Supreme and Omnipotent, the one who is always in control of all things. There is nothing left to chance with you. And while we can’t begin to comprehend your greatness or even why you do some of the things you do, we will choose to trust in you anyway because what we do know is that you are a good Father who loves His children.

Thank you that we don’t have to look to the ever-changing things of this world to give us hope. But we can set our hope on the one who has promised to never leave us or forsake us. Forgive us if we have demanded our own way or have tried to put conditions on you or even do things in hopes of gaining your approval. You are not a transactional God that is obligated to give us what we want. Yet you’re the giver of all good gifts, and how much you desire to give to us. So thank you for that.

I pray that we always revere your holiness, never neglecting it. Help us to understand that there are consequences to every action, but you can turn things around at any time. When we come to you with a repentant heart, you desire nothing more than to restore what has been broken.

I pray that we will live out our whole lives in honor before you, not just trying to do the bare minimum, but always desiring to go the extra mile because you are worthy of our best. And when we fall into line with your will for our lives, what once may have seemed like a burden becomes the fuel that helps us to soar to higher heights. So realign us today with your purpose. Help us to see what that looks like or give us the steps to take to get there. We don’t need all the details; we just need one direction at a time.

And God, just as we are seeing how desperately the nation of Israel needed spiritual reformation and restoration, how we cry out for our nations today. We don’t do so with a prideful heart in thinking we’re good and they are not.

We cry out because we care for our people—we want to see them prosper. We want you to hear our prayers, and we need you to heal our land.

If there is anything in our lives that we need to put away, will you give us a nudge. When we feel that conviction, I pray that we will respond to it, always turning back to you.

Thank you for the life of Samuel, he began and finished well. I pray we will be people like that, who diligently serve and faithfully pray, especially in times of rejection or discouragement.

And thank you for being our King. With you on the throne, there is nothing else we need to look to for protection, guidance, and strength. There is nothing that can ever dethrone you, and how we look forward to the day that all others know you and confess with their mouth that you are indeed the King of Kings.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 100 1 Samuel 9-12 | Heart Dive 365

April 10

In 1 Samuel 9, Saul is born to a wealthy Benjamite named Kish. He is described as tall and strikingly handsome. One day, Kish’s donkeys come up missing, and he sends Saul and his servant to find them but they are unsuccessful. Before heading home, Saul’s servant suggests they stop at a nearby city, where they can consult a well-known man of God who is known to be a seer. They take a quarter of a shekel as a gift and seek out Samuel’s counsel.

Along the way, they encounter young women at a well who confirm that Samuel is just ahead at the entrance of the city. As they enter into the city, they are met by Samuel, who had previously heard from the Lord that he would be met by the man who was to be anointed as prince.

Samuel makes it known that he is aware of the lost donkeys and that they have been found. He also tells Saul that Israel’s future is in his hands as he invites him in to dine with him and thirty other guests. Samuel places Saul in the seat of honor and gives him the prized portion of meat before taking him to the rooftop to continue talking.

In 1 Samuel 10, Samuel anoints Saul with oil to be prince over Israel, declaring that Saul shall save the people from their enemies. He speaks a prophetic word of guidance for Saul as he sends him out, telling him he will meet men near Rachel’s tomb, three men by the oak of Tabor, and a group of prophets at Gibeah.

Each of these encounters will have specific signs, and Saul will know what to do. He is then instructed to wait for seven days for Samuel to return from bringing o£erings to the Lord. God transforms Saul’s heart once Samuel leaves, and all the signs come to him. When he encounters the group of prophets, he too begins prophesying, surprising all who knew him before. When Saul’s uncle asks him where he had been, he truthfully tells him about his search for the donkeys but does not give him the details of his anointing. Samuel gathers the people at Mizpah to select their king by lot. When Saul is called forward, they find him hidden among the baggage. A few men reject Saul’s appointment while the rest of the people rejoice.

In 1 Samuel 11, Nahash the Ammonite besieges Jabesh-Gilead, so the Israelites plead for a peace treaty. He agrees with the condition that he can gouge their right eyes out.

They request for 7 days to search for a leader among Israel. When Saul hears the weeping of the people and is told why, Saul is empowered by the Spirit of God, and he dismembers an ox and sends it throughout the land as a message for them to fight or su£er judgment upon their fields. Saul readies the troops and defeats the Ammonites, declaring that the Lord has saved them. The people endorse Saul as king following the victory.

In 1 Samuel 12, Samuel gives his farewell address. Now old in age, he declares his integrity as he has faithfully served the Lord and Israel. The people a£irm this with God as their witness. Samuel recounts God’s divine acts of deliverance and the people’s apostasy and repentance before warning them of the consequences of their sinful request for a king. He also reminds them that if they obey the Lord and His commands, it will go well with them. But if they do not obey, they will su£er judgment. Samuel calls upon the Lord for a sign of confirmation through thunder and rain, and the Lord grants it.

The people realize in that moment that they had sinned by asking for a king, and they beg Samuel to intercede on their behalf. Samuel promises to never stop praying for them and once again emphasizes that if they serve the Lord with all their hearts and stay away from idolatry, for if they do not, they will be swept away.

REPUTATION| 1 Sam. 9:6

Samuel’s reputation precedes him, and what they have to say about him is what we all should strive to be—a man of God who is highly respected and tells the truth. We should be people that others come to for wise counsel and advice, knowing that we hear from the Lord. The more you get into the Word, the more He will change you from glory to glory as you are molded into His image.
Heart Check.

What reputation precedes you?


HONOR|1 Sam. 9:22-24

Samuel is treating Saul with the highest honor, from putting him in the best seat in the house to giving him the special portion of meat. Some have speculated that this was Samuel’s way of testing Saul’s reaction.

But considering Samuel’s faith, if he were to do that on his own, that would show that he didn’t trust in God’s choosing. So I believe that he was honoring Saul because he was the one that the Lord had chosen. But going back to the idea of testing Saul’s reaction to honor, this can be an indicator of a person’s character, and it's a fine line. There are typically three responses when we are honored: 1.) We receive the honor with gratitude and humility (the best response) 2.) We shy away from it because we feel unworthy 3.)

We feel deserving or entitled and take it with pride. Even if we are never given a seat of honor or the best portion in life, we can still see our heart’s posture in how we react when others are honored. Either we will be happy for them, or we will be jealous. Heart Check.

How do you react when you receive honor? How about when others are honored before you?


MESSY ANOINTING | 1 Sam 10:1

When we think of someone being anointed, most of the time, we think of one who has it all together and is making waves in the kingdom of God.

If there were any moment in my life where someone called me anointed, it would probably be now. But if we know anything about the anointing process, it wasn’t one that was pretty. It was messy.

They weren’t applying little Doterra roll-on vials, they were pouring it over their heads. Psalm 133 says that it would run down their beards and on to their clothes. When we think about men in the Bible who were anointed—they weren’t people who had it all together. David was a murder and adulterer, Peter denied Christ, Paul killed Christians. They were a mess! Yet they were anointed and chosen right in the middle of it. As Christians, we are all anointed. The di£erence between the greatest and the least lies in the response to that anointing.

Most of us feel like we can’t respond until we get our act together. But if we wait until then, we will die having never done anything, because we are all on the struggle bus in some way, shape or form. You are anointed right in your mess, so let God do His job as the one who will clean up your act.
Heart Check.

Are you responding to your anointing? Or are you trying to clean up your mess first?


EVIDENT CHANGE | 1 Sam. 10:27

Here we see Samuel displaying one of the same great character traits of Moses—despite his own feelings, he was able to hold his peace. He didn’t feel the need to give him a piece of his mind or blast some snarky comments to these guys. This is the mark of maturity—the ability to hold your tongue when others offend you.

The men of Gibeah were surprised when they saw the change in Saul. God did something in his heart and it was evident. Heart Check.

How have you changed? Is it evident? Would people from your past se you differently?


MADE ME GLAD | 1 Sam. 11:9

The Israelites were weeping when they didn’t feel they had any hope, but now that they know there is someone to save them, they are glad. The fact that we have a savior, we too should be glad. He has saved us from death, and we can rejoice because we didn’t have to provide any kind of merit or documents of proof that we were worthy to receive this gift of grace.

One of the first songs I remember singing as a child in church was “He has made me glad,” and when I’m having a bad day, I try to remember these words that come straight from the Bible: “I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter His courts with praise. For this is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice, for He has made me glad.” This doesn’t mean we will always feel glad, but it is by our will that we will choose gladness in our salvation despite our circumstances. Heart Check.

Has He made you glad? Do you have a sense of joy about you despite your circumstances?


PRIORITY OF PRAYER | 1 Sam. 12:23

Samuel declares that if he doesn’t pray for Israel, it will be blatantly sinning against the Lord. He sees it as a major o£ense! So is it a sin if we don't pray?

We should ask ourselves if the Lord has told us to pray—we know the answer is yes. And we said yesterday that if we know we are to do something and don’t do it, it is sin (James 4:17). The greatest leaders in the Bible were men and women of prayer, and it was this trait that made them great, because they fully depended on God to make them that way. This is one of the reasons we struggle so much with prayer, because the enemy knows that if he can discourage us from praying, he can keep us from hearing and being strengthened to the point of greatness. He also knows that if we pray for others, this will begin to work on our heart to be more compassionate and merciful. Prayer doesn’t always change other people—it changes us!

When we seek God in prayer, we are ultimately humbling ourselves by saying, “I can do nothing without you.” If we want to be great in the kingdom of heaven, we need to be a people of prayer. Heart Check.

How much of a priority is prayer in your life?


MENTORS | 1 Sam. 12

Samuel left such a great legacy.

He was one of the most Godly men in the Bible, and he led Israel well. But not only that, he was an incredible mentor to Saul, and I find this so inspiring when we find people who will be able to speak truth and encouragement into our lives while also showing us how to lead well in all areas (meaning we can have more than one!) Heart Check.

Who are your mentors in life? Are you mentoring others?


 Deep Dive

 How is God’s divine providence on display in chapter 9? Have you experienced this?

Why was the private conversation and private anointing important?

Why was Saul hiding prior to his anointing? What does this say about his character at this time?

How does the public anointing change Saul? How might public acknowledgment a£ect us?

Compare Samuel and Saul’s leadership styles. How do they compare to how we are called to e£ectively lead others?

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Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for showing us what good leadership looks like through the life of Samuel.

 I pray that we will look at his character traits and apply them to our lives— what a godly, faithful man of prayer he was. He showed us what it looks like to hold our peace in the face of opposition, how to be unwavering in our faith, how to lead well, how to be a good mentor, and how to let go when you make a change.

Thank you that your providential care still exists today. Everything that happens in our life is an opportunity for us to see your hand. I pray that you will open our eyes to be able to see this—if this means we need to go chasing donkeys, so be it. We will do it. We know that every encounter we have, no matter how insignificant it may seem, is all a part of your chess pieces moving across the board to get us to our destination.

Thank you for changing us along the way. You have given us a new heart, so I pray that we will understand the power of the anointing you have placed on our lives so that we can now move into action and bring you glory.

Thank you for anointing us right in the middle of our mess. You never asked us to be perfect but faithful. Yes, you call us to repentance and obedience, but our failure to do so doesn’t necessarily disqualify us. Or even if it does in the eyes of the world, your grace requalifies us over and again. Thank you for that.

Lord, we know that you can use even foolish leaders for your greater purpose, even if we don’t like it. But may we be people who seek out good leadership, for we fear the day that we demand what we want and get it, only to find that it wasn’t your best for us.

May we always remain humble before you and others, regardless of the honor that might be placed on our lives. I pray that we always have a servant heart no matter our position in life. While earthly crowns will pass away, our royal crown that you have given to us can be worn with elegance. I pray that we never shy away from allowing your rule over our lives to be evident.

One of the best ways we will show a true mark of maturity is by our ability to hold our peace in times of opposition or rejection. I pray that you will strengthen us in that. Keep us aware that when we ask for things like this, it will likely be followed up with an opportunity to test out our new kicks. But we welcome it because we know that it will only make us stronger.

Help us to always recognize if the devil is trying to bargain with us—we want nothing to do with him or his scheming, so I pray that we will not negotiate, even if he tries to intimidate us. Help us to hold our ground and stand firm in our faith, resisting him so that he will have no other choice but to fiee.

Thank you, Jesus, our anointed King, who was appointed from before anything else existed. Your word was already written. You’ve already proven that you will fight to the death for us, so we receive you as our Savior.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 101 1 Samuel 13-14 | Heart Dive 365

April 11

In 1 Samuel 13, Saul arranges his army with 2000 men with him at Michmash, and 1000 with his son Jonathan in Gibeah. Jonathan defeats the Philistine garrison at Geba, and Saul blows a trumpet throughout the land, signaling war. Knowing they are now a stench to the Philistines, Saul orders men to join the fight. When Israel sees that they are outnumbered, with 30,000 chariots and 6000 horsemen across enemy lines, they go into hiding.

Saul waits seven days, as instructed by Samuel, but when Samuel doesn’t show up on the seventh day, Saul o£ers a sacrifice to the Lord. When Samuel arrives and sees what has been done, he rebukes Saul for an ungodly sacrifice and states that another man will come to the throne over him— a man after God’s heart. The chapter ends with Israel at a disadvantage, with no blacksmiths or iron to fabricate weapons. As they head into battle, only Saul and Jonathan carry weapons.

In 1 Samuel 14, Saul’s son Jonathan and Jonathan’s servant secretly cross over to the garrison of the Philistines without telling anyone. Trusting that God will deliver them, he devises a plan to determine if they should rise and fight the Philistine garrison. If once the Philistines see him and his servant, they call them up to them, it would a£irm that God was for them. When this happens, Jonathan and his servants defeat 20 Philistines. God sends an earthquake, which leads to mass confusion and the Philistines begin to turn and fight one another. Saul is informed about the battle, and Israel rises to defeat the Philistines. Saul foolishly swears that anyone who eats that day will be cursed. However, Jonathan, who was not aware of his father’s oath, eats some honey that is on the roadside and is strengthened.

When Jonathan is told about his father’s oath, he criticizes him. At the end of the day, the Israelites are so faint that they eat animals, still with their blood, violating the Law of God. Saul rebukes them and builds an altar to o£er sacrifices. When Saul attempts to go out against the Philistines once again, Ahijah the priest advises him to seek God.

However, when God doesn’t answer, Saul realizes there is sin in the camp. Saul casts lots to reveal where the sin is coming from, and when it is revealed that it is Jonathan, he orders Jonathan to death. But the people pay a ransom for his life because of the victory he had just led them to. Saul’s great strength and victories are listed, along with an account of his family. Throughout his reign, Saul continues to fight the Philistines and make a great name for himself.

ENDURANCE | 1 Sam. 13:8-15

This was a huge test for the character of Saul, and sadly, he panicked in the last few minutes and failed. The last moments of waiting on the Lord are always the hardest.

If you’re a marathon runner, you know that there are several times where you experience a breakthrough—you feel like your muscles are failing, your lungs are on fire, and you can’t take one more step.

But somehow, when you endure, you break through. This is that snail mentality—slow and steady wins the race. One foot in front of the other. (Snails don’t have feet… but hey, they made it on the ark!) There’s an old saying that says, “The brave man is not braver than any other, but simply braver for 10 minutes longer.”

We need to be people who don’t hit the panic button when we’re in the waiting room. But instead, we must wait on the promises that God will show up, He will turn it for good, He will give you the desires of your heart, and He will bring peace. But guess what? When we pray, “Make me more like you,” He’s not necessarily going to change us in an instant but instead say, “Okay, I’ve been waiting a long time for people to come to me,” and therein enters the test where we will be faced with the choice to wait for the promise or panic. Heart Check.

How's your endurance? Are you waiting on the promise or panicking?


READY TO CHARGE | 1 Sam. 14:9-10

Some might read that and think this is testing God, something we know we are not to do.

One thing we must remember is that we have 2000 years 66 books, 8000 promises, and the Holy Spirit within us to consult with.

Others may say this was the same as Gideon when he laid out the fieece. But Jonathan didn’t have a word from the Lord when Gideon already did.

So this is an act of faith on Jonathan’s part, as he is genuinely seeking what the Lord wants him to do next. He’s looking for the footprint to step into, but he is not being presumptuous about it. He’s willing to wait, but he’s also ready to charge. He’s ready to fight, while Saul is sitting back in the safety of a pomegranate tree and bodyguards. Most of us are waiting for something to happen—we’re ready for God to make a move.

But our position matters—we are either going to play it safe and miss an opportunity, or we will be right there waiting when that door opens. Heart Check.

Where are you positioned? Are you staying in the safe zone? Or are you at the front line, ready to charge when th Lord says to go?


STEP OUT | 1 Sam. 14:1-23

 

I love that this victory followed the faith of two men who were willing to boldly step up and step out into a battle that was beyond them.

They trusted that the Lord would deliver them, but they didn’t do anything foolishly. They sought Him out, step by step. And look what happened—the earth was shaking, fear turned to courage, people were rising up out of the earth and willing to fight with them. They were firing people up-- this is the heart of ministry!

It always starts with one willing heart. And I believe the Lord is calling someone out today to take that same step of faith. Heart Check.

Is it you? Is God calling you to step out in faith to do that thing He called you to do?


 Deep Dive

 What is impatience rooted in? How can we combat it?

What lessons can we learn from Saul’s actions?

What does a man after God’s heart look like?

Compare Saul and Jonathan and their leadership styles. How do the circumstances that surround them refiect their leadership?

Why do you think Jonathan had such strong faith?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for helping us to be brave when it feels like we are outnumbered.

 We know the ploy of the enemy and how he will stack the odds against us so that we feel helpless—his goal is to get us to bargain with him, but we will not barter with the devil. He will try to take our weapon away by putting every other kind of tool in our hand so that we don’t have time to sharpen our sword of the word. But I pray that you will remind us that this is our greatest weapon and our best training for battle. You are all we need.

And as we wait upon your promises, give us strength and endurance to push through. We know that breakthrough is right there, but those last few minutes are the hardest. But please don’t let us give up or give in. I pray that we won’t try to take matters into our own hands and force our will to be done. We trust in you to come through because we’ve seen you do it. If you didn’t, we wouldn’t be here today. So help us to be brave when we feel like we want to cave in.

I pray that we will all be men and women after your heart—a people who love you and love others. I pray we will always be sensitive to your will and put it above our own desires always, for we know it is the best thing for us. I pray that when we sin, we will be quick to confess and repent. We don’t want to be excuse makers, but peacemakers. Thank you for the grace that waits for us to return.

Thank you for showing us what bold faith looks like today through the life of Jonathan. We want to be people like him—people who are willing to step out, even when the odds are against us, never seeking glory for ourselves, but simply to save a generation. We want to be a people who trust that you can do anything, and if you are for us, then nothing can be against us. We don’t ever want unbelief to restrain your will. I pray that we will always seek your direction and guidance in all things, never sitting back in comfort, but always ready to charge when you open that door.

Thank you so much for nourishing our soul with the sweetness of your word. It truly is like honey, for when we come here each day, we have a satiation that we could never get from anything else. I pray that you will keep us hungering after you so that we do not turn to the junk food of the world. A bu£et of donuts looks really delicious, and the first few bites may seem like the best thing we’ve ever had, but it will only lead to aching in the end.

Keep our hearts humble before you so that we do not feel the need to gain any sort of notoriety that isn’t due us. It isn’t a bad thing to be recognized for hard work and achievements—in fact, we know that you celebrate with us, because that’s what good parents do. But I pray that we won’t live for that applause because that’s when we will get our minds twisted into believing that we can somehow work for happiness. True joy and contentment will always come from you, and we are seeing that through the faithfulness of this group.

While it saddens us to see the breakdown in Saul’s character, thank you for demonstrating to us what that looks like, so we know the warning signs and what to look out for in our own lives. I pray that if we are ever in the wrong, that we will immediately confess and repent rather than making excuses, for excuses won’t change a thing in your eyes—you know our hearts and motives.

And because we know we will be victorious, I pray that it will never go to our heads but will only bring more awe and wonder to our hearts as to the greatness of our good God. Thank you, Jesus, for being our Divine Warrior, Immanuel, God with us.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 102 1 Samuel 15-17 | Heart Dive 365

April 12

In 1 Samuel 15, the Lord tells Saul, through Samuel, to bring total judgment against the Amalekites because of the way they attacked Israel as they came out of Egypt. Saul does as he asked, except he spares King Agag and allows his men to collect spoils, claiming they will be used for sacrifices. The Lord expresses grief to Samuel as he lets him know, and Samuel also grieves throughout the evening. The next day, Samuel confronts Saul, who tries to a£irm his innocence. But once it is revealed that he has lied, he again tries to put it o£ on the people and his fear of them. Samuel declares that the Lord prefers obedience over sacrifice and because of his disobedience, he will now be dethroned.

Saul repents but asks Samuel to honor him before the people. Samuel executes Agag and mourns for Saul.

In 1 Samuel 16, the Lord appoints a new king to the throne of Israel. He sends Samuel to Bethlehem to o£er a sacrifice while seeking out the son of Jesse who is to be anointed king. Samuel initially thinks it’s Eliab, Jesse’s firstborn, but the Lord reveals otherwise. He reminds Samuel that He does not look at the outward appearance but at the heart. Jesse goes down the line with Eliab’s six other brothers, but none were chosen. Samuel asks if there are any others, in which Jesse replies that the youngest is tending to the sheep. Samuel calls for the boy, and he is anointed before his brothers. The Spirit of the Lord rushes upon David and departs from Saul. Now tormented by an evil spirit, Saul calls for a talented musician to soothe his soul. A servant recommends David, who is not only a skillful musician, but also a man of valor, well-spoken, and well-kept. Saul sends for David, who becomes his armor-bearer and personal musician to soothe his torment.

In 1 Samuel 17, the Philistines and Israelites prepare to fight in the Valley of Elah. Philistine’s champion, Goliath, begins taunting Israel and calling for a challenge to fight one-on-one. When Jesse sends his youngest son David to bring bread to his brothers, he hears Goliath’s call and rises to the challenge. Saul o£ers David his armor, but David chooses his sling and five stones instead. When Goliath sees David, he is o£ended that such a young boy would be sent to fight him. But David declares that he has the Lord on his side and slings a single stone at Goliath, striking him in his forehead. Goliath falls to the ground, and David finishes Goliath o£ with his sword. After the victory, Saul asks who David’s father is, and the Israelites defeat the Philistines.

SPARING AGAG |1 Sam. 15:9-10

In “normal” war, taking the spoil was seen as “payment” to those who had fought for the Lord. But in the more severe judgment, the Lord would call for utter destruction, which means spare nothing. In doing so, they are selectively obeying. But selective obedience is complete disobedience. We can look at Agag and the spoil as the deepest part of our sin. The root of sin is always the hardest thing to get rid of or let go of. These are things that have been so “normal” for so long that we think, “Surely God understands that I need this.” In a sense, it controls us, and it’s usually rooted in some sort of self-gratification.

But we must understand that a holy God will not tolerate living in a house of sin. So if He dwells within us, He is telling us to utterly destroy it. Heart Check.

Are you sparing Agag? Or are you keeping some spoil for yourself?


MOVE ON | 1 Sam. 16:1

In the Bible, there is a lot of mourning, and there is a reason for it—it’s necessary for our healing. But there’s also a general set time for that mourning process, before the Lord wants us up and moving again. We do not serve a static God—He is on the move. And if we stay stuck in our grief, our regrets, or our disappointments, we will miss the boat when He passes by. Because while He weeps with us, He also wipes away our tears and tells us to arise. If we follow after Him, He will fill our vessel with the oil and of gladness. Heart Check.

Are you stuck in something? Have you emptied your vessel for the Lord to pour His oil into so you can move on?


LOOK AT THE HEART | 1 Sam. 16:7

As humans, we are quick to judge a person based on appearance. And we aren’t just talking about a person’s hair or clothing, but even their actions. We will make assumptions based on our own prejudices or experiences, but we must remember that there’s a whole lot that we can’t see that God can. This is why we can’t understand why God does what He does a lot of the time—because we can’t see the hearts and motives of people. It’s also why it is not our place to judge others, especially based on what they look like, what kind of clothes they wear, what kind of job they have, or even how talented they are. Heart Check.

What do you value more? The inward or outward appearance? How do you view others?


SHARPENING SKILLS  | 1 Sam 16:18

While we just came o£ talking about the importance of the heart, there are many other aspects that are considered when looking at someone who leads with excellence. David was good at what he did. Col. 3:23 says that whatever we do, we are to work at it with all our heart. He didn’t just wake up one day and suddenly play the harp. He worked on his craft. Being skilled at something will refiect hard-working and diligent character. Some people will get bent out of shape about how others have “favor” while they’re sitting back and not doing anything to sharpen their own skills. Heart Check.

What are you doing to sharpen your skills each day?


RESUME | 1 Sam. 16:18

David had a pretty impressive resume—he was skillful, hard-working, good leadership skills, confident, articulate, trustworthy, charismatic, and well-kept. Heart Check.

What does your spiritual resume say?


WAITING ON OPEN DOORS | 1 Sam. 16:21

Jesse had to call for David once again—and look where he was—back with the sheep. This means he wasn’t anxiously trying to manipulate or work his way into position. He knew the anointing and promise that was on his life, and he kept his head down until the Lord opened doors. Sometimes a lot of our anxiety stems from trying to make something happen, and because we are doing that, we will get confused as to whether it is God or not when an opportunity does arise. I know that any time I have ever forced the hand of God, even if it was His will—if I was simply trying to change His timing, it never turned out the way I anticipated it to. His way is always best. Heart Check.

Are you anxiously trying to force God's will? Or are you keeping youe head down (continuing to work and sharpen skills) and waiting until He opens a door of opportunity?


PREPARATION | 1 Sam 17:31-31

If anyone were to ask David what kind of training he had, he could simply say, “Life.” God had been preparing him his whole life for this moment. Every fight he went through was training for the greatest fight of his life. If we can change our perspective on the challenges we face and see them as training camps for what is ahead, this would alleviate a lot of our turmoil as we go through it. Heart Check.

Can you see how God has been preparing you for a greater purpose? What fights have you had to fight?


SOMEONE ELSE’S ARMOR | 1 Sam. 17:38-40

This is one of David’s wisest decisions—he didn’t try to fight with someone else’s armor. He knew that he couldn’t fill the shoes of someone else. When we face giants in our lives, we must be courageous in the gifts that are in our hand, in the battles we’ve already won, and the ability to fight from the victory of the One who lives within us. We will never be e£ective if we’re carrying around the extra weight of someone else’s chain mail. The Lord has equipped us for our purpose, and we don’t need to try to be a copycat version of what someone else is doing. Heart Check.

Are you trying to put on someone else's armor? Or are you using what's in your hand to face the giants?


 Deep Dive

 How does Saul refiect or defiect personal responsibility when it comes to sin? How do we do this?

In what ways do the cracks in Saul’s character quickly turn to crevices?

Does David’s anointing challenge or strengthen your expectations in leadership?

What makes a good leader today?

How does David’s faith strengthen your courage to face your fears?

How does David and Goliath refiect spiritual warfare? Can you relate to it?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father,You have called us to listen to your words, just as you did with Saul.

 We are here, and your servants are listening. I pray that we do not miss a single word, for your words are life to us.

If there is any area of our lives where we are sparing Agags, and if we are failing to cut things o£ at the root, take the shears and do a work for us. If we are blinded or deceived in any way, please open our eyes so that we are not justifying or trying to hide behind excuses as to why we are doing it. We want to be pure and holy before you, so that you can dwell within us. We want your Spirit to rule over us, and not our fiesh. I pray that our fear of you will erase the fear of all else. We never want the fear of man or our own ego to get in the way of honoring you.

Thank you for the blood of Jesus that washes away every sin. But it still requires obedience on our part, so hold us up with integrity and strengthen us. Give us new roots of righteousness and goodness so that we will bring joy to your heart and not grief. I pray that our hearts will align with yours so that what breaks your heart will also break ours. And what brings you joy will fuel us to live rightly.

We know that you desire obedience over sacrifice—this doesn’t mean sacrifice isn’t required—we know it is. But it does not supersede obedience. But I pray that we will bless your heart by doing both—obeying you with our whole heart and sacrificing because you are worthy. You made the greatest sacrifice, Jesus, when you laid down your life. The least we can do is give up our selfishness. Your will be done in our lives, here on earth, as it is in heaven.

Thank you, Lord, for wiping away every tear when we are in seasons of sadness or mourning. We are grateful for tears, for we know they are healing. But I pray that when it is time for us to arise out of that mourning period, that you will lift our heads so that we can move forward. We don’t want to miss a present move of God—we want to be moving with you always. For when we begin to move our feet, you will refuel us with your oil of gladness and refresh our spirits with joy once again.

We are so grateful that you know our hearts better than anyone. I pray that we will be people who don’t look at the outward appearance, but at the hearts, just as you do. This gives us hope, when we feel as though we don’t necessarily measure up according to the standard of the world.

But in your eyes, if we are faithfully serving and diligently working on our skill, you will raise us up when the time is right. I pray that we never try to force it, for your timing is perfect. Help us to keep our heads down until those doors open. We trust that we will know beyond the shadow of a doubt, that it is you.

May our resumes be ones that are like David—we so desire to be people who are qualified, hard-working, confident, courageous, articulate, charismatic and well-kept. I pray that we will have humble hearts that are always set on you, but I also pray that we will steward the gift of our bodies and appearance, presenting ourselves as honorable to you and the people we are interacting with. We don’t need to worry about what others think of our appearance, but we should still be respectful enough to care about not distracting from the environment we are in. Thank you for this reminder today.

If we ever get into a space where we are downcast or feeling as though we are being tormented, I pray that you will remind us of these moments with Saul and David so that we can respond with worship. We know how freeing it is and how it will refresh our spirit but also drive away the enemy.

Thank you for preparing us, not only through your Word, but also through the battles we face every day. We know it's a training ground for the day when we will face the giants in our lives. Each time we defeat one giant, it makes us even stronger and well-prepared to fight an even greater one. I pray we will never forget the victories so that we will remember that you are with us at the battlefront.

Thank you, Jesus, for being our Champion. You are fighting on our behalf, taking back what’s been stolen, and dropping the enemy fiat on his face. He can taunt us all day, but we will keep focused on you, knowing that you are the ultimate giant slayer. Please don’t allow his bu£oonish taunting to get the best of us. But I pray that we will instead turn away and continue to declare victory. Thank you, Jesus, for not succumbing to the rejection and taunting of the people—you give us so much hope when we are in the middle of a battle. You know exactly what we’re going through. So I pray that you will sharpen our swords and tighten our armor, so that we are prepared when we hear, “Step up.” We will not fear, for you are with us.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 103 1 Samuel 18-20; Ps. 11, 59 | Heart Dive 365

April 13

In 1 Samuel 18, we see the start of David and Jonathan's friendship—a friendship of knitted souls that would prove to be to David's advantage later in the book.

We also see the confiict between Saul and David and explore the character, jealousy, and dangers of Saul's anger. The chapter describes Saul's jealousy of David's success and his first attempt to kill him. Saul becomes fearful of David after David kills a Philistine, and women from Israel sing and dance to Saul, saying, "Saul has slain his thousands, and David his tens of thousands." Saul becomes angry and keeps a close eye on David.

In 1 Samuel 19, the tension between Saul and David reaches a boiling point. Saul's jealousy, like a raging fire, drives him to seek David's life. Yet, David's wife, Michal, and his loyal friend, Jonathan, stand as beacons of hope in this dark hour.

We see David seek out Samuel for protection and counsel, and then Saul sends messengers three times, only to be thwarted by God's supernatural intervention. Even Saul is touched by God's spirit and starts prophesying, as did his messengers.

In 1 Samuel 20, a testament to loyalty and friendship is written as Jonathan and David forge a covenant. Jonathan, ever the faithful friend, warns David of Saul's continued threat, urging him to seek safety. Through a series of trials, Jonathan's loyalty is proven, and David escapes. Their bond, like an unbreakable thread, remains as they part ways, each following the path ordained by God.

Psalm 11 declares trust in God's protection in the face of adversity. The psalmist, David, begins by affirming his confidence in the Lord as his refuge and counselor, even when facing threats from the wicked.

Despite the advice to fiee like a bird, the psalmist chooses to remain steadfast in the Lord, knowing that He sees and judges the righteous and the wicked. Ultimately, the psalmist concludes with a proclamation of God's righteousness and His love for those who walk in integrity, o£ering hope and assurance to the righteous amidst trials.

Psalm 59 is a prayer of urgency and trust in God's protection amidst imminent danger. David penned this psalm when he faced threats on his life from King Saul's men. Divided into two parts, the first section portrays David's plea for God's intervention, while the latter celebrates God's anticipated deliverance.

Throughout the psalm, David vividly depicts his enemies as cruel and unjust, yet he remains steadfast in his faith, seeking both deliverance and justice from the Lord. Verses such as "Deliver me from my enemies, O God; be my fortress against those who are attacking me" illustrate David's reliance on God's strength and protection. Psalm 59 teaches us to earnestly seek God's intervention in times of trouble, to express our deepest emotions and concerns to Him, and to trust in His faithfulness to bring about deliverance and justice.

KNITTED | 1 Sam. 18:1-5

What does knit mean? Knit - tied together (not romantic).

Because tied together is also the same reference that Judah uses when he's trying to protect his brother Benjamin.It is this deep uncompromising promise that he gave over his brother and it's the same deep uncompromising commitment that Jonathan is making to David. Heart Check.

Who is your spirit attracted to? Would your relationship reflect affection fo God or the world?


SELF DENIAL | 1 Sam. 18:4

Jonathan placed his tunic/robe on David. Just the tunic or the robe and placing it on to David he was willingly acknowledging and transferring, “like oh you're going to be the heir! You're the next person in line and I'm willingly not going to get my Birthright?”

Because Jonathan was the King's son he was next in line for the throne but he's acknowledging that David is a far greater man. So he gave that position to him. Now, didn't it say just a couple chapters back that only Saul and Jonathan had swords.

Everyone else is using farm equipment. You're going to give the one of two swords in your entire nation to David? Wow! David probably prized this sword above all else and I want to emphasize this whole act of humility of Jonathan. It symbolizes self denial. He is denying himself. What does that sound like?

Sounds like something we’re supposed to do when we choose to follow Jesus Christ.

It is self-denial when we are choosing to follow JESUS and not the way of th world. It says to die to self and to carry his cross. Here this is a glimpse of Jesus and of what is to come because he's the son of David -a term that is used throughout the New Testament to describe Jesus. So we're seeing Jonathan acknowledging David - you are worthy. Heart Check.

Are you still holding onto your own fleshly tunic or willingly laying it upon the shoulders of our King upon the throne?


SUCCESSFUL LEADER | 1 Sam. 18

I wonder what type of man David had to be in person to garner the love and devotion of the Kingdom, including the crowned PRINCE, to the point of songs being sung and complete military success with each battle he entered.

What attributes have we already seen? Courage in the face of insurmountable odds. Devotion to the LORD with boldness. Willingness to be in the thick of the battle and not basking under a pomegranate tree. Also, we see wisdom and a sensitivity since he performed with the lyre and wrote poetry.

This is a man after God’s own heart so what attributes of God can we draw from David? Kindness, righteous anger, passion, courage, mercy, and forgiveness (which we will see in the coming chapters of I Samuel). Heart Check.

Who are you choosing to follow? What character traits do they exhibit to be a successful leader?


THOUGHT PATTERNS | 1 Sam. 18:6-16

What about your witness?

Have you ever seen anger mess up someone's testimony? One minute the person says they love Jesus and the next they are spewing hateful words at their child or closed love ones?

Anger can corrupt your testimony and walk the Lord. Cross reference Ephesians 4:26 and 27, the evil one is looking for ways to corrupt us and lead us astray. Especially with our thought patterns.

In the Old Testament, Saul and others lost the protection and empowered being of the Lord’s spirit, however it's not going to happen today.

In the New Testament, God left his comforter, his helper, his holy spirit is here! Once you accept Jesus Christ - you have the Holy Spirit!

It's not going to depart from you but it can be distant so you may want to check your heart - that's not the heart check though.

The king’s own thought patterns were controlling his mindset. This was a huge Heart Check

What thought patterns are controlling your mindset?


TIME OF NEED| 1 Sam. 19:18

David fied and escaped being murdered! Where did you go? To his best friend and seek revenge? Garner an army from his adoring fans aka soldiers? Nope. He ran to Godly counsel - the old rough and tough Samuel. Heart Check

Where and who is your true support system


CHALLENGES OF SUCCESS | 1 Sam. 19:30

We can now see the continued success and ascension of fame and popularity of David - he handled it with such humility that you would expect from the youngest son and shepard.

However, many find the allure and rise to fame intoxicating and like a harmful drug seek it and desire it until it destroys them. Can you think of anyone who achieved a high level of success, fame, wealth, status, or prestige, only to fall from that high pedestal? Heart Check.

How can we combat the snare of the enemy when we are on the mountaintops and living easy? What heartwork can we do now before we face the challenges of success?


TRUE FRIENDSHIP | 1 Sam. 20

We see a very good model of what a true friendship looks like - do you have a ride or die friend? Someone who is closer to you than a brother or sister yet y’all don’t even share the same DNA?

What circumstances brought y’all into this sacred relationship that you would do practically anything for them? Or perhaps, do you even have such a relationship with someone with that much depth?

We see what true vulnerability and open honest clear communication can create beyond just - oh we have similar hobbies of walking boldly and courageously into battle and trusting God - both of these men bore their souls which included sharing their weaknesses such as fears and failures. Heart Check.

Who is your closest friend? Do you have a Jonathan in your life?


UNWISE COUNSEL | Psalm 11:2

David’s advisors were speaking from a place of fear and not from the wise counsel or petitioning of God. They were saying to fiee and placing more fear and a sense of danger than even David was feeling. Like Job’s friends and Peter to Jesus, perhaps their hearts were in the right place but words thrown about carelessly can cause irrevocable damage.

Our only advice should be the word of God and prayer to HIM and not our own opinions. Heart Check.

Where are you seeking counsel?


CIRCUMSTANCES OR PERSPECTIVE | Psalm 11

 

What do you do when backed up against a wall? When the world is crumbling down?

When you have been wrongly accused and unduly marked?

Your circumstances do NOT dictate what your heart posture towards God should be. When life throws out your unrighteousness you have a choice to stand strong and faithful or give in to the world’s vision of justice and righteousness. Heart Check.

Will you choose faith in the face of your unjust circumstances or fear?


FORTRESS | Psalm 11

What do you do when backed up against a wall? When the world is crumbling down?

When you have been wrongly accused and unduly marked?

Your circumstances do NOT dictate what your heart posture towards God should be. When life throws out your unrighteousness you have a choice to stand strong and faithful or give in to the world’s vision of justice and righteousness. Heart Check

Where do you go when you need a place of peace and strength? Who or what is your fortress?


 Deep Dive

 How can we have covenants today beyond just marriage? What does a covenant of friendship look like today?

What lessons can we learn from the friendship of David and Jonathan?

Why did Michal still have idols in her home? What does that indicate for the first royal family?

Why do you think Saul permitted his thoughts to control his behavior and actions?

What are the main ways David used poetry, praise, and worship to combat his own thought patterns and circumstances? And how can you use the same Psalms to pray for your circumstances today?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for always being our refudge and fortress when we are in need.

 In times of trouble and distress, we find refuge in You, our fortress and stronghold. Like David, who sought shelter in Your mighty protection,we come before You, knowing that You are our defense against all adversaries. Your Word declares that You are our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble, and I cling to this promise with all my heart.

Lord, Your mercy knows no bounds, and may we, the spiritual family of this Heart Dive Ministry, be grateful for Your steadfast love that never fails. Just as You came to meet David in his time of need, may we also trust in Your unfailing mercy to meet us where we are. Your mercy is like a beacon of hope, guiding us through the darkest of nights and leading us into the light of Your presence.

As we face the challenges and trials of life, let us take comfort in Your strength, which sustains and upholds us. Your Word reminds us that You are our rock and fortress, our shield and stronghold. With You by our side, we can stand firm against the schemes of the enemy and overcome every obstacle that stands in our way.

Lord, give us the courage to face our enemies with confidence, knowing that You go before us and fight on our behalf. Help us to trust in Your power to deliver us from every threat and to see Your victory over all who oppose us. May Your peace reign in our hearts, casting out all fear and doubt, and filling us with boldness and assurance. May we praise your name with song and worship amidst the challenges of life because it is a sweet sound to your ear.

Lord, just as David found a deep and lasting friendship in Jonathan, helps us to seek godly counsel and develop spiritual relationships that go beyond surface-level interactions. Guide us in creating fellowship outside of this online community, moving towards corporate gatherings where we can experience the richness of community and the depth of friendship. May we build relationships like David and Jonathan, rooted in love, trust, and mutual support, that will sustain us through every season of life.

Thank you, Lord, for Your unwavering faithfulness and Your unending love. May our lives be a testimony to Your goodness and grace, as we walk in the strength of Your Spirit and the power of Your might.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 104 1 Samuel 21-24 | Heart Dive 365

April 14

In 1 Samuel 21, David comes to Nob, where he claims to be on assignment from the king, and he requests for bread from Ahimelech the priest. Ahimelech gives him the holy bread since there is no other bread to offer. David also asks for a weapon and is given Goliath’s sword. An Edomite named Doeg witnesses the event.

David then fiees to the Philistine city Gath where King Achish’s servants recognize him. While under their scrutiny, David begins to act insane, leading the King to dismiss him.

In 1 Samuel 22, David continues his fiight from Saul and ends up in the Cave of Adullam, where a group of 400 distressed, discontented, and indebted men begin to follow him. In an e£ort to keep his parents safe, David moves them to Mizpah in Moab, where he receives a prophecy that the Philistines will be delivered into his hand.

As David and his men set out to the Forest of Hereth, Saul begins to falsely accuse his men of conspiring against him in their support of David. The Edomite, Doeg, reports what he saw in Nob and how Ahimelech came to the aid of David. This prompts Saul’s order for the execution of Ahimelech and all the priests of Nob, which Doeg carries out himself.

The only priest who escapes is Ahimelech, who seeks out protection from David.

In 1 Samuel 23, David is told that the Philistines are robbing and fighting against Keilah in Judah, so David inquires of the Lord and is told to save Keilah. David continues to seek God’s guidance and is successful in defeating the Philistines.

When Saul finds out David is in Keilah, he assumes the Lord has given him into his hands. The priest Abiathar warns David of Saul’s knowledge, so David continues to fiee Saul. David meets up with Jonathan, who encourages him in his faith and renews his covenant of friendship and protection.

The Ziphites inform Saul that David is hiding out, but as Saul goes after David, he is rerouted to fight the Philistines. David is able to escape through the strongholds of Engedi.

In 1 Samuel 24, following his fight against the Philistines, Saul is told about David’s whereabouts in Engedi.

As he is seeking out David with 3000 men with him, he goes to use the restroom in a cave where David and his men are hiding out.

While David’s men push for David to take Saul’s life, David instead cuts the corner of his robe, sparing his life. David begins to have a guilty conscience for having violated God’s anointed, and he restrains his men from carrying out harm upon Saul.

As Saul is leaving the cave, David confronts him in innocence and proves that he has shown him kindness by showing him the corner of his cut robe.

David affirms his faith in God to be the judge between them. In his remorse, Saul weeps before David and recognizes his authority as future king. He begs for David’s mercy on his family, and David agrees.

EXCUSING SIN | 1 Sam. 21:2

David is blatantly lying to protect his life. Most people would read this and think it’s okay to deceive the enemy. But sadly, we will see that this very lie gets 85 priests killed in the next chapter, where “little white lie” turns into a huge disaster. This shows us that we can’t categorize or minimize sin, because it’s all wrong in the eyes of God, regardless of the motive. Heart Check.

Do you excuse sin based on your idea of its seriousness?


SPIRIT OF THE LAW | 1 Sam. 21:5-6

This is another account where we see the spirit of the Law superseding the law itself. Only priests were allowed to eat the holy bread. Jesus refers to this account in Lk. 6 and Mk. 2 when he and his disciples are chastised by the Pharisees for gathering grain to eat on the Sabbath. Even the Talmud, which is a publication of Jewish Law, explains that the preservation of life trumps any other law or commandment. In other words, love is greater than all. This doesn’t mean do anything you want and sin in the name of love, but it means that if a commandment in the Bible is causing the death of a person or causing you to hate others, then you are in the wrong. Heart Check.

How dogmatic or legalistic are you? Does it cause hatred within? Or are you able to understand the truth and love others through it?


GROWTH IN THE DARKNESS | 1 Sam. 22:1

David was at a low point here. He has just lied his way out of imprisonment, and now the Lord is sending him to a dark and depressing cave. But this is where the Lord will often meet with us—in our valleys. Paul spoke about this in Rom. 5:3-5 when he said that we rejoice in our su£ering because it produces endurance and builds our character if we will seek him while we are in there. But if we resist Him and blame Him, we will also resist that opportunity to grow in the dark times. If light is necessary for growth, He is our only hope when we are depressed or down and out. He is the light that we need to break ground. He penned Psalms 57 and 142 while in this cave, and even though they are psalms of lament, he is exalting the Lord and putting his trust in Him. The Lord wants us to be joyful and comfortable, but He also knows that there are necessary seasons of growth, and that doesn’t happen in comfort. He does His greatest work in the dark times. Heart Check.

Are you able to see His light in the darkness? Are you allowing His Word to take root so He can grow you?


GOD’S WILL | 1 Sam. 23:7

Saul assumes that because things are going his way, that it “must be God.” But just because an opportunity presents itself, it doesn’t mean it’s necessarily coming from Him, especially if it goes against His will. Anytime we are faced with an opportunity, we should always check our motives (in this case, Saul’s motive to kill David was pure evil and driven by ego and pride), before assuming it is God’s will. Heart Check.

 How quick are you to jump to the "It must be God" conclusion?


FRIEND IN JESUS | 1 Sam. 23:17

This is one of the most beautiful parts of Jonathan and David’s friendship—Jonathan may have not been able to single-handedly save him, but his gift of encouragement to David was far more valuable, because it ultimately strengthened David and he was able to reject fear. We have a friend like this in Jesus, who tells us the same thing—we don’t need to fear because we are a royal priesthood under the King of Kings. We can reject fear because there is a promise on our lives, and we have a friend who is next to us to see it fulfilled. We can reject fear because we are in a covenant of safety and protection. Heart Check.

Is thers an area of your life where fear is taking over? Can you reject it, knowing that you have a greater friend in Jesus?


KILL ‘EM WITH KINDNESS | 1 Sam. 24:17

This is a beautiful example of heaping coals over your enemies’ heads (Rom. 12:20). David could’ve taken Saul out, but he treated him with kindness instead, and this is what led to the change of heart that we are seeing in Saul. He killed his ego with kindness. This goes against the grain of our fiesh—when people mistreat us, we want to lash out and fight back. But if we can restrain ourselves and treat them with kindness, watch what the Lord will do. Heart Check.

When you are mistreated, do you set out to kill them with the sword or with kindness?


 Deep Dive

 How did David’s lie to protect himself turn out to be tragic? How does this make you consider unforeseen consequences when making decisions?

How was Goliath’s sword significant for David?

Consider David’s leadership style. How are these traits admirable? Is this style of leadership still effective today?

How can false narratives and insecurity lead to disaster? Can you cite any modern cases of this?

Consider Jonathan and David’s relationship. How important is it to have friends like this?

How do David and Saul’s decision making differ? Whose example do you follow?

How can we respect authority without compromising God’s morals?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for showing us what a man after your heart looks like..

 Even in the middle of his mess-ups, David continues to show compassion and integrity in the way he deals with Saul. I pray that we will be like this—where we always seek you and your guidance in all things, especially when it involves coming up against direct opposition. Help us never to cave in to our own emotion or impulse but maintain patience as we wait for your word.

Forgive us if we have ever lied our way out of a scary situation or out of desperation. Thank you for your forgiveness and grace in all things. I pray that we will always be truthful, even if we can’t see the future consequences. Help us to trust in you, knowing that you will work all things together for good.

You are the judge of all people, not us. Thank you for reminding us that our job is to love, and we can leave the judgment to you, for love covers a multitude of sins, so may that be etched on the deepest parts of our heart. I pray that we never allow your commandments to create hatred in our hearts in any way.

We speak against any insecurities and renounce any lies or falsehoods that are being whispered in our ears about anyone. I pray that we will not allow insecurities to bring us to a place of victimhood, where we feel we are being attacked by people who are probably not even thinking about us. But if there is a legitimate attack, I pray that you will give us strength to confront it with truth and love. We trust that you are protecting us.

If there is anyone who is struggling to confront abuse or who worries that they may be out of line or in a weaker position, I pray that you give them the strength they need to expose any darkness, even if it means that they too are exposed in any way. Protect their hearts and reputation, and I pray that you will not allow this kind of evil to remain uncovered. If we need to cut corners to prove something, give us the scissors.

I pray that we will be wise in every decision-making opportunity that we are faced with. May we not assume that everything that comes our way and works in our favor is from you, but may we seek assurance from you and trust that you will bring confirmation. We want to be faithful, but we also want to be wise. We know you will never tempt us to do anything against your will, so may we always double check our motives and the outlook if we act upon it.

For anyone who might be in a dark place or a cave of depression today, we ask that your light will fiood their souls right now. Lift the pressure that may be hovering over them and free their body, mind, and spirit from any heaviness. I pray they will know that they are not crushed or abandoned because you are with them. Renew their strength today as they put their hope in you. We come against any negativity that may be filling the minds of any person and ask that you help us to take every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ. We know that you have a future and a hope planned for us, and this time of weakness is an opportunity for your strength to prevail. So give us the strength to move one foot in front of the other to climb out of the pit we might be in. Help us to have patience in this a£liction as we stay focused on you. We know that you develop us in the harder times, so we welcome you to do what you need to.

If there are any severed relationships, we ask for reconciliation. We don’t want to put ourselves into compromised or unsafe situations, but we also don’t want to hold on to any bitterness or guilt for having not tried to pursue peace. I pray we will be wise and compassionate as David was, but never naïve. Thank you, Holy Spirit, for giving us discernment and wisdom.

We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 105 Psalms 7, 27, 31, 34, 52 | Heart Dive 365

April 15

In Psalm 7, David pleads with the Lord for protection and deliverance before his enemies tear him apart. He appeals to the Lord as judge and declares his innocence and willingness to receive judgment if he is guilty. He calls upon the Lord to arise in anger and bring judgment upon the wicked while defending the righteous, for only He knows man’s motives and innermost being. David condemns the wicked by declaring that they will be subject to the Lord’s fiery arrows if they do not repent, and they will eventually destroy themselves. The psalm ends with a declaration of praise and thanksgiving to the Lord on high.

In Psalm 27, David proclaims the Lord the light, salvation, and stronghold of his life. Because so, he is confident and does not need to fear any enemy or battle. David expresses his one desire to be in the Lord’s presence forever, for it is here where he can see God and fellowship with Him, find protection, sing praise, and o£er sacrifices. David cries out for God’s grace, help, teaching, and guidance. referencing the Lord’s past deliverance and protection in his life. He ends the psalm with a declaration of God’s goodness and instruction to find strength and courage while waiting on the Lord.

In Psalm 31, David declares his trust in the Lord while still crying for help in his distress. He finds safety in the Lord, who leads and guides him away from danger. David declares total surrender in his famous quote “into your hand I commit my spirit,” while portraying confidence in the Lord, who knows every part of him. David rejoices as he compares his trust in God’s righteousness and mercy with those who trust in worthless idols. He also expresses his physical, emotional, and social distress, as he feels rejected by those around him. But once again, he declares his trust as he pleads for mercy and deliverance from his enemies. He continues to praise the goodness and divine protection of the Lord, blessing his name for how He has shown mercy to him. The psalm ends with a call to love the Lord and to be strong and courageous as they wait on the Lord.

In Psalm 34, David purposes praise in his heart by declaring he will bless and praise the Lord always while declaring for others to join him in exalting the Lord. David recalls his personal deliverance and assures that those who call upon the Lord will be radiant and never ashamed, for the Lord surrounds those who fear Him. David calls upon the people to taste and see that the Lord is good, assuring them that those who fear the Lord and seek him will lack no good thing. A call to obedience is given, including speaking truth and not evil, doing good, and pursuing peace. He assures the people the Lord watches over them with care and protection and He stays close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. David ends the psalm with a declaration that the Lord is just and will condemn the wicked while redeeming the righteous.

In Psalm 52, David rebukes Doeg’s wickedness in boasting of evil, plotting destruction, and relying on wealth and wickedness. David proclaims that the Lord’s divine judgment will be upon all evil and the righteous will rejoice in His justice. David compares himself to a healthy olive tree in the house of God, as he trusts in God’s mercy and faithfulness and vows to praise Him forever.

BOLDLY ENTER IN | Psalm 7

In the end, this psalm is a cry for the justice of God upon his enemies. David is being falsely attacked and chased after, and he has no other place to run than straight to the Lord, as this is his only chance for deliverance.

Note that David never declares himself innocent because he knows he isn’t. But he’s not asking for mercy for his sin, he’s asking for his vindication. This is important for us to catch because sometimes, the thing that will keep us from completely surrendering to the Lord is fear that we will be judged or that we are not worthy of asking for such a thing because of our own guilty conscience.

But what we must remember is that the enemy is the prosecuting attorney, accusing us of all kinds of things. But Jesus is our attorney, who stands at the right hand of the Father declaring us innocent. The judgment has already been made and we have been acquitted of all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). David understood God’s justice and love before He ever demonstrated it to the world, and this is why he could so freely and boldly come before his chambers to plead for justice.

What about you? Heart Check.

Are you able to freely come to the Lord in all matters? Is there guilt that is holding you back from completely surrendering and boldly entering His throne room of grace?


LET THE LIGHT IN | Psalm 27:1-3

David’s confidence didn’t come from the fact that he slayed Goliath or defeated the enemy.

His confidence came from the fact that he had nothing to hide. He trusted in the Lord as the light of his life, so there was no sitting in darkness.

He allowed that light to fiood in and cast out all fear, doubt, sickness, rejection, and evil. We can’t say that the Lord is our light and salvation and yet keep the door closed on certain parts of our lives.

That is allowing darkness to lurk in the deepest corners of our hearts, and that darkness is what will keep us shackled in fear. David was confident because He allowed every part of himself to be exposed before the Lord, knowing that He could hide nothing from Him. Heart Check.

Have you let the light in? Is it exposing evry corner of you heart?


TOTAL SURRENDER | Psalm 31:5

If you’ve read the Bible before, you know these words, as ones having been said by Jesus right before He took His last breath on the cross (Lk. 23:46) and Stephen (Acts 7:59) before he was taken up into heaven.

This phrase is a declaration of total trust and surrender. But notice when they speak it—right before they died (or in Stephen’s case, right before he eternally lived). When we receive Jesus, this is what we are ultimately declaring right before we die to ourselves and enter the path toward eternal life. We are declaring that our lives, down to the deepest parts of our being, are in His hands. We must surrender everything to Him with complete trust and dependence. We are essentially handing over our lives, relinquishing all control. Heart Check.

Have you committed your spirit into His hands? Or are you still trying to control certain parts of your life?


PURPOSING PRAISE | Psalm 34:2

The word bless means “to confer happiness or prosperity unto another.” While it may be hard to believe, we have the ability to make God, the Creator of the universe, God Almighty, happy! We bless His heart when we come to Him with gratitude and praise.

I love how David purposes in his heart that he WILL bless the Lord continually meaning, no matter what comes his way, he will maintain a heart of gratitude. Studies show that gratitude is intrinsically linked to happiness, and C.H. Spurgeon wisely said that “He who praises God for blessings will always have blessings for which to praise God.”

Whereas those who have an attitude of ungratefulness or lack, they will think they have no reason to praise the Lord because they can’t see the blessings that are upon them. Heart Check.

Have you purposed praise in your heart no matter what may be?


MAGNIFY | Psalm 34:3

We can quote the psalms and phrases without ever truly thinking about what it means. For example, when we say, “magnify the Lord,” we probably imagine making God bigger. But the thing is, we can’t make God bigger.

He is what He is.

So when you magnify something, you are not changing the being but rather the perception of it. And when we “magnify the Lord,” we are given the opportunity to change the perspective of Him. Right now, the world is trying to diminish or make God smaller.

So we need to be a people who change that perception, and David is wise to call upon the assembly to do this together. Because when we get around like minds, we are encouraged, our understanding is increased, and there’s a general sense of oneness.

Whereas if we are torn apart, our magnifying lens gets shattered. Heart Check.

How do others perceive God through your life? Are you magnifying Him?


 Deep Dive

 Compare earthly judges with the Lord as judge. How do they compare? How are they di£erent?

How do you reconcile God’s judgment with His love, mercy, and forgiveness?

What does it mean to dwell in the house of the Lord? What does that look like for us?

How does David’s relationship with the Lord inspire your relationship with Him?

How do these psalms model prayer and praise?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, You are our rock and fortress.

 We take refuge in you today, knowing that you have saved us from us—from the worst of ourselves and from heading down a road of destruction.

While the enemy may continue to accuse us, you are our advocate, our helper, our refuge, and our righteous judge, who has already pardoned us and set us free—our bond was paid. Thank you, Jesus. We know that we were never truly righteous, nor will we ever be by our own merit, yet you still gave us a new name and continue to call us by it. We are the righteousness of God. I pray that we will do our best to live that out for others to see. Maintain our integrity so that we can walk with our heads held high—not in pride—but in a posture that gets others to look where we are looking, and that is up at you. When we do that, a radiance that has never been seen on us will shine forth, for your glory will be revealed. I pray that others will be able to taste and see that the Lord is indeed good!

We know that we cannot understand why evil prevails in this world, but we will trust you, knowing that you will right every wrong one day, and that you will bring judgment upon those who are wicked. But we also recognize that you are mercifully waiting on every heart to turn to you, so we ask that you will arise, O Lord, and help them to see you.

Thank you for being our shield in the meantime. If any wickedness is coming our way, we trust that you are our defender. We thank you for this divine protection in our lives.

We declare today that you are our light and salvation, so we do not need to fear. No matter what battles we face, or what insults may come our way, we will not stumble or fall, but we will remain confident. You have brought us through the battlefield before, and you will do it again.

One thing we ask for and seek today is to, indeed, be able to dwell in your presence forever. There is no other place we would rather be than under the shelter of the shadow of your wings. Thank you for lifting us up out of harm’s way, and on to a rock, out of the enemy’s reach.

For anyone who feels like they are crushed, su£ering, or simply broken in mind, body, or spirit, let them know that you are near to them. They may not be able to see through their tears but increase their faith so they can walk by faith and not by sight.

We continue to seek your face, our helper, and our comforter. We know that when we seek you, no good will be withheld from us. Teach us your ways and lead us on a level path so that we do not stumble. With you, we can walk through this life on equal footing. You never promised that this life would be easy, but you did promise to never leave us in it, so we will set our focus on you as you guide us while leaving us a set of footprints to walk in.

Until the day you call us home, we will continue to gaze upon your goodness and faithfully wait for you. We will not wait in apathy or laziness, but actively wait, in prayer, in service, with humility, and with expectancy. So help us to be strong and courageous as we watch for your every move with anticipation.

As David so beautifully depicted what unwavering faith and trust looks like, I pray we will do the same. We want our lives to be an example for others who can trust in your love and divine protection, no matter what they go through. You are always there. Thank you for seeing us, for hearing our cries, and for continuing to lead us and guide us.

Thank you for the honesty and integrity of David, and the way that he showed us to pray and praise. We can come before you in complete honesty, with all our raw emotion, because you already see it anyway. So help us to continue to be open and honest with you. You’re not looking for perfection in us—you’re just looking for a relationship. I pray that we will bring every hurt, every ounce of worry or distress, every sickness or disease, every moment of rejection, before your throne. We bring you our all, the good and the bad.

So into your hands we commit our spirits today as we give you all the thanks, praise, honor and glory. And we declare that we will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High, magnifying you and exalting you all the days of our lives. We bless you and love you so much.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 106 Psalms 56, 120, 140-142 | Heart Dive 365

April 16

In Psalm 56, David cries out to God for help, declaring that he will trust in and praise Him regardless of constant enemy oppression. No matter what man does, he will not fear. David pleads with the Lord for justice upon those who twist his words and look for a reason to take him down. But David knows that the Lord knows his every step and every tear, so he is able to rea£irm his trust, knowing that God is for him. The psalm ends with a vow to fulfill his promises and live with gratitude as he walks along the path illuminated by God.

In Psalm 120, the psalmist calls out to God for deliverance from those who have been lying against them. They ponder the arrows of punishment and judgment due to their accusers. The psalmist feels discontent living among pagan peoples who antagonize them, and they end the psalm with a desire and yearning for peace.

In Psalm 140, David pleads with the Lord for deliverance and protection from evil and violent men who are always looking for ways to trip him up. He declares that the Lord is his God, his strength, and his protector, and once again pleads for judgment against them. He prays that the Lord will not allow their wickedness to prevail but rather burning coals be brought upon their heads. He ends the psalm with a declaration of assurance that God will champion the powerless as the righteous will dwell with Him in gratitude.

In Psalm 141, David cries to the Lord to hear his prayer, which he knows are like incense to the Lord. He pleads with the Lord to guard his mouth and heart and to keep him from all wicked people and situations. David also welcomes godly rebuke or correction, regarding it as kindness and oil upon his head. Knowing there are traps set before him, David asks the Lord for divine protection and deliverance upon himself and judgment upon his adversaries as they all into their own traps.

In Psalm 142, David desperately pleads with the Lord for mercy in the midst of his distress. Feeling defenseless and weak, he cries out to the Lord as his refuge and portion, asking for deliverance from the prison he feels he is in. He ends the psalm with a declaration that he will be surrounded by righteousness as the Lord delivers him.

LIES VS. TRUTH | Psalm 120:1-2

With so much information at our fingertips, it is hard to decipher what is a lie and what is truth anymore. For every statement or story on the internet, you can find the opposing argument and usually a passionate group of people who stand behind it. There are lies in politics, lies in business, lies about biology, lies being told about us, to us, about God. We are surrounded by lies, because we live in a world that is held by the ruler of darkness.

Lies are the devil’s M.O.

This is why you see so much twisting of scripture and why we are so twisted in our spirits with insecurity—because he lies to us all day long about who we are, what our purpose is, where we’re going, who we’re going with. He is trying to tear us down and tear our relationships down, with both God and man. So we need to fight that with truth. We combat that, just as David did, with the Sword of Truth.

In God’s Word, we know who we are, what our purpose is, where we’re going, and who we’re going with. People are not our enemy.

What about you? Heart Check.

Hoe do you decipher what is a lie and what is the truth? Are you weighing it against the backdrop of God's word?


BYE FELICIA | Psalm 120

To me, this psalm is a “bye Felicia” psalm.

As the pilgrims were preparing to dig out and head toward the church, they were like, “Good riddance!” to all the people who were constantly antagonizing them.

Now they get to be with their own people who they could be like-minded with, to be encouraged by, and to love the Lord with. This is what the church is supposed to be for us! It’s no wonder that every time you get ready to head out to Bible study or church, it seems like everything starts to go wrong.

Your spouse picks a fight, or your kids become lunatics in the car.

Because the devil knows that you are going into training with our army and the last thing he wants is for you to gain more spiritual muscle.

Anytime you feel resistance against God’s purpose for your life, whether it is a roadblock on the way to fellowship or a temptation that will lead you astray, you must remember that it’s Meshech and Kedar, trying to keep you from being better. And that’s when you need to say, “Bye Felicia” and keep moving. Heart Check.

Is there resistance in your life? Who or what do you need to say "good riddance" to so you can keep moving?


KNOWLEDGE IS POWER | Psalm 140:12-13

The world was right when it said that “knowledge is power.” When David says, “I KNOW that the Lord WILL…” there is absolutely no doubt in those words. These are words of resolve that come from knowledge. But if He didn’t know God, His Words, or His promises, where would that leave Him? Powerless!

This is why we must get the word deep in our souls, so that when problems arise, we KNOW what the Lord said about it and what He will do about it. If we keep that in our heart, we won’t be paralyzed by our fear. Heart Check.

Think about your current worries and fears. What has God spoken about them? How can this knowledge bring you power?


HEART’S DOOR | Psalm 141:3

David is pleading with the Lord to guard his mouth. This should be a major consideration and prayer of ours as well because our words come from what is in our hearts.

The mouth is simply the door through which it exits. If you think about any place of royalty or prominence, there are guards at the door, making sure that nothing harmful can penetrate.

How much more do we need guards at the door of our heart! Heart Check.

Is the door of your heart creaking with complaining, criticism, gossip, or swearing? Or are the hinges oiled with joy, gratitude, encouragement, and praise?


GODLY CRITICISM | Psalm 141:5

Up to this point, David has been pleading with the Lord over the insults and verbal attacks he’s been facing.

But here we see a di£erent perspective—he recognizes that not all criticism is ungodly and destructive. Knowing this, he asks the Lord that his heart will not refuse it, probably because it’s our natural human inclination to reject anything that is spoken against us. It never feels good!

And in an o£ended world, even the truth of God’s word is being seen as “hate” rather than rebuke. We must be a people that do not perpetuate this kind of thinking because this is what leads to everyone doing right in their own eyes rather than what is right in God’s eyes.

But if we can receive Godly criticism with a humble heart and consider it kindness, it will be beneficial to us.

Solomon echoed this when he said, “Faithful are the wounds of a friend” (Proverbs 27:6). Heart Check.

When you face criticism or rebuke, how do you react? Do you immediately consider it evil or thoughtfully consider that it may be beneficial?


 Deep Dive

 How does David’s response to fear inspire you? How can we apply this to our lives?

How can we be peace seekers in a world full of chaos and turmoil?

Look at the places in the psalms where “selah” occurs—why would we need to ponder those particular passages?

How do we see the power of words on display throughout these psalms?

How can we detect and protect ourselves against invisible traps, entanglements, or snares of the enemy?

How do we find a balance between pouring out our anguish and fully depending upon the Lord?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you that no matter what we face, we can always trust in you.

 Especially when we are up against the wall, you are for us and not against us. We know that there is no triumph without trouble, no testimony without tests. And while we may not welcome the pain that it causes, we do welcome what you will do through it. We will trust that you are making us stronger and better, sharpening and refining us in the process, for you know what is ahead of us, and you are preparing us for greater things.

When we are overwhelmed by fear, I pray that we will be like David and remember that you are on our side. Help us to recall the many promises you have spoken to us through your word, and may we resolve to never cower to man’s insults or attacks, but to fully trust that you are covering us and holding us up when we feel too weak to stand.

You know our every thought, hear our every cry, and catch every tear that falls from our eyes. May we never forget that. You are near to the brokenhearted and crushed in spirit, so I pray that when we are there, that we can tangibly feel your loving arms wrapped around us. Help us to be the physical form of those arms for others, as we weep with those who weep and mourn with those who mourn. Give us the right words to speak that will uplift those who are hurting. Put your words in our mouths. We want to be champions for the powerless because that’s who you have been to us.

Lord, we are surrounded by lies and turmoil in this world, so I pray that we can stay focused on your word and on the Prince of Peace. Wars and rumors of war fill our feed, and distress and anguish fill our souls as we see and hear what is going on across the world. We know that these things must happen, but it doesn’t take the pain away in seeing it. Oh how we long for peace and look forward to the day that you fill the earth with it. Until then, may we do our part to usher in your Presence in the middle of this chaos.

Help us to be able to decipher between lies and truth—increase our discernment so that we can petty delete the lies and welcome truth, even when it hurts. I pray that we never reject your correction, even when it comes through the mouths of man. It never feels good but is always beneficial, so help us to see that.

You see what is up ahead—every trap, every potential entanglement, and every snare that could trip us up. Protect us from being deceived and lead us away from any people or situations that will try to trap us.

Please continue to transform our hearts so that out of its wellsprings will fiow words of life and not death. I pray that you will keep our hearts from becoming consumed with anything that will distract us from your purpose in our lives.

You are our God and the strength of our salvation. We know that you will maintain our cause and uphold us when we feel that everyone else has forsaken us. We know that with you, we are never alone. You are always with us, so we take comfort in your divine providence. We give you all thanks and praise to your name.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 107 1 Samuel 29-31 | Heart Dive 365

April 17

 In 1 Samuel 25, Israel mourns the death of Samuel and buries him in Ramah. Meanwhile, David sends messengers to collect payment from a wealthy man named Nabal, whom David and his men had been protecting along with his sheep and shepherds. Nabal insults and belittles David while refusing to give provisions to him and his men, so David readies his troops to battle him. Nabal’s wife, Abigail, hears of the impending doom and quickly prepares the requested provisions to bring to David. She pleads with David for mercy, petitioning for him to act with integrity while reminding him of his kingship.

David blesses her for having such discernment and for providing wise counsel. He receives her gift and acknowledges her hand in keeping him from shedding blood. When Abigail relays what happened to Nabal, he is struck with fear and dies ten days later. David sends for Abigail and takes her as his wife, along with a second wife named Ahinoam, as his previous wife Michal had been given to another man.

In 1 Samuel 26, the Ziphites reveal to Saul that David is hiding in the Hill of Hakilah. Saul takes 3000 men in search of David. When David learns of his arrival by way of spies that he had sent out, he takes his servant Abishai down to Saul’s camp. Finding him sleeping, Abishai pleads for the opportunity to kill Saul, but David refuses, as Saul is God’s anointed. Instead, he takes Saul’s spear and jug of water and leave the camp. Once they are far enough away, David calls out to Saul’s commander, Abner, reproving his inability to protect Saul. When Saul recognizes David’s voice, David questions Saul’s pursuit of him. Saul repents and blesses David, and they go their separate ways.

In 1 Samuel 27, David grows weary and finds refuge for his family and military in the Philistine territory of Gath. David appeals to King Achish for favor and a place to live, and the king gives him Ziklag in Judah, where they continue living for one year and four months. David begins raiding towns and driving out the Geshurites, Girzites, and Amalekites from the land of Judah. In doing so, he convinces King Achish that he has risen against his people, Israel, and is now loyal to the Philistines.

RICH | 1 Sam. 25:2

Nabal is described as a rich man, but as we will find out, he was only rich materially. When we think about the lifestyles of the rich and famous, this is usually the standard on which we base it—how much money, how big of a house, and how many cars a person has. But we know heavenly riches go far beyond that. Our wealth is di£erent—it is found in our eternal future.

But even while we’re here on earth, richness is found in our character and our purpose. We are rich in mercy, grace, joy, and peace, because it’s been given to us through the gift of the Holy Spirit. Nothing on this earth will give you what Jesus can. There is no Hollywood in heaven, so what’s considered rich now will be very short-lived in comparison with eternity. Heart Check.

How rich do you feel?


ALL MINE | 1 Sam. 25:11

Here we see the root of Nabal’s lack of generosity—he was simply selfish. He thought everything was “mine, mine, mine, it’s all mine!” He viewed his wealth as done by his hands alone and not the Lord’s. When we view our lives this way, we will be more prone to clinging to it for dear life rather than having a loose hand and being willing to give unto others. Heart Check.

How do you view what you have? As a blessing from the Lord? Or "its all mine!"


NUMBERED DAYS | 1 Sam. 26:21

What’s really sad is that Saul will die soon after this, so these words are like an epitaph—they perfectly sum up his life. If Saul believed that his days were numbered, I wonder if he would’ve had a real change of heart? Heart Check.

Do you live if your days are numbered? What would be written on your tombstone today?


HEART TO HEART | 1 Sam. 27:1

David talked himself right out of faith and straight into enemy territory. This is what will happen when we consult ourselves rather than God. Jer. 17:9 says the heart is deceitful and desperately wicked, so when we try to have a heart to heart with our own feelings and thoughts, this is when we will start to get confused and will come to faulty conclusions, because what we say in our heart can easily shape our thoughts and the trajectory of our future. And we have the best counselor in the universe right at our disposal, yet most of the time, we treat Him like an appointment: 5 minutes of prayer here, one before our meal, and then check o£ the box. Meanwhile, we’re talking to ourselves all day long, and then we wonder why we have so much anxiety. Paul told us the antidote to anxiety is prayer—when we bring our requests to the Lord with thanksgiving in our hearts, then the peace of God will rule our hearts and minds. Heart Check.

Who are you consulting and having heart to hearts with? Yourself? Your spouse? Your friends? Or God?

**While David may no longer be at odds with Saul, he is now at a real spiritual low. In fact, there are no records of psalms being written during this time, which tells us that he was closer to God when he was under attack. Now he’s living in compromise, which plays him right into the hands of another enemy. The devil is not a one-trick pony. If he doesn’t win one way, he will try another, and sadly, this trick is fueled by David’s own self-will..


 Deep Dive

 What lessons in marriage can be learned from Abigail?

How does Abigail’s appeal to David show the power of peacemaking?

What lessons in foolishness and wisdom can we learn from chapter 25?

What lessons in integrity, respect, and vengeance can we learn from chapter 26?

What would respect for God’s anointed look like for us today?

Why did Saul stop pursuing David once he was in Philistine territory? How was this good and bad? How can we relate to this?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for reminding us that vengeance is yours and that we do not need to fight unnecessary battles.

 We know that no matter where we go, even if it is somewhere we shouldn’t be, you are there to hear our cry when we call out to you.

Thank you for hearing our voice. I pray that we never forget this and always remain close to you, seeking your heart in all things so that we do not begin to consult ourselves.

Thank you for the position you have placed us in. We know that you have raised us up to be right where we are for a reason, so I pray that we will be sensitive to the calling in this season of our lives. We don’t want to miss our chance at fulfilling your purpose, for we know that your work doesn’t stop at us.

So if we don’t move when you say to, you will raise up another. But thank you that your gifts and callings are without repentance, so even if we do miss the bus, there is always another one available if we get back on track.

Thank you for the life of Abigail and the way that she maintained so much truth and honor in every area of her life. She didn’t cower in fear but boldly took a stand with such grace and humility, all while protecting her family. Even if she was mistreated, she bore the burden and was blessed because of it.

I pray that we can all be faithful like this, honoring our spouses, even when it’s hard.

On the fiip side of that, we see how the disrespect and selfishness of Nabal led to his ultimate downfall, for you are just.

What I love most is how you continually work on our character through every situation. We all have opportunities every single day to act on our emotions or to wisely discern when respect and honor must supersede our feelings. We know that we will ultimately reap what we sow, so please help us to make wise decisions in all things.

I pray that we will have steadfast faith like David. Even when we feel that we are being pursued on all sides and the pressure is mounting, help us to act with integrity, even in the face of injustice. We will continue to trust that in your perfect timing, you will make things right.

And even if we find ourselves running in the wrong direction or camped out in enemy territory, I pray that we will continue to rely on your protection and resources, rather than trying to take matters into our own hands. May we always navigate back to you.

We know that life on this earth is short, so I pray that we live out each day as if it is our last. In doing so, may we leave a legacy that will be written on the hearts of many, one that ultimately brings you honor and joy.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 108 Psalms 17, 35, 54, 63 | Heart Dive 365

April 18

In Psalm 17, David prays and appeals to the Lord’s justice in asking him to uphold his righteousness and integrity while vindicating his enemies. David is confident, knowing the Lord will answer him, so he pleads for mercy and divine protection, likening himself to a bird finding refuge in the shadow of its mother’s wings. David describes the character of the wicked as being cruel and arrogant and asks the Lord to intervene on his behalf. The psalm ends with a statement of resolute faith and anticipation of heaven.

In Psalm 34, David appeals to the Lord as his Warrior and Judge to fight against his enemies and to assure him that He is his salvation. He asks that the angel of the Lord to make their path di£icult, turning them back into their own shame, dishonor, and disappointment. He continues with several cycles of petition for God to confuse and dishonor his enemies and to deliver him in the process. David feels as though the accusations against him are not warranted, especially in the wake of his help toward them. Nevertheless, David maintains a heart of gratitude, declaring that he will publicly proclaim the greatness of God in praise.

In Psalm 54, David cries out to the Lord for help and vindication, pleading with the Lord to hear his prayer. He appeals to God as his helper and avenger, knowing that God will uphold him. He ends the psalm with a declaration to fulfill his vow of sacrifice to the Lord because of his deliverance and goodness.

In Psalm 63, David earnestly seeks the Lord, expressing a spiritual thirst and longing for the Lord in the midst of his wilderness. He seeks to cling to the power and glory of the Lord like he had seen in the sanctuary previously. David declares that he will praise the Lord with joy and meditate on him each night, bringing comfort to his soul as he clings to the Lord who upholds him. He ends with a prediction of the destruction of his enemies and a renewal of trust and rejoicing in the Lord.

EXAMINING OUR HEART | Psalm 17:3

David has a clear conscience here, and it is because he has allowed the Lord to search his heart for any wickedness or impure motives. He welcomed the test and feels as though he has passed it because he was more concerned with God’s standard of righteousness and not just his own cause.

This is a mark of spiritual maturity-- when we can welcome God’s testing of our heart and character because we are accepting that there might be something wrong with us and not everyone else. When we read God’s Word, we should allow for the Holy Spirit to convict (correct, not condemn) our hearts so that we too can appeal to the Lord without guilt hanging over our head. Heart Check.

Do you welcome God's examing of your heart and character? Do you listen whne He corrects or fight for your cause?


ALL MINE | 1 Sam. 25:11

Here we see the root of Nabal’s lack of generosity—he was simply selfish. He thought everything was “mine, mine, mine, it’s all mine!”

He viewed his wealth as done by his hands alone and not the Lord’s. When we view our lives this way, we will be more prone to clinging to it for dear life rather than having a loose hand and being willing to give unto others. Heart Check.

How do you view what you have? As a blessing from the Lord? Or "it's all mine!"


SATISFIED | Psalm 17:14

David knew that discontentment and wickedness came from those who were satisfied by things of this world.

When you look at war, political debates, or fights in general, they are usually fueled by greed and power.

This is why we cannot measure our satisfaction by wealth, success, or anything in this world. If we do that, we will deceive ourselves. As Christians, we know that satisfaction, contentment, and joy come only from a true relationship with the Lord and doing his will. Heart Check.

Are you satisfied in life? What are you longing for that you believe will bring you satisfaction?


VOICE THE VICTORY | Psalm 35:16-18

While David poured out a lot of complaints here, I love that he doesn’t only publish his problems. He also gives voice to the victory. This made me wonder, how much of my mind, my conversations, my social media posts, celebrate the victory as opposed to pouring out my problems. The determining factor here is the condition of the heart and whether we are operating in a heart of lack or a heart of gratitude. Heart Check.

What is your heart projecting? Does it pour out problems or give voice to victory?


FAITH LANGUAGE | Psalm 54:7

Notice that David ends by speaking in the past tense—he is declaring that it has already been done. He is fighting FROM the victory! For unbelievers, they would call this blind faith. But the thing is, true faith isn’t blind. True faith sees things that those without faith can’t. Faith can see the glory of the future in the darkness of today. So we can acknowledge the cold truth of our circumstances the same way David did, but then we behold and declare the promises of God. Heart Check.

What language does your faith speak? Does it declare victory or is it caught in the present day trouble?


SPIRITUAL THIRST | Psalm 63:1

Every morning when I wake up, the first thing I do is head to the kitchen to refill my Stanley and make a co£ee… I’m thirsty. I can’t help but wonder if the Lord created us that way so that we would realize that our soul thirsts for Him. Some translations read, “Early will I seek you,” and this speaks of eagerness or earnestness. But I do believe there is a benefit in considering this as “first thing” after you wake up. Because His mercies are new each day—they are like fresh co£ee grounds in little K-cups just waiting to be popped open in our spiritual Keurig. He is our morning Cup O’ Joe! While we shouldn’t be legalistic about making sure we do Bible study in the morning (some people function better at night), I do believe there is a benefit in seeking Him early before our phone starts dinging and the kids start screaming. We need a good spiritual drink before the distractions of life take over
Heart Check.

 Do you recognize your spirtual thirst each day? Are you drinking of His new mercies that are freshly available to you? Or are you allowing yesterday's burdens and today's demands to take over?


EVENING LULLABY | Psalm 63:6

This convicted my heart today, because if I’m being completely transparent with you, my lullaby lately has been This is Us on Netfiix. It’s the way that I wind down and ultimately fall asleep, and it never fails. I fall asleep before the credits finish. But today I thought about when I was younger, and my Daddy didn’t allow me to have anything on—no radio, no lights, no TV. But what I realized was that because of this, I was faithful in saying my nightly prayers. In fact, my prayers were my lullaby. I would often fall asleep in the middle of it! Up until recently, I felt guilty about that and even mentioned it in this Bible study, that the enemy is the one singing lullabies in our ear when we are praying, because he wants us to fall asleep in the middle of our conversation with the Lord. But someone brought a di£erent perspective. When we pray at night, we may fall asleep because in praying, there’s a sense of peace and comfort that comes when we lay our head in the lap of our Father. It’s like taking a melatonin gummy. This was David’s cure to insomnia—he would meditate on the Lord! And I do believe that it is often in the night hours when the Lord speaks the loudest. Heart Check.

What is your evening lullaby? Are you meditating on the Lord at night?


 Deep Dive

 What do these psalms speak about the heart or character of God?

How does David’s appeal to the Lord’s justice inspire you to deal with false accusations or injustice?

How do these psalms deepen your understanding of prayer?

What role does faith play in injustice? How does David model this?

When David says God’s love is better than life, what does that mean to you?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, You are our beacon of hope in times of trouble.

 Thank you for allowing us to come to you in complete honesty, with our roller coaster of emotions, knowing that you desire sincerity. I pray that we echo the prayers and praises of David all the days of our lives.

So we start by saying, “Search me oh God, and know my heart. Test my anxious thoughts and see if there is any o£ensive way within me. Lead me in the way everlasting.” In saying this, we welcome you, Holy Spirit, to correct our hearts if we have any impurities within us.

Thank you for your grace, where we may have disobeyed, been selfish, neglected something, or had our priorities out of order. I pray that our steps will hold fast to your path—please keep us from slipping.

Keep us as the apple of your eye—thank you for protecting us and caring for us. In the shadow of your wings, we will find warmth and comfort, so I pray that when we feel anxious, that we will run to you as our refuge.

Thank you for being our Divine Warrior and Defender. With fighting going on all across the world, we will remain confident in you as the one who is sovereign over all. I pray that we remember who the real enemy is, for we do not fight against fiesh and blood, but against powers, principalities, and rulers of darkness in this world. When people come at us, take the devil out of hiding and help us to remember that he is the one taunting and not the person. This will keep us from fighting useless battles that will lead to nothing good.

We want to fight for what is right, but we want to do it your way. So I pray that before we begin lifting our voices in retaliation or even lifting a finger to fight back, may we always come to you first so that we can maintain our own peace and righteousness. If we begin slinging and swinging on our own strength, we are likely going to say things we regret and even possibly ruin our own testimony, and we don’t want to do that. We want to glorify you, even in the fight. We want to be able to give voice to the victory before it even comes. Because we do fight from victory and not for it.

We long for your presence, power and love today, Lord, for it is the only thing that truly satisfies our soul. May we seek you early and meditate on this nightly, so that we are fully committed to you each day. In doing this, we know that our joy will run deep and will transcend any challenges we may face in this life.

Even in our darkest moments, we will turn to you, knowing that you hear our cry. Renew our sense of your Presence right now, as we celebrate your goodness. You are better than life, so we praise you.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 109 1 Samuel 28-31 & Psalm 18 | Heart Dive 365

April 19

 In 1 Samuel 28, the Philistines rise against Israel and encamp at Shunem. King Achish declares that David and his men shall fight alongside them, and he places David in a prominent position as his bodyguard. When Saul sees the Philistine army encamped around them, he calls upon the Lord but receives no answer. Saul then sends for a medium, despite his removal of all mediums and necromancers out of the land. He disguises himself and asks the medium to call up Samuel from the dead. Even though she fears for her life due to the ban by Saul, she fulfills his request. Samuel asks why Saul has disturbed him, and he expresses his need for spiritual guidance. Samuel reminds Saul that the kingdom is being taken from him and given to David because of his disobedience in not destroying the Amalekites. Samuel prophecies that the Philistines will conquer Israel, and Saul and his sons will die. Saul falls to the ground in fear, and the medium has compassion and feeds Saul and his men before they depart in the evening.

In 1 Samuel 29, the Philistine commanders question King Achish about David and his men’s presence. King Achish defends David’s loyalty to him, declaring him an ally. But the commanders demand the men be sent back to the land of the Philistines, for fear of them turning on them in battle. King Achish has mercy on David and his men and sends them back to keep the peace, and in the morning, the men head back.

In 1 Samuel 30, when David and his men arrive back at Ziklag, they find it raided and burned by the Amalekites, with all their wives and children taken captive. David and his men begin to weep for their families, and the men threaten to stone David. David, however, goes to Abiathar the priest to inquire of the Lord. When David asks if he should pursue the Amalekites and rescue his family, the Lord answers a£irmatively.

When David and 600 men reach the brook Besor, only 400 have the strength the cross over. On their journey, a wandering Egyptian is brought to David, fed, and questioned. He reveals that was a slave to an Amalekite, who left him behind when he got sick. David strikes a deal to protect him if he leads them to the Amalekites. That night, David defeats the Philistines, with only 400 men escaping on camels. They rescue all that was taken and gather spoil from the land. When they arrive back at the brook, some of the “worthless men” refuse to share the spoil with the other 200 who stayed behind. But David declares form that day forward, all spoil is to be divided evenly among those who fight and those who stay behind to do other duties. When David comes back to Ziklag, he distributes more of the spoil as gifts to the elders and his friends.

In 1 Samuel 31, the Philistines defeat Israel at Mount Gilboa, capturing Saul and his sons and killing Jonathan, Abinadab, and Malchi-shua (Saul’s sons). Badly wounded by archers, Saul asks his armor-bearer to take his life, but he refuses out of fear. Saul then falls upon his own sword and dies, and the armor bearer follows suit. Many of the Israelites fiee, and the Philistines take over the land beyond the Jordan. When the Philistines find Saul and his sons the next day, they decapitate Saul and strip him of his armor, taking them to the temple of Ashtaroth to put them on display. When the valiant men of Jabesh-gilead hear that Saul’s body has been fastened to a wall, they immediately go to the temple to take his body back to Jabesh, where his body is burned and the bones are properly buried. Following the burial, the men mourn and fast for seven days,

In Psalm 18, David declares his love for the Lord for being his everything, from his deliverer to his rock to his refuge. He calls upon and praises the Lord for saving him from his enemies. Just as he was facing death, David called upon the Lord, who heard his cry. He describes a graphic scene of God’s judgment over the land of his enemies and his dramatic rescue. David proclaims that God has rewarded him based on his righteousness and innocence, as the Lord repays a person according to their actions.

David continues by exalting the Lord in his salvation, perfection, protection, and vengeance. David recognizes the Lord’s hand in his favor with the people, and he blesses the Lord as his rock and salvation. He ends the psalm with praise and singing to the Lord for his great salvation and steadfast love.

PRETENDING | 1 Samuel 28:1-2

In so many words, David made a deal with the devil and now he is having to pay the bill. He has deceived Achish by pretending to be someone he’s not (loyal to the Philistines), and here he is faced with the consequences. Yes, God brought good from it by protecting him from Saul, but sin still has repercussions. One of the strongest temptations in our lives is to pretend to be someone we’re not—we compromise our character to avoid confiict or rejection, we infiate our qualifications to get a job, or we will exaggerate or underplay our faith, depending on who we’re around. But as we can see here, there’s danger in that because it will ultimately sever trust and create the confiict you were trying to avoid in the first place. Deceit may work initially, but eventually the truth will surface. It has been said that character is who you are when no one is around. Heart Check.

Are you pretending to be someone you're not?


DEEP CLEAN | 1 Samuel 28:8

Saul likely removed these spiritual occultists from the land when he was under the infiuence of Samuel. But the problem was, this was only surface cleaning. He didn’t remove the temptation from his heart, and now in a moment of desperation, he is crossing over that thin line that he created. Just because we denounce sin doesn’t mean we have truly repented of it. There must be a change in our hearts as well. Heart Check.

Do you need to do a deep clean? Is there anything that has been wiped from the surface?


FEAR OF REJECTION | 1 Samuel 29:8

David is in a total state of compromise here and we can see that he is upset about “displeasing the lords of the Philistines,” meaning he is afraid of what the ungodly will think of him. If he had been told this years back when he was facing Goliath, he likely would’ve said, “Yes, and I will live out my life displeasing the lords of the Philistines!” But now it’s as if he’s lost his identity in this time of backsliding. Sometimes, as Christians, we too will be so afraid of o£ending people with our faith that we will remain quiet or shy away from truth to avoid rejection or to maintain peace. But this is lukewarm living. And Jesus says that He will spit us out if we live this way. Heart Check.

Do you shy away from your faith in fear of rejection or offense?


SOLUTION OR SCAPEGOAT | 1 Samuel 30:6

David has lost everything at this point, and while everyone else around him has allowed their situation to embitter them to the point that they’re now turning on David. But thankfully, David turns to his “last resort” which should’ve been his first. He goes looking for a solution rather than finding a scapegoat to blame. When we are at our wits end, this is where we will be faced with the choice to remain in our bitterness or strengthen ourselves.

And we’re not talking about manifesting positivity or visualizing good intentions. This is going straight to the Lord with our brokenness and helplessness, knowing that He is our only solution. Heart Check.

When you are at your wits end, do you look for the only feasible solution in the Lord or do you go looking for a scapegoat?


GODLY HEART | 1 Samuel 30

In the end, we really see David’s godly heart coming back, and the fruit of that shows in the way he treats others. He didn’t need to feed and be kind to the gentile Egyptian, yet he did, and the Lord used him to change his circumstance. He didn’t need to share with the soldiers who stayed behind, yet he did, showing that everyone’s roles matter. This will later lead to a strong military.

He didn’t need to give gifts to the elders, yet he did, earning favor in the eyes of both God and man. While he didn’t do it for his own gain, the Lord blessed his generous heart anyway. Heart Check.

How do you treat those who may seem "insignificant" in your eyes? Does your heart reflect the generosity and kindness of our Father?


LIFE AND DEATH | 1 Samuel 31:4

Facing death did nothing to change Saul’s hardened heart—it merely refiected how he faced life. He always needed to be in control and took matters into his own hands. There is sadly no record of his repentance in the end, so this opportunity simply revealed what he was really like. Heart Check.

If death were staring you in the face, how would it reflect how you are living today?


GOD’S DEALING | Psalm 18:25-27

In these few verses, David is expressing how God will deal with each of us individually and according to the way we treat others. This isn’t absolute, because we have also seen where there is sometimes a testing of the strength or character of a person (as in the case of Job). But if we are judging by these verses… Heart Check.

How has God shown Himself to you? Is this indicative of how you treat others?


GENTLENESS | Psalm 18:35

When we think of David, most of the time, we think of him as God’s warrior. But I love how he refers to the gentleness of God, because the Lord really did deal so kindly with David. He comforted him when he was rejected, attacked, envied, pursued, and despised. He gave him Jonathan as a friend, holy bread when he was hungry, self-control when he could’ve killed Saul, and comfort after he lost almost everything. Sometimes we forget how gentle our Father is because we are lost in looking for His greatness. But it was His gentleness that made David great. Heart Check.

How has God shown His gentle side to you? How do you show gentleness to others?


 Deep Dive

 What role did Saul’s disobedience play in chapter 28? How does this speak to your life?

How does Saul’s fear affect his judgment? How can we combat fear?

How is the mistrust in David reflected today?

How do we see David’s leadership style transform?

How do we deal with moral dilemmas like Saul’s armor-bearer faced?

What declarations of faith have proven true in your life? What would your psalm say?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for being our rock on which we stand, never shaken and always protected.

 We love you, Lord, our strength, the one in whom we take refuge, our stronghold and shield, the one worthy to be praised. You have saved us from the snare of sin and put us on to a high place, out of the reach of the enemy. We see how you will go to the greatest depths, even turning the world upside down, to rescue us out of the hands of the enemy. You did it on the cross, and you will do it again when you come back.

I pray that you will continue to keep us in your ways so that we can be confident in your dealing with us. We know that you will show yourself to us the way that we show ourselves to others. So I pray that we will deal in kindness, grace and mercy to others.

You are perfect, and your word always proves true, never returning void, and this is why we rejoice each time we come here. You never fail us, if we are open to receiving from you. I pray that we will not close ourselves o£ to your word, for we know that you can and will stop speaking if we reject what has already been said. May we be swift to obey, knowing that each step with you brings us one step closer to heaven.

We are so grateful that the more we read your word, the more attributes we can see of you. How we love your gentleness and kindness—the compassion that you show us is unmatched. If anyone is still longing for that embrace, I pray that you will allow them to tangibly feel it today.

Thank you for showing us how much you value each person, no matter where they stand—they can be on the front lines, in the middle of the battlefield, or even caring for the homeland. You value every small group leader, every prayer warrior, every single person who is longing to know you more.

We declare today that the Lord does indeed live, so blessed by our rock and may the God of our salvation be exalted every day of our lives. We will praise you among all people, not just the Christian ones, and we know that as we do this, we will be strengthened in our remembrance of your love and promises and as we stay in fellowship with you always.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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DAY 110 Ps. 121, 123-125, 128-130 | Heart Dive 365

April 20

These Psalms are known as the “songs of ascents”, believed to be sung corporately as the people did their three times a year pilgrimage to Jerusalem for the feasts, pentecost, passover, and tabernacles. The people would sing these prayers as the ascending the steps to the temple OR the Levite Priests would sing them as they ascended the temple steps to make the sacrifices.

In Psalm 121, it expresses confidence in God's protection, declaring that the Lord is the ultimate source of help and security. It starts with a plea of where does my help come from and uses poetic lines and repetition to answer that plea with a resounding and confident praising song that describes where our help comes from.

In Psalm 123, the psalmist looks to God for mercy and guidance, acknowledging His supremacy and pleading for deliverance from oppression. This psalm also starts with an anecdote of looking up to their help. Describing a merciful and loving relationship with his master aka GOD who lovingly and mercifully protects us especially when we are In Psalm 124, the psalmist refiects on God's past deliverance, praising Him for rescuing His people from their enemies and expressing gratitude for His ongoing protection.

It describes the miraculous deliverance that would not have been possible without the supernatural hand of God redeeming and restoring HIS people from the grips of Israel’s oppressors. It is prayer and praise to remember and show reverent gratitude to God for the deliverance oppressed by those who hate us and ridicule us.

In Psalm 125, it emphasizes the stability and security found in trusting God, likening His protection to the mountains surrounding Jerusalem. Another song to remember where to place our trust - in GOD and not ourselves - and to walk upright to receive the blessings for the Lord.

In Psalm 128, it is a song of blessing, this psalm celebrates the joys of a righteous life and the rewards of fearing the Lord, including prosperity and family blessings. It is a reminder to have awe and reverence of the Lord to receive the blessings of the LORD and what blessings to expect when you “walk in His ways”. It illustrates practical blessings that the Israelites found truly promising such as a strong marriage and children.

In Psalm 129, it recounts Israel's history of a£liction and persecution, a£irming God's faithfulness in delivering them from oppression. A prayer and petition to the Lord to judge and thwart the plans of their enemies. Also, another recounting of how the Israelites have survived and their enemies have not prevailed because those who hate Zion, hate God, therefore, their plans will not prosper.

In Psalm 130, known as one of the seven penitential Psalms, a lamenting prayer that could be used during a time of deep personal anguish, therefore it expresses deep longing for forgiveness and redemption, trusting in God's mercy and eagerly awaiting His salvation. It starts with a personal confession of deep guilt of a sin nature that requests grace and merciful forgiveness that then turns to a plea for ALL of Israel to also place their hope into the LORD - always - and not the anticipation of just his blessings.

HIGHVIEW | Psalm 121:1-2

Where are we looking with our eyes? Are we looking to the hills ahead of us or are we looking to perhaps the mountains that we have to face? These were pilgrims who travel three times a year and maybe they can't wait for it to end. They can't wait to get home, or maybe they're afraid of the the thieves and bandits that are out looking for them because they know, “oh this is predictable these people are going to travel three times a year let's get on the road and ambush them”, so where are they looking for their help? Well guess what they know - it's not in the hills where their help comes from. It is the Lord. Heart Check.

Where are you looking for help? Are you looking to the heavens wher our God is enthroned or your temporary home where the enemy is enthroned?


INSURANCE PLAN | Psalm 121

When you are ready to rest - you look for a safe place to lay your head.

When you are ready to fight - you look for strong footing to hold your ground. When you are ready to journey - you look for sustenance and safe passage.

When you are ready for life’s daily, mutinous, and tedious routines - how do you prepare? Well, the Lord is our preparer, our prepper, our protector, our safe place.

He will not slumber. He will not rest. He will not give up. He is like an insurance plan that covers all areas of our lives yet do we take advantage of the plan? He provides comprehensive coverage because “The LORD is our keeper”. Heart Check.

Is your coverage plan running out? Are you seeking wise counsel and insurance from your coverage keeper or ignoring its daily benefits?


HUMBLE EXPECTATION | Psalm 123

The psalmist has the perspective and the viewpoint of knowing where to look. Today, slavery and having slaves is not something that we feel comfortable with today in our society but I want you to see it through the eyes of the Lord. See what kind of relationship we are to have with him because the word picture that it is painting is something much deeper and more profound and loving than you could ever imagine. Our Master, aka our Lord, is our God who wants a loving relationship with us. He holds all provision for us so much so that he paid the ultimate sacrifice for us. He doesn't abuse our relationship - HE died for us. So they see the hand is holding the provision and they're waiting with a humble expectation for the gods for God's provision or help. Heart Check.

Are you seeking to bite the hand of the one that provides for you or actively and patiently wait upon His provision even through trails?


MARVELOUS AWE | Psalm 124

Have you ever been swept away in a heroic movie or story?

A story of such intense antagonizing contempt, betrayal, or oppression that there is no way the victor is going to come forward and save the day. You are gripping the edge of your seat for the final victory scene?

That’s this psalm! A story so riveting that the people sing about the deliverance over and over to remind them and us that it is the LORD who brought about this miraculous victory.

It creates AWE which is an overwhelming feeling of reverence, admiration.

It is something to truly marvel at and with this prayer, let us also marvel in awe at the work He has done to deliver his people from the most unlikeliest of situations - situations that their human capacities could have never done! Heart Check.

What story have you heard that you know was not possible by man's hand and still creates awe in you today?


WARNING SIGN | Psalm 125

It never fails - every time I drive our family vehicle - some warning sign pops up!

I am grateful for the warning sign because we can fix and remedy exactly where the problem lies

However sometimes it isn’t as clear - is the gas cap or the whole the EVAP system? Sometimes it is an easy fix and sometimes the truck is in the shop for weeks!

God also provides us warnings in His word. We know we are to trust in the lord to keep us upright in our HEARTS and so we will do good. We place our trust in GOD and not our own evil schemes such as the crooked mentioned here. It is a warning sign to those who may reject the Lord that they will perish as will their schemes but if we trust the Lord we will be blessed. Heart Check.

Are you taking head of the warning signs from the Lord and getting regular maintenace?


PROSPERITY | Psalm 128

Humility Mindset. Personally, I don't need a big house. I don't need all the big expensive toys. I don't need wealthy things in my life (**I was emotional on camera - so I excuse me for being emotional) because this is a very big piece of my story and who I am. For me to stand on this platform in front of all of you and lay this out is a blessing. To be at a place where my cup is overfiowing into other people because of the labor of my hands is a blessing. I even talk about my family which are beautiful blessings and I love them all but when I had to face perhaps losing my husband to illness I had to lay it on the altar just like Isaac was laid on the altar for Abraham.

What am I willing to do or place into his hands so that the blessings will continue to grow? To have the prosperity of the Lord in my life?

It comes from a fear of the Lord and not a fear of man - I am thankful for that. Let this Psalm remind us that we should always place our gratitude into his hands with a prayer of thanksgiving. A prayer that understands that all things come for him and especially for those who fear Him. Heart Check.

Are you centering your prayers on prosperityof thr world or the Lord? Have you invited the Lord into your daily efforts with prayer and reverence for the Lord?


ACTIVE WAITING | Psalm 130

What I saw in one commentary, is a reminder that our Hope is in the Lord not just the gifts that he provides. For example, if you're looking for water in the desert you're looking for the well in the desert, not just water. The Lord fills us up with His steadfast Love, His fullness, and our identity is in the Lord. THEN we can receive the blessings of the water that's in the well, the blessings of the forgiveness and the mercy and the kindness and all those things that are the overfiow of trusting in the Lord. I love how Charles Spurgeon put it…

“Perhaps the sweet singer would never have found that precious thing had he not been cast into the depths. Pearls lie deep!” Heart Check.

While in the depths of depair, can you actively wait with a hope for the coming dawn or fearful tha tnight will never end?


 Deep Dive

 Do you believe that God is watching you always?

What kinds of lies are distressing you? What kinds of threats are worrying you?

Do you look forward to corporate worship? Why should we?

Are you aware of particular events in which the Lord delivered you—from dangers, concerns, fears?

Do you yearn for God the way the psalmist intensely desires to know Him personally? Why or why not?

What depths of this world have you crying out to the Lord?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, you are our keeper, protector, deliverer, and help, thank you for always and forevermore being there for us.

 Hear our cry! O Lord, as we gather on this journey, ascending to Your holy presence, we lift our hearts in unity, seeking Your divine protection and guidance. Like the pilgrims of old, we declare that our help comes from You alone, the Maker of heaven and earth, our unwavering fortress in times of trouble.

We humbly acknowledge Your sovereignty, O God, as we look to You for mercy and deliverance from the oppressors that surround us. Just as the psalmist looked to You with hopeful expectation, we trust in Your unfailing love and mercy to sustain us through every trial and tribulation.

We join our voices in praise, recalling the wondrous deeds of Your past deliverance, marveling at Your mighty hand that has rescued us time and again from the grasp of our enemies. With grateful hearts, we o£er our thanks for Your continual protection and provision over our lives.

As we journey onward, may we walk in the security of Your steadfast love, trusting in Your unfailing promises and finding stability in Your everlasting arms. Grant us, O Lord, the wisdom to fear You and walk in Your ways, that we may experience the abundant blessings of a righteous life.

In the face of adversity and persecution, we look to You, O God, as our ultimate deliverer, knowing that Your faithfulness endures forever. Strengthen us, we pray, to stand firm in our faith, knowing that those who trust in You will never be put to shame.

As we cry out to You from the depths of our souls, may Your mercy and grace abound, lifting us from the depths of despair to the heights of Your presence. Help us to wait patiently for Your salvation, knowing that You are our only hope and refuge in times of trouble.

Grant us, O Lord, the courage to heed Your warning signs and walk in obedience to Your Word, that we may experience the fullness of Your blessings and protection.

Lead us in the path of righteousness, O God, and keep our hearts steadfast in our devotion to You.

In the midst of our struggles and uncertainties, may we find solace in Your unfailing love, knowing that You are always watching over us with tender care. Help us to surrender our fears and anxieties to You, trusting in Your sovereign power to deliver us from every threat and danger.

As we continue our journey of faith, may we draw near to You with hearts of repentance and humility, seeking Your forgiveness and mercy. Grant us the grace to wait patiently for Your salvation, knowing that You are our hope and our refuge in times of trouble.

In the midst of our trials and tribulations, may we find strength and courage in Your presence, knowing that You are our ever-present help in times of need. Fill us afresh with Your Holy Spirit, O God, and empower us to walk in Your ways, that we may bring glory and honor to Your name.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 111 2 Samuel 1-4 | Heart Dive 365

April 21

 In 2 Samuel 1, an Amalekite reports of Saul and Jonathan’s death to David, claiming he dealt the last blow to Saul per his request. David fasts and mourns until evening before executing the man for killing the Lord’s anointed. David pens a lament for Saul and Jonathan, expressing sorrow over the loss of the “glory of Israel.” In it he also utters a curse upon their place of death, Gilboa, and calls for the daughters to weep over these mighty fallen men. He ends with a declaration of his deep love for Jonathan.

In 2 Samuel 2, David asks the Lord if he should go to Judah, and the Lord tells him to go to Hebron.When he arrives with his men and his family, the people of Judah anoint him king. When David hears that the men of Jabesh-gilead buried Saul, he sends a blessing and appeals to them for their support of his kingship. Meanwhile, Saul’s former commander Abner, establishes Saul’s only surviving son Ishbosheth king of Israel. Ishbosheth reigns for two years while David reigns 7.5 years in Judah. A deadly battle is fought at Gibeon after Abner and David’s commander Joab call for a representative combat between 24 men.While all men die, David’s men claim the victory. Asahel, Joab’s brother, goes after Abner but is killed by Abner’s blunt end of the sword in self-defense. The men call for a truce and return home. Asahel is buried with his father in Bethlehem.

In 2 Samuel 3, confiict continues between Israel and Judah, as David’s forces grow stronger, and Saul’s become weaker. An account is given of David’s six sons.Meanwhile, Abner takes one of Saul’s concubines and is questioned by Ishbosheth. Feeling insulted and angry, Abner switches allegiance to the house of David. David agrees to the covenant under one condition—that his former wife Michal (Saul’s daughter) is brought back to him. Michal is taken from her weeping husband Paltiel and brought to David. Abner begins campaigning for David to the elders of Israel and the Benjamites.When Joab returns from battle and hears of Abner’s presence, he questions David and accuses Abner of being a deceitful spy. Joab has Abner captured and takes him outside the city to murder him. David utters a curse over Joab as he washes his hands of the guilt and calls for mourning over Abner. The people acknowledge David’s sincere remorse.

In 2 Samuel 4, Ishbosheth and the people of Israel become discouraged when they hear of Abner’s death.Two brothers, Rechab and Baanah from Beeroth, who are captains of Ishbosheth’s army, plot to kill Ishbosheth during his midday rest.They bring his head to David expecting a reward but are instead ordered to be executed, and Ishbosheth’s remains are buried in Abner’s tomb.

FORGIVENESS | 2 Samuel 1:11

Saul lived out his life in bitterness and jealousy of David and ultimately went down with an unrepentant heart. David, however, mourned the one who had relentlessly attempted to attack him rather than celebrating the end of this pursuit. This shows us that these states of mind are chosen. We will either choose bitterness or choose forgiveness. Some people say, “I can’t forgive.”

But we can do ALL things through Christ who gives us strength. We are commanded to forgive and love others. This doesn’t mean we put ourselves in a position to be walked on or abused. But it means that we sever that dark spiritual tie of unforgiveness that we are holding on to, because it is like poison to our soul. Heart Check.

Who do we need to forgive? If your enemy died today, would you be able to mourn their death? Or would you celebrate?


STEERING WHEEL | 2 Samuel 2:1

This was the key to David’s success—he always sought the guidance of the Lord.

Prayer was his steering wheel and not his spare tire. We can’t just seek out the Lord when there is a blowout or slow leak. We should be seeking Him throughout the day, allowing Him to steer and direct our lives. This is the now classic song, “Jesus Take the Wheel.” Imagine how many ditches of life we could avoid if we did this. Heart Check.

Is the Lord your steering wheel or spare tire? (Corrie Ten Bloom)


ACTIVELY WAITING | 2 Samuel 2:4

Here we see the promise of David’s anointing being fulfilled in this second anointing, 15-20 years after the first one that acknowledged the Lord’s intention for his kingship.

What I love the most is that David patiently and faithfully waited for this promotion and never tried to force it.

Yet he also never stopped working toward it, because waiting on the Lord is active, not passive. So rather than his goal being the advancement of himself, his goal was always the advancement of the kingdom, and that’s where the di£erence was between his heart and someone like Saul. Heart Check.

What is your priority? The advancement of the Kingdoom of God? Or the advancement of self? Are you actively waiting for this to happen?


GOAL ORIENTED | 2 Samuel 4

In the end, we see so many opportunistic actions. From unchecked revenge to the craving of power, these motivations lead to unnecessary loss of life.

And David ain’t having it. Because to him, the end goal doesn’t justify the unethical means that are used to get there. He has always stood on God handling it. Where do you stand? Heart Check.

Are you so goal oriented that you pay no mind hoe you get there? Or do you, like David, patiently wait on the Lord, taking one step at a time?


 Deep Dive

 What character traits of David are emphasized throughout these chapters?

How does David’s handling of confiict inspire you?

Compare the leadership of David and Ishbosheth. How were they di£erent and how did it impact their leadership capabilities?

What lessons in unity and division can be learned in these chapters?

What roles do forgiveness and reconciliation play in leadership?

What type of leadership do we see today in nations, churches, and communities?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for poignat reminders today about leadership, respect and integrity.

 David’s compassion is so evident, far after his pursuers are done with. He still honors Saul’s anointing and authority, which is not an easy feat for most of us. I pray that we will have hearts that are more like yours—ones that are loving, kind, forgiving, and full of grace. Even in the face of confiict, help us to show respect and love, even if we disagree with one another. I pray that we will be quick to forgive, because this life is too short to hang on to a rope that is holding us in the past. We want to move forward in our lives, not stay stuck.

As we patiently wait on you, may we still be actively sharpening our skills and serving others. We trust in your timing, whether it is for promotion or recognition. You will lift us up when the time is right. Until then, we know you are strengthening us and building our character, the same way you did with David.

We know that loyalty and kindness are the driving factors behind earning favor with both you and man, so I pray that they will be bound around our necks and written on the tablets of our hearts, so that we can display that everywhere we go and with every person we meet.

Meanwhile, we don’t want you to bless our plans, we want to be right in the middle of yours. So I pray that we won’t try to force anything but simply stay focused, with our heads down but eyes upward, always striving for unity and peace.

Thank you for your Presence that dwells within us to guide us each step of every day. I pray that we never forget that we are anointed. Sometimes we think we’ve somehow lost it or that our power is diminished, but that’s because we are relying on feelings or outcomes to determine that, rather than your promise that the gifts and calling of God are without repentance. You don’t take it away from us. It’s always there. So help us to reach down deep to find it. Sometimes it’s just buried under a bunch of self-preservatives, so I pray that any junk that may be hindering us from walking in our anointing, gifting, and calling, will be removed. We want to be ambassadors now, not just people waiting to escape to heaven. The abundant life is available now!

For anyone who is in any type of leadership position, I pray that you will bless them in their position. May they carry integrity into every decision they make, respect into every relationship, and I pray that they will be favored by those they lead as they carry this torch that you’ve given them.

Every job we have is a gift from you, so thank you for that. I pray that we can see it that way, and I pray that we will be beacons of light in our workplaces. Help us to show respect and kindness to all people, whether we are serving them, working under them or even when we have authority. May we maintain a heart of confident humility.

And for anyone facing a battle head on, may we not compromise our values for temporary gain. May we stay focused on you. Increase our discernment and help us never to forget the common goal to love. At the end of the day, that’s what everyone wants—to be loved and accepted. So help us to show the grace and mercy that you have so abundantly poured out into our lives. We are so grateful for it. We bless you and love you.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 112 Psalms 6, 8-10, 14, 16, 19, 21 | Heart Dive 365

April 22

In Psalm 6, David cries out for mercy in the middle of his pain, fearing his grave illness is a result of God’s anger. He calls on God to act on his behalf, declaring that he will be of no use to Him in the grave. The psalm changes mood when the Lord answers David’s prayer, and he declares that his enemies will be put to shame.

In Psalm 8, David declares the majesty and glory of God that is on display throughout and beyond all creation. He is amazed at how the Lord’s strength is shown through the smallest things like babies, silencing the enemy. Compared to the galaxies above, he can’t comprehend how such a great God would be mindful of insignificant people. Yet he recognizes that God has placed man in a position just below the angels, crowning them with glory and honor. Everything on the earth is under their care.

In Psalm 9, David praises the Lord with his whole heart, remembering all the wonderful things He has done. He recounts the ways the Lord has shown righteous justice in rebuking and destroying the wicked. He describes the Lord as a stronghold that can be trusted by those who seek Him, for He has never turned His back on them. David calls for praises to be sung unto the Lord before making a personal plea for justice for and deliverance from the wicked and mercy upon his life. He asks that the nations be reminded of their human frailty.

In Psalm 10, David questions the Lord’s inaction, calling upon the Lord to rise in judgment against the wicked. He takes note of the pride and arrogance of the wicked who have no sense of God and therefore can live however they please. Meanwhile, those who are crushed feel forgotten, so David renews his call upon God to act and deliver justice, for God does, in fact, see and know all things. He ends by confessing his faith in God’s sovereignty, knowing and fully trusting that He hears every cry and will protect the needy and innocent while bringing the wicked to justice.

In Psalm 14, David states that those who deny the existence of God are fools and will eventually become corrupt. Meanwhile, God looks down from heaven to see if any are seeking Him, but in doing so, He finds none who are righteous. Even though the foolish may seem confident in their unbelief, they live in great dread, for God is with the righteous giving refuge and protection. David ends with a cry for salvation and deliverance of Israel, for they will rejoice in their restoration.

In Psalm 16, David expresses his trust in the Lord as he finds refuge and goodness in His presence. He delights in the righteous while condemning those who seek after other gods, refusing to take part in their practices. David describes his relationship with God as his portion and the one who hears his prayers, counsels him, and gives him instruction. Because he has humbled himself before the Lord, he is confident and glad in the Lord’s security, knowing he will not be shaken. David’s faith comes from knowing the Lord will not abandon him to Sheol and corruption, and his fullness of joy from the Lord’s guidance into a beautiful life.

In Psalm 19, David celebrates the Word of God in the context of creation, displaying how the heavens declare His glory. Each day and night silently proclaims his handiwork.

David then looks to the Law in its perfect, simple, righteous, and pure nature, declaring it sweeter than honey. His words bring warning and enlightenment but also reward when obeyed. He then pleads for forgiveness for any hidden faults or presumptuous sins, while ending the psalm with a heartfelt plea for his words and thoughts to be acceptable to the Lord who is his strength and redeemer.

In Psalm 21, David rejoices in the assurance of God’s blessing on his life. He acknowledges that his kingship, his desires, long life, splendor and majesty are all a gift, with the greatest of gifts being life itself, both temporal and eternal. In the second half of the psalm, David declares his trust in the Lord, who will protect him from his enemies and bring the ultimate victory. He ends the psalm with an exaltation and praise for the Lord’s strength and power.

MERCY AND FORGIVENESS | Psalm 6:4

Even though David is not seen confessing anything here, he is asking for mercy, meaning he knew he didn’t deserve God’s forgiveness and deliverance. Yet, he’s still asking for it. And it made me think how we will cry out for mercy for ourselves while seeking justice for everyone else. If we hurt someone, we want them to forgive us, but when it’s the other way around, we want them to get a taste of their own medicine, or we refuse to o£er the mercy we are so often shown. Heart Check.

Do you offer the same amount of mercy and forgiveness that the Lord shows to you?


DOMINION | Psalm 8:5-8

If you remember from Genesis, when the Lord created humans, he gave them dominion over all the earth, which David is reiterating here. This means that we have a responsibility to care for and steward the gifts that we have been given. I know for some, this really fires you up because of how poorly our earth is cared for, but let’s bring the focus back to our personal responsibility. This convicted my heart today, because every time I pick up dirty socks on the stairs or come into the kitchen to a sink full of dishes with food in them, my blood pressure leaps into the heavens. But the other day I saw something that said, “Caring for your home and your family is not a burden. It is a gift.” And this changed my whole perspective. It’s something that I know, but sometimes we need the reminder that our lives and everything in it are a gift. And we are going to be held accountable for how well we cared for it. Heart Check.

How well do you steward the gift of this earth, your family, your body, and all thatyou have been given dominion over?


END GOAL | Psalm 9:14

David’s pleas for deliverance were not just for the sake of being free to do whatever he wanted to do. His end goal was always to be able to praise the Lord and bring Him greater glory. Heart Check.

What is your end goal? In your needs, wants, and prayers, what is the why behind it? Is it for yourself or for God's greater glory?


CRIES FOR JUSTICE | Psalm 9:19-20

I am always amazed at David’s reasoning—once again we see what his motivation is when he prays for justice and vengeance upon the wicked. It’s not just to see them be served and locked up— he doesn’t look at God as a dog he can sic on people. His desire is so that they too will know and fear God and be put into a place of humility before Him. I don’t know how much I wish that upon the most wicked people. Heart Check.

When you cry out for justice, is it for the betterment of or the detriment to those people?


BREAK MY ARM | Psalm 10:15

When David calls for the Lord to break the arm of the wicked, he is essentially asking the Lord to take away their power and strength. This seems to be a feasible cry. But how often do we pray this over ourselves? For the Lord to break our own self-will and power that we are trying to operate by? To remove what isn’t right within us? Heart Check.

Have you allowed the Lord to break your arm? Do you operate in his power or your own?


DELIGHT IN GOD’S PEOPLE | Psalm 16:3

I love how despite the failures, the scandals, and the weaknesses of God’s people, David delighted in them anyway. And once again, this stems from that perspective of knowing that none of us are righteous on our own. It’s only because of His grace and mercy that we are given any favor whatsoever. Heart Check.

How do you view God's people? Are they a delight? Or a specimen to dissect?


RETURN ON INVESTMENT | Psalm 16:8-9

Because David set his focus and intention on the Lord, it brought him gladness. He didn’t feel like the time he was investing was putting him into debt. Instead, his return on investment was so good that it brought security, contentment, and joy. I can always tell when my focus is o£, because coming to the Word will feel more like a burden than it does a blessing. If you hear yourself saying things like, “This lesson is too long,” you may want to question how you’re gonna handle eternally worshiping the Lord.

Heart Check.

What's your return on investment like? Does it add value or do you feel like it cost too much?


 Deep Dive

 When David said the dead can’t praise Him, what do you think he meant? How is this statement true and false?

How well do you grasp the majesty of God and His creation compared to our smallness?

How does the reminder that we are “only human” encourage you when looking at those who may abuse power?

Why might God allow the temporary prosperity of the wicked?

What does practical atheism look like? How does it di£er from traditional atheism? Is one worse than the other?

What is David’s attitude in his psalms? How does it play out in his life? How can this guide your outlook on life?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, We see you-your majesty, your goodness, and your faithfulness.

 If the heavens declare your greatness, why wouldn’t we? You are awesome, and sometimes we forget just how great you truly are. I pray that when we look up into the heavens, that we recognize just how vast it really is. Help us to see your majesty and glory on display, because it reminds us that even in your greatness, your love for us is even greater. The fact that you would stoop down to little ol’ us, when you could be chilling with the undramatic sun, moon, and stars. But your heart is for us. You love every part of us.

So as we are reminded of this, we come to you with a repentant and humble heart today. You know the anguish that our souls feel, and you catch every single tear that falls. I pray that those tears will be healing today—may they be the unspoken prayers that our soul can’t even bear to produce. Where our words fail, our tears are understood, so we thank you for that.

We wholeheartedly set ourselves before you in worship and honor and praise, for you alone are worthy of it. We declare today that we will give thanks, we will remember what you’ve done and tell others about it, we will be glad, we will rejoice, we will praise, because life on this earth is far too short to do anything otherwise. We know that when we worship in this way, it will only draw us nearer to you, making us more like you, and ultimately bringing you the glory as others see the change in us. That’s what we want.

In the meantime, if there are any people in our lives that we have been crying out to you about because of how they may be wronging us or hurting us, I pray that our perspective changes today in being able to see them through your eyes. Yes, we want justice, but we also want their hearts to soften toward you. Because that’s what you desire. Make our hearts more like yours, for sometimes it’s far too di£icult for us to comprehend wickedness.

We know that you see and know all things, so we will remain confident that you will right every wrong. For those who may be feeling a£licted or crushed today, I pray that they will know that they are not forgotten. There may be some pain in the breaking, but it’s only temporary. So we set our hope on you, knowing that you will strengthen us and never forsake us.

We rejoice in your salvation today, knowing that not a single one of us was ever deserving of your mercy and grace, but you poured it out anyway. Now our dread has turned to a reverent fear of you, our Almighty God. Thank you for reminding us that we are all in need of forgiveness. I pray that as we remember this, we will draw our attention away from everyone else’s wrongdoings and bring it back to your glory and what is most important—that people need Jesus, plain and simple. And you can and will use anyone and anything to get through to people. Thank you that you will go to the greatest heights for us. So may we not stoop to the lowest low in the way that we judge or condemn others.

For those who may deny your existence or who are blatantly rejecting you, I pray that you will show yourself to them in such a real way that there is no denying your power and your goodness. Help them to see that you are better than anything this life could ever o£er, and that operating on their own power will never amount to anything beyond the grave. But with you, we will live in your eternal glory.

With you, there is fullness of joy and a confidence in knowing that you are leading us into a beautiful place. Whether we see it on this side of eternity or not, we will trust that you will keep us secure, with firm footing, and we declare that we will not be shaken. Thank you for counseling us, guiding us, and directing us, every step of the way. Because of this, we can dance freely along the roads of life.

So along with the heavens, we declare your glory and delight in your Word. Thank you for its perfection, surety, simplicity, rightness, purity, trueness, and sweetness. I pray that we continue to partake in it so that it will transform and revive our souls while bringing comfort and joy daily. We love how it shows us where we are erring so that we can correct our steps back toward the righteous path. You are our rock and our redeemer, so we pray that the words of our mouths and the meditations of our hearts will be pleasing to you every moment of every day.

Thank you for every blessing. We acknowledge that every good thing comes from you. Be exalted today, oh Lord. We praise your holy name.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 113 1 Chronicles 1-2 | Heart Dive 365

April 23

In 1 Chronicles 1, the lineage of David is traced all the way back to the beginning with Adam and Seth (pre-fiood) followed by post-fiood origins with Noah and his sons. A selective list of names is given that follows the genealogical line from Abraham to Jacob, who will form the nation of Israel. Abraham’s lineage is laid out through Isaac and Esau, with special notice of Esau’s sons, chiefs, and kings in the land of Edom.

In 1 Chronicles 2, a list is given of Jacob’s twelve sons, who form the tribes of Israel. Special attention is given to the line of Judah, with Perez being highlighted as the branch that leads to King David. Other notable mentions are Caleb and his sons, the families of Bethlehem, and Bezaleel, the man tasked with building the wilderness tabernacle.

GRANDER PLAN | 1 Chronicles 1

We have already read through this genealogy once before, and this won’t be the last. As we learned in the past, this isn’t just a list of names. They are a significant part of human history with real people at a real time.

Each one of these people had a story that we followed, and if we aren’t careful, we will miss God and His divine providence throughout their lives. While we may not have our names published in a book here on earth, our name is just as important as any of these.

We are a part of a grand plan that the Lord laid out before the foundations of the earth. But sometimes we can’t see beyond ourselves long enough to be able to recognize that. Heart Check.

When you view your life, can you only see it in isolation or as a part of a grander plan?


ONE-LINER | 1 Chronicles 2

Can you imagine being this guy, Er, who's got a one-liner in the middle of a genealogy that sums up his life—he was evil, and God put him to death.

This is where we are so thankful that our one-liner is so di£erent from what it would’ve been before Jesus. Heart Check.

If you were to get a one-liner in your genealogy, how would your life be summed up?



 Deep Dive

 How does this genealogy fulfill the promise God made to Abraham?

Where does Jesus fit into this picture?

Why were some names left out? Is there anyone who you think should’ve been listed?

How important is your ancestry, both historically and spiritually?

Can you see a connection between these chapters and the New Testament?

How much significance can you see in the tribe of Judah and its role in the birth of Jesus?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, Thank you for us visit your family today, Jesus.

Thank you for the reminder that you are a very real person, who had real parents and real ancestors. These aren’t just historical figures, but individuals who served an incredible purpose for your grander purpose. Reading this reveals your sovereign hand of divine providence, that so carefully weaved together a redemption plan.

And just the way that every single person mattered in this history, so do we. We too are a part of your providential plan, bound to the pages of these books by way of your Spirit. We’ve been grafted into this family, and for that we are so grateful. Thank you for caring enough about us and for us that you would write our story to include this part of our lives where we love you so dearly Jesus.

If anyone is struggling to see their role that they play in this life, I pray that you will use a bold marker to write on the tablet of their heart so that they are able to see it. Let them know how significant they are and that their legacy that they will leave will be one that is impactful to generations to come. Their faith alone is a living testimony, so I pray that they walk in that knowledge and confidence.

We also see how incredibly important family is to you, but we also recognize that there are very real struggles within relationships. I pray that if there are any strained relationships, that you help us to resolve them. Reveal to us if we have done anything that we may need to seek forgiveness in, and I pray that you will give us the courage to make it right. I pray for unity and peace to be upon every home and may the time we spend be joyful and filled with gratitude and laughter.

We have seen how you can do all things, Lord, and how you can work through any circumstance with any person to fulfill your promises. We want to be a people who are promise keepers and promise fillers. So we lay our lives down today and fully surrender to whatever it is that you want to do with our lives. For your ways are higher and so are your thoughts. So we want to go higher with you.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 114 Psalms 43-45, 49, 84-85 & 87 | Heart Dive 365

April 24

In Psalm 43, feeling unjustly accused, the psalmist cries out to the Lord for vindication and deliverance from those who are deceitful and unjust. Although he takes refuge in the Lord, he also feels as though the Lord has departed from him and therefore requests for His light and truth to lead him back to the temple so he can joyfully praise once again. He closes the psalm with a renewal of hope in the Lord, urging his soul to keep believing.

In Psalm 44, the psalmist and the community rehearses the past deliverances of God, as told by their fathers, recognizing His salvation from the Exodus to the Promised Land. Every victory came from the Lord alone. The psalmist then speaks on behalf of Israel, declaring that their faith is in the power of God and not in their own strength, rea£irming that victory will still come from Him and thanking Him for it.

The community laments, feeling as though God has stopped fighting for them and has allowed them to be sold, scattered, and made wretches before their enemies. They feel defeated, disgraced and abandoned, despite their continued loyalty to the Lord. The psalmist continues his insistence that they have been a faithful people, with everything known to God, yet they still feel as though they are being led into the trap of death.

The psalm concludes with a final appeal for the Lord to act on their behalf and redeem them in His mercy.

In Psalm 45, a royal wedding is depicted, painting a picture of God’s relationship with His people.

It begins with the excitement of the psalmist praising the beauty and grace of the King. Wedding wishes are declared upon the King, describing him as handsome, gracious, blessed, mighty, victorious, humble, and righteous. He is anointed and clothed with fragrant robes, and his palace is full of beautiful music and ladies of honor. The bride is called to leave her family so she can be fully devoted to the king. She will be favored with gifts and adorned in gold.

The psalm ends with a blessing unto the king of future generations and everlasting praise.

In Psalm 49, the psalmist calls all people to understanding of the insight he is about to pour out.

He questions why one should fear the wealthy, for wealth cannot redeem a person’s soul or save them from death. Both the wise and fool will die, and at the end of their life, they will have nothing. He likens those who boast in their wealth to that of beasts that will one day perish.

In Psalm 84, the psalmist speaks of the loveliness of the house of God. He expresses the longing his soul feels for it, for it is here where he finds rest, blessing, and peace. As one makes their journey to the tabernacle, the Lord turns their weeping to springs of refreshing. The psalm concludes with a prayer for God’s favor, goodness and protection, knowing that true blessing comes from trusting in the Lord.

In Psalm 85, the psalmist remembers the forgiveness and mercy He poured out on Israel, taking away His wrath and forgiving them of their sin.

Still feeling the effects of His wrath, he appeals to God’s mercy for restoration and revival in their land. This plea is spoken with a boldness but also a willingness to listen, knowing that the Lord will speak peace and bring glory back. The psalmist concludes with a depiction of the character of God in His mercy, truth, righteousness, and peace. He looks forward to the day when their land will again be prosperous.

In Psalm 87, the psalmist declares the special love and care the Lord has for Zion while welcoming all surrounding nations to become a registered citizen by way of divine birthright. The psalm ends with a celebration of this salvation.

PEP TALK | Psalm 43

One of the things that I love about David is that he had no shame about who he was and how he was feeling. He poured out such raw emotion before the Lord, and this shows us that we have the permission to do that.

We can be completely honest with Him. We don’t have to come to Him speaking in Old English, because that wouldn’t be genuine, unless you talk in thou, thee, and art. But what’s di£erent in this psalm is the way he talked to himself. He gave himself a pep talk! And it was this self-encouragement that renewed his hope.

And sometimes I wonder how much self-sabotaging we do in the way that we speak to our souls.

Heart Check.

What do you tell your soul about you? Are you encouraging yourself to be hopeful or discouraging  yourself to be hopeful or discouraging yourself deeper into depair?


STORY TIME | Psalm 44:1-3

The confidence of the Israelites came from the passing down of oral traditions—the telling of what God had done in the past and how He saved and delivered them. If we call ourselves a Christian, we too have been saved and delivered from something. And while we no longer rely so heavily upon oral stories, we still have a story to tell. Even if we never publish an autobiography, the way we live, the things we post on social media, the way we treat others, is a living testimony of who God is to us. Heart Check.

What story are you telling of God?


FRAGRANCE | Psalm 45:8

This verse implies that the king was “so fresh and so clean.” His robes were white and he smelled good—in other words, he was pleasant to be around. But this also speaks to the nature of Christ, and the sweet fragrance of oil that His Holy Spirit carries.

And when that fragrance is upon us, people want to be around us, because there is a pleasant joy that is di£used from us. But if we are carrying a stench of cynicism, negativity, complaining, or bitterness, it is the most off-putting fragrance out there and will repulse people. Heart Check.

What fragrance are you wearing? Is it pleasant? Or repulsive?


ETERNAL PORTFOLIO | Psalm 49

When we stand before the bema seat of Christ, we will not be carrying with us our bank statements or investment portfolios. But what will be before the Lord is the investment we made into the kingdom, financially or otherwise. And the Bible says we will be rewarded accordingly. Heart Check.

What assets will be in your eternal portfolio?


GOING TO HIS HOUSE | Psalm 84:1-4

The psalmist loved church—there was nowhere else he wanted to be, and his motivation was the presence of God, and nothing else.

That was his focus.

If we don’t have this same focus, but rather find our motivation in the quality of worship music, the games in the youth room, the self-help that we might get, or the entertainment value of the pastor, this is where we will lose sight of the purpose in going in the first place. And when the pastor is o£ or we don’t feel like we “got anything” out of service or worship, we begin the slow drift because we are putting more value on the people and the church itself than on the collective worship and presence of God. I’m not saying that we can’t enter into His presence and worship Him elsewhere, because we know we can. But God created the church for a purpose—there is power in the gathering of the saints. And it says, “Blessed are those who dwell in your house.” Heart Check.

Are you excited to get to God's House? What's your motivation to get there?


REGISTERED IN ZION | Psalm 87

In the end, we see God’s love and care not only for Jerusalem, but for all who are born in it, which proverbially relates to our salvation in Christ. Through Him, we are grafted into the family of God. We are registered in Zion. And everyone is welcome, but not all will be registered because of their rejection of the invitation. Here we come to the most important Heart Check you will ever hear:

Are you registered in Zion?


 Deep Dive

 What is the light and truth of God and how might it lead you?

How important is it to connect the past, present, and future regarding our relationship with God?

How does Psalm 45 help you understand the relationship between you and Jesus?

How significant is the church in the life of a believer?

What attributes of God are seen throughout these psalms? Which of them do you cling to the most?

How can we reconcile the special nature of Jerusalem in the context of what is going on there today?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, we grateful to be called children of God, as you have welcomed us into your family by divine birthright in Jesus.

 Because of this, we can find joy. Thank you for reminding us that no matter what we may be going through, no matter how grim the circumstances may be, there is hope in you Jesus. So we recommit ourselves to bring you the sacrifice of praise, knowing that when we do, it is a sweet smelling fragrance to you. We come to the altar of your love and grace and cling to you, our only hope.

Fill our mouths today with words of encouragement, in ways that we speak to others but also in the way that we speak to ourselves. I pray that our words will be life-giving and full of promise so that we can pull ourselves up by the bootstraps and keep on marching forward. We have enough pesky voices pulling us down, so may ours not be one of them.

We know that we will face di£iculties in this life, and we will be challenged in our faith and even in our knowledge of who you are. I pray that when what we can see seems to contradict your very character, we will still choose to trust in you and in the ways you have delivered us in the past. Even if we can’t hear you, for whatever reason, we know that it is not because you don’t care. It is simply an opportunity for us to grow even deeper in our faith and to recommit ourselves to be faithful to you no matter what. May our loyalty be unwavering, never tossed about by the wind, but set upon a firm foundation.

Our hearts truly burst with excitement of what you are about to do. We haven’t seen anything yet, in comparison to your future glory. But until that day, I pray that we stay committed to the covenant that you have so graciously made with us as our King. Your beauty is unmatched, and your might cannot be touched. Thank you for using that to save us in your mighty love. You captured our hearts with your arrows of grace and kindness, so we praise you with gladness and joy.

Thank you for what you have done for us, as we remember in this week of Passover, the sacrifice that was made on our behalf. We are covered by your blood, and as sorrowful of an event that it was on Calvary, the beauty of the resurrection far surpasses that and allows us to rejoice instead of staying stuck in the sadness of it.

We know that you sing over us, valuing us as a treasure. No matter what we’ve done, how we’ve failed, or what we feel like you see us as beautiful. I pray that we can all be immersed so deeply in your love and embrace today, that it overfiows into every other relationship that we have.

Thank you for your victory over the grave. While death may come our way here on this earth, we will not fear it, for we know where we are going. But there are a lot of people who don’t know. And there is nothing worse than dying without you Jesus. We pray for every unsaved soul, that they will hear the knock at their door and welcome you in. Your desire is for all to come to repentance—the rich, the poor, the foolish, and the wise.

Knowing that this life is only our temporary home, please help us to focus on what truly matters. May our investments that we make with our time, money, talents, and energy be ones that are eternal in nature. We can’t take success and wealth with us, so I pray that we will have a good grasp and the right perspective of it.

Wealth isn’t a bad thing, but the love of it is where we run into problems. So may our love for you be the basis of our dealing with it.

As we continue this journey through life, I pray that our focus will always be on you and your dwelling presence, for it is in you where we will find our strength, favor, blessing, and goodness in this life. Looking for it elsewhere will leave us empty. May we walk uprightly with you, as we await the good that you so desire to give to us. So today we ask for revival—for restoration in our own lives, revival in our communities, in our churches, and in our nations. We are in desperate need of you Jesus. We know we don’t deserve the mercy that it takes to grant this, but we never were, and yet you did it anyway. And for that, we thank you.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 115 1 Chronicles 3-5| Heart Dive 365

April 25

 In 1 Chronicles 3, David’s descendants from his 7 wives are listed. Those born in Hebron are Amnon, Daniel, Absalom, Adonijah, Shephatiah, and Ithream. Those born in Jerusalem are Shimea, Shobab, Nathan, Solomon and others. Solomon, who succeeds David on the throne, is highlighted with the line of kings that follow him. The genealogy concludes with the last chronicled generation of Anani, which is seven generations removed from the exile.

In 1 Chronicles 4, the descendants of Judah are listed, including Perez, Hezron and Carmi. In the middle of the genealogy, we see a brief yet profound prayer of an honored man named Jabez. He prays for blessing, increase, protection, and for the presence of God to be with him in all that he does, and the Lord answers favorably. The descendants of Simeon are also listed, along with its areas of conquest and leadership.

In 1 Chronicles 5, the lineage of Jacob’s firstborn, Reuben, is listed. It is first noted that because he slept with his father’s concubine, Reuben’s birthright was taken and given to Joseph’s sons, Manasseh and Ephraim. Along with Gad and the half-tribe of Manasseh, Reuben inherited the land east of the Jordan, from Gilead to Bashan. These tribes successfully battle against the Hagarites, Jetur, Naphish, and Nodab, crying out to the Lord mid-battle and therefore victorious. Sadly, these tribes also fall into idolatry, leading to their exile from the land by the Assyrians.

SPIRITUAL LINEAGE | 1 Chronicles 3

While this genealogy is one that is tied together by bloodline, the thing that came to my mind as I read this was how we too were brought to the throne of royalty through this same bloodline.

Because of the blood of Jesus, we were declared a royal priesthood. While many of us have a general idea of where we came from in the familial sense, have you ever thought about how you came to royalty spiritually?

For me, I believe it started before I was even born, with my grandmothers, who I truly believe prayed for their grandchildren. Just as there are di£erent branches of the monarchy here, I can trace di£erent branches through my sisters, my aunties, my friends, some of my teachers, who all had a profound impact on my faith. Heart Check.

Can you trace your spiritual lineage? Who impacted your life to get you to the throne of grace?


BLESS ME | 1 Chronicles 4:10

When the book The Prayer of Jabez came out years ago, many people latched on to these verses as a means for personal blessing and prosperity.

But the more you understand the context of this prayer, the more you will realize that Jabez wasn’t asking for a personal blessing here. He was a man who was faithfully devoted to the Lord, and this is why he was honored. He was likely a scribe who studied God’s law, even to the point that the city where the scribes lived was named after him! So his prayer for a blessing was in the context of his place within a covenant people and for God’s purpose for them. He wanted to accomplish the promises of God and was asking for the provision to do so. Heart Check.

What are you asking God to bless today? Is it only for you? Or for his greater purpose?


ENLARGED TERRITORY

1 Chronicles 4:10 Secondly, Jabez prayed for an enlarged territory.

This was not a plea for more land and a bigger home. This was a prayer for greater infiuence. And we’re not talking about followers on Tik Tok or YouTube subscribers. He genuinely wanted to be able to reach more people.

Last year, I fervently prayed this prayer, not knowing what that would look like.

All I knew is that time was running out, and I wanted to be able to help ready the troops for an impending battle. We are coming up against some of the fiercest spiritual battles we will ever see in our lifetime as the time draws nearer to Christ’s returning. This isn’t something to be scared of—it should excite you to have been chosen for such a time as this. So now is the time to ask for the Lord to increase your territory. But if we don’t know where our border lines are currently, how will we know when they have been pushed out? Heart Check.

Do you know your territory? Who have you been called to influence? How can those borders be expanded?


WORKPLACE MINISTRY | 1 Chronicles 4:22-23

One of the things I love about the Lord is how He will always remind us how it isn’t just the ones on the stage or on the screen who matter.

Here he lists the potters or the gardeners—these were considered “servant jobs,” yet they’re listed in the genealogy of David! What this tells us is that every job can be an opportunity for ministry. The Bible tells us that whatever you do, do it for the glory of God (1 Cor. 10:31). This doesn’t mean that you need to preach in the middle of the grocery store. But you can silently pray for each person you have a transaction with. Or you can bless people with kindness and generosity. Being a Christian is not about being religious. It’s simply being Christlike and displaying His character to everyone we encounter. Heart Check.

How are you ministering in your workplace?


GREATER OPPORTUNITY | 1 Chronicles 4:24-43

In the end, the tribe of Simeon temporarily grew stronger (they will later lose their identity), and part of the reason was because they were a people of vision—they looked beyond their area of comfort and expanded their territory.

The Bible says that without vision, the people perish (Proverbs 29:18), so they may have very well disappeared had they not continued looking for greater opportunity beyond their borders.

A lot of the time, we are the ones who hold ourselves back from doing greater things because we are comfortable where we are, we are afraid of the unknown or what lies beyond what we can see, or we think we aren’t strong enough to drive out the enemy. Heart Check.

Are you looking for greater opportunity? What's keeping you from taking hold of it?


 Deep Dive

 How do you see the faithfulness of God through the lineage of David?

How is God’s grace and sovereignty on display through the unfaithfulness of the kings in David’s line?

Look at the lives of some of the key players. How do they inspire your faith?

Compare what Jabez was asking for and what society seeks as blessings. How are they di£erent?

Can true blessings be materialistic?

What conclusions can we draw from the initial success and the eventual fall of the Transjordan tribes?

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 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for your unwavering promises that we see fulfilled through the life of David.

 Your faithfulness is so keenly on display in the way that you led and cared for every person to fit into your divine plan and purpose. Every response that we see, whether faithful or a complete failure, serves as a testament to your unfaltering plan. You never fail, even when we do.

Thank you for showing us the beauty of the spiritual lineage once again. While we may not be royalty by way of physical descension, we are royalty by your blood, Jesus. What an honor it is to be called a child of God. I pray that we will honor every person who led us to you, whether it was through prayer, words of encouragement, or invitation. Bless them, Lord. And may we do the same in the lives of others, as we bring them to your throne.

I pray that every place we step foot, whether it is in our homes, our classrooms, our workplace, or even in times of recreation, may we be a beacon of light and hope. We know that every encounter we have is a divine appointment, so help us to see it that way. Give us the words to speak, and may we always be a living testimony to all we come in contact with.

May we be a people of prayer, understanding its power and purpose. First and foremost, you want communion with us, so we will delight in that. But we also know that through prayer, you will begin to shift things in our hearts while helping us to see things from your perspective. As we take the focus of ourselves and look to you, somehow the mountains begin to look a little smaller, and our territory begins to widen. So we ask today that you will bless us indeed, so that we are able to serve your greater purpose.

Show us what that looks like so that we can boldly walk in it. I pray for a good understanding of our territory—where you’ve placed us, who is in it, and our role within that. We ask for an increase in territory—push us beyond our borders so that we can bring heaven down to the earth, into new places, and straight into the hearts of man. We can’t do it alone, so we ask that you will be with us every step of the way. Oh, how we need your Presence. And keep us from harm, both in the way that the enemy wishes to take us out, but also from internal harm that we may bring upon ourselves. Protect our minds, our motives, and our intentions, so that everything we do is honorable in your sight. You know what our desires are, and we trust that in asking for them, that you will grant us whatever is good for us. Thank you for that and thank you for the permission to be able to fervently ask for the things that we want and need. But overall, your will be done here on earth as it is in heaven.

Our greatest request is that you will keep us near to you, for we can gain everything in this world and yet lose our soul. So no matter how much blessing is poured into our lives, our greatest desire is that our relationship with you is genuine, for there is nothing on earth that will satisfy us. You are truly all we need. So may we always be faithful and obedient to you all the days of our lives.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 116 Psalms 73, 77-78 | Heart Dive 365

April 26

In Psalm 73, the psalmist Asaph begins by declaring that God is good to Israel and the pure in heart, but in seeing the prosperity of the wicked, he is losing confidence. He gives reason for this belief, describing what his eyes see and begins to wonder what the point is in maintaining a pure heart. But his perspective changes when he goes to the sanctuary to worship—it’s there where he realizes that the wicked’s success is only temporary and everything he is seeing is all an illusion; therefore, he regrets his foolishness in thinking otherwise. Asaph rea£irms his faith in knowing that God is with him and guiding him, and that the glory of heaven that awaits is far greater than anything on earth. He declares that the Lord is his refuge and strength, and he resolves to tell others.

In Psalm 77, Asaph cries out to the Lord, trusting that He will hear his call. Even though Asaph is seeking the Lord, his pain and distress only continue to worsen, and he begins to feel as though God has abandoned him. However, when he pauses for a moment, his focus shifts to God and becomes more hopeful, as he remembers God’s great miracles and work in the past, especially in the way He delivered His people out of Egypt.

In Psalm 78, Asaph calls upon the people to listen to the parables and teachings from the past as they relay the same message to their children. In doing so, the next generation will have a renewed hope and desire to obey, unlike their fathers’ generation. He refers to Israel as Ephraim and recalls how they turned away from God and tested Him in the wilderness, forgetting how he delivered and provided for them. In His anger, God humbled them, but they continued in their sin and unfaithfulness, refusing to repent and thus breaking covenant with Him. Asaph continues to describe the way the people tested God, even as He showed His saving power through the plagues in Egypt and the way He drove out the inhabitants of the Promised Land. Their rebellion continued as they took on new forms of idolatry, angering God even further, and leaving them at the mercy of their enemies as His Presence departed. Yet despite all this, God did not completely abandon them. He instead chose to raise up a faithful shepherd, David, out of the tribe of Judah to lead His people with an upright heart.

GOD IS GOOD | Psalm 73:1

Asaph begins with this declaration that God is good—I believe he did this because if he didn’t purpose that in his heart before pouring out all his other feelings, he might lose hope. Knowing that God is good is the foundation of our hope and faith—if we lose sight of that, we will lose hope. Adam and Eve lost sight of this in thinking that perhaps God was withholding something from them—they doubted His goodness, and therefore they sinned. Remember, He withholds no good thing from those who walk uprightly with Him (Psalm 84:11). Heart Check.

Do you truly believe God is good? Or do you feel He is withholding good from you?


PURE IN HEART | Psalm 73:1

Secondly, look at who God is specifically good to—Israel and the pure in heart—those who are governed by God and who have good clean insides. You might be saying, well in that case, I’m disqualified. True. Without Jesus, we are all disqualified. But because of His goodness and mercy, He gave us the free gift of grace, and by his blood, He has washed us clean from all of our in. He gave us a new heart! But the purity comes when we allow Him to be Lord over our lives and when we live in true repentance. We don’t just say sorry and keep doing the same things. We make a 180 and turn toward Him. Heart Check.

Is your heart pure and is He truly Lord over your life?


PAUSE | Psalm 77:9

This word “selah” is so significant here—Asaph seems to be in a spiritual nosedive, and he realizes that if he doesn’t stop and take a breath, he’s going to crash.

Sometimes life feels this way—that everything around us is caving in and burying us alive. And because we live in such a fast-paced society, we feel that if we slow down, life is going to pass us by.

But this is where hitting the pause button for just a moment is so necessary. The Lord tells us to “be still and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10). This doesn’t mean we give up and quit—this means we wake up out of our nightmare and breathe a sigh of relief. We get out of the hamster wheel and trust that because He holds the universe in his hands, we will not be left behind if we hit the pause button.

One of the most pivotal moments in my life was when I was working the morning news, waking up at 1 A.M., coming home at 3 P.M. to two toddlers and just feeling like a ragdoll.

And I so clearly remember the day when I saw myself on our security cameras, and I couldn’t believe how frantic I looked just walking out the door. I didn’t realize it at the time, but my life was so full of anxiety because I was running an endless marathon with no end in sight.

And it was in that moment that I paused and purposed in my heart that I would slow down in every way-- physically, spiritually, and mentally. It was the best decision I ever made, because the peace that washed over my life a£ected everything around me. The moment I stopped striving was the moment where God began to take me to new heights with Him, instead of me trying to pull Him along in my plans. Heart Check.

Do you need to selah?


REMEMBER | Psalm 77:11-12

Asaph gives us a 3-step process for encouragement: remember what the Lord has done, refiect on it, and relate it to your life personally. I like to add two more steps into that by saying relay it to others and repeat. But the first step is the most important—because if we don’t remember what the Lord has done, we can’t do any of the other steps. I think this is important because our memory banks are often full of the bad things that have happened and we have a harder time remembering the small victories. This is why I am such a proponent of journaling or writing things down. Heart Check.

If you had to weite down 3 things that the Lord has done for you lately, what would they be?


THE NEXT GENERATION | Psalm 78:1-8

Asaph just spent 8 verses telling the people that they needed to tell their children (step #4 in the 5-step encouragement process) about what God has done. We know that we are our children’s greatest teachers. And sometimes we are really good at teaching them how to fold laundry or how to put the dishes away, but we expect others to teach them about the Bible and Jesus (not the case with most of you), but here we clearly see that this is our responsibility as parents, whether we have children or not. Because I’ve said it before—as we grow in our knowledge and relationship with Christ, we become spiritual parents and are responsible to teach those younger in the faith.
Heart Check.

How areyou helping to raise the next generation? What historical lessons areyou teaching?


SHEPHERDS | Psalm 78:70-72

When David was younger, shepherding was one of the more menial tasks—it was not glorious to be the leader of a bunch of wild animals. But what’s amazing is that this was his training ground. Because guess what he’s going to be doing? Leading a bunch of wild animals! He learned incredible leadership skills when he was among the sheep. And this is where you will often find the greatest of leaders—they are among the people, guiding them, shepherding them, listening to them, teaching them. They don’t sit in their penthouse suite somewhere out of the reach of their followers. They are on the battlefield, right alongside them. This is why God chose David—because he not only had a heart for God, but a heart for people, and he would reach out and use his skills to be able to lead them well. Heart Check.

Knowing what it takes to be a good leader in God's eyes, what does your leadership ability look like? Are you among the flock? Are you ready to be chosen by God as a leader?



 Deep Dive

 Can you relate to Asaph’s feelings of distress?

How does Asaph’s journey through doubt and faith bring you hope?

What practical ways can we overcome our doubt when what we see on earth does not refiect the goodness of God?

If God’s Word was intended to be passed down in order to make the next generation better, why does it seem as though society is becoming more morally corrupt?

What can we learn from the repeated failure of the Israelites?

What aspects of God’s character do you see the most in these chapters?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, One of the greatest things that we see today is that you are good.

 There is nothing on earth that we desire besides you, as we fix our eyes on your goodness. For when we look to the left and to the right, we begin to lose footing, so I pray that you will continue to be the lifter of our heads so that we have nowhere else to look but up. You are our refuge and strength, so when we feel we can’t take another step forward, you are there to carry us.

Thank you, Jesus, for your counsel and guidance. Thank you for being Lord over our lives—we surrender all to you today. Thank you for giving us a new heart and for continually washing us clean by the blood.

For anyone who is struggling to see your goodness or for anyone who is having a hard time seeing beyond life on this earth, I pray that you will breathe new life into them today. Allow them to feel your presence so that they can gain an eternal perspective. Open their eyes to the things of God. The moment we realize that this is just our temporary home, and that heaven exceeds all our expectations, we will begin to see things di£erently while we are here, and our hope will be renewed as we look to your glory.

Thank you for giving us permission today to feel the very real feelings of distress and despair. Even the most faithful of men dealt with this. But we also thank you for the reminder of how imperative it is for us not to stay stuck in that, for our sorrow may last through the night, but joy comes in the morning! It comes when we choose to wake up out of the rut we are in. So we do that today—we remember your goodness and faithfulness. I pray that we will purpose in our hearts to be active in our selah. As we take the time to refiect on who you are and how that relates to us as your children, we declare that we will relay it to others and then do it again. When we take the focus o£ ourselves and look to you, the one who guides us, we will not lose our way or our firm footing. For in you, we have a firm foundation upon which we stand, and we will not cave to the pressure of this world. Thank you for your unfailing love and providential care.

Thank you that even in times of our own doubt or failure to believe or trust you, you never give up on us. So I pray that we never forget the times that you have been with us, delivering us from trouble, providing for us when our souls were parched or in starvation mode. And as we grow in maturity with you, I pray that we will be the teachers of the next generation, both in terms of age and spiritual growth.

I pray that our hearts will be full of gratitude, content with our portion, and faithful to carry out what we say we are going to do. We don’t want our unbelief in you or ourselves to limit what you can do through us. So I pray that you help our unbelief, increase our faith, and awaken us today from simply dreaming to actually living. We want to walk the talk.

Thank you for continuing to pursue us, even when we go o£-roading for a bit. Thank you for still choosing us. May we all be good shepherds, loving others, guiding them, teaching them, and protecting them, just as you have done for us.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 117 1 Chronicles 6 | Heart Dive 365

April 27

In 1 Chronicles 6, we dive back into the genealogies of God's people; this time, it is of the Levites, the priestly tribe.The chapter meticulously traces their lineage, starting with Levi's sons, then moving to Aaron's sons, and finally, the various Levite dwelling places since they did not receive an inheritance of land.

It also highlights the roles of the Levites, including musicians, in temple worship.

The genealogies serve as a vital reminder to the returning exiles of their ancestral heritage and the priests' responsibilities in leading the people in worship and maintaining the sanctity of the Tabernacle or temple.

By preserving these records, the Israelites could ensure the continuity and integrity of their religious practices, reinforcing their identity as a chosen people set apart for God's service.

ERAS TOUR | 1 Chronicles 6:15

Exile was the repercussions of apostasy so again remember in Judges there was the cycle of sin and rebellion.

SO, once again the people chose to not obey him to follow him and so he said, "here you go”, and into exile they went. They were banished and taken away to a land that was not their own, that was not the promised land, and once again enslaved.

It was the end of an error. It was the end of a very significant time where they lived in the Promised Land and they lost it. Ezra is trying to remind the people of the Priestly duties and what is entitled or inherited to them which is really just the role of being a priest. If you were just kicked out - wouldn't that be a significant time to remember that you'd lost everything? It's all gone? What would you do during that time? What would you do when you're finally allowed to return? Heart Check.

Are you at the end of an era? Will the past era be a learning experience to build upon or a cycle that repeats itself?


SWEET, SWEET SOUND | 1 Chronicles 6:31

It is heartening to see that the Lord and David emphasized worship and praise. David was a poet, singer, and harp player.

Consider this: when our hearts are heavy with grief (and we all have experienced such moments), the right song can bring a sense of solace. It's as if the music is a balm, a Sweet Sweet Sound that soothes our souls.

Refiecting on my own experiences, I can't help but feel a surge of joy and gratitude. ' I Love You Lord and I lift my voice'-these words have been a Sweet Sweet Sound to my ears, a testament to the power of praise and worship.

So, imagine what it is when we give our all in our hearts to the Lord, so much so that in his word, there were priests set aside to sing. That's why there's worship in church, and it's not something to be frowned upon. I know lots of people do it in a lot of di£erent ways. Okay, so we're not going to get into that one, but I wanted to emphasize that praise and worship in song honors and glorifies God. He likes it. Heart Check.

Are you prioritizing time for praise and worship of God or the world?


ROLES | 1 Chronicles 6:48

Have you heard of the show Fixer Upper or the TV Network Magnolia by Joanna and Chip Gaines? I was reading the biography of Chip Gaines and one thing in particular was as they talked about their marriage and business; they learned that they had to stay in their lane. They had to stay in the role that was distinct for them and whenever they would swerve and try to hijack the lane of their spouse - that's when trouble would happen.

So they learned to stay in your own lane- the lane the Lord has you in. If we see throughout the Bible, what happened when people came out of their lane?

Saul lost his role because he tried to hijack the role of Samuel and so the emphasis of sharing the lineage and the genealogy of the Levites is allowing the people to know you can't hijack the role that God has ordained for the Levites and especially the lineage of Aaron. Heart Check.

Are distinct roles or "lanes" hijacking your service to the Lord? How would accepting the role given to you benefit your spiritual walk through surrendered effort?


BOUNDARIES | 1 Chronicles 6:81

Knowing their history will help God's people rebuild the ministry when they return from exile, which is very important because they will need God more than ever as they try to rebuild after the Assyrian Exile.

Emerging from years of exile, the community seeks the guidance of Godly individuals and a wise Council. The beauty lies in the unity and inclusivity of this community, where boundaries are dissolved, and all are welcome.

These priests weren't allotted land yet they were scattered amongst one another so that there could be a proper spiritual discipline, growing counsel and wisdom, and mentoring, such as Titus 2 men and women, pouring into the younger generations.

Also, a reminder, if you are spiritually farther along, you're also capable of pouring into the one who's a little bit spiritually younger than you.

The priests were scattered among the people in all these little cities, but they can minister to the people without boundaries or restrictions. No territorial lines are holding them back. Heart Check.

Are your territory boundaries holding you back from true fellowship?



 Deep Dive

 So what, who cares? Why are genealogies important?

How is the line of Aaron and role of the High Priests significant to the coming Messiah of Jesus Christ?

Explain how God was supposed to be the inheritance or portion for the Levites?

Would you excel or fail with a strict role or job if it was ordained by God? What if it wasn’t a role you desired?

Why is it important to remember the line of Levites as God’s people return from exile?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father,

 You know, sometimes I get lost in the lists of names and generations in the Bible. But then I remember that each name represents a story, a life, a purpose ordained by You. Just like those genealogies, I trust that You have a plan for each of us, weaving our lives into Your grand tapestry of history.

Lord, teach us to pray with sincerity and vulnerability, just as the psalmists did. Help us to pour out our hearts to You, knowing that You listen and care deeply about every word we utter. Let our prayers be more than just words, but a genuine conversation with You, our loving Father.

In times of worship, may our hearts be fully engaged, lifting up praises to You with joy and gratitude. Let our songs be a sweet melody that rises up to heaven, touching Your heart and bringing glory to Your name. May our worship be a refiection of our love and adoration for You, our Creator and Sustainer.

Help us, Lord, to trust in Your roles for us, knowing that You have equipped us with everything we need to fulfill Your purpose. Give us the courage to step out in faith, even when the path ahead seems uncertain. Remind us that You are always with us, guiding us and empowering us to walk in Your ways.

As we journey through life, help us to keep our eyes fixed on You, our faithful and unchanging God. Give us the wisdom to discern Your will and the strength to follow where You lead. May our lives be a testimony to Your faithfulness and goodness, drawing others closer to You.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 118 Psalms 81, 88, 92-93 | Heart Dive 365

April 28

In Psalm 81, Asaph begins with a call to hearty praise using song and joyful shouts, in celebration of the New Moon festival. The psalm shifts to God responding directly to Israel, declaring that He lifted their burden, delivered them from Egypt, and tested them in the wilderness. He calls them to remove all idolatry and allow Him to meet their needs. Yet because the people don’t listen, He gives them over to their own hearts, declaring that if they had only listened, they would’ve been filled and satisfied.

In Psalm 88, Heman cries out to the Lord in desperation, expressing his anguish as he feels death drawing near. He feels as though God is pouring out His wrath upon his life and committing him to Sheol, away from his friends and with no chance to escape. Yet he continues to pray and cry out to the Lord, pouring out his grief and complaints.

In Psalm 92, the psalmist encourages the people to respond to the Lord’s faithfulness and mercy with thanksgiving and songs of praise. He declares the greatness and depth of God’s works and thoughts, in which none can understand, especially the wicked. He expresses the temporary nature of evildoers and their impending destruction.

Considering this, he recognizes the Lord’s strengthening and refreshing on his life, and he is encouraged in knowing that the righteous will fiourish when they are firmly planted in God’s house. Even in their golden years, they will continue to bear fruit. The psalmist ends with a declaration of the Lord’s righteousness and immovability.

In Psalm 93, the psalmist declares that the Lord reigns in majesty and strength. He celebrates the Lord’s stability as Creator, mightier than the waves and fioodwaters. He ends the psalm by acknowledging the trustworthy and holy nature of God.

BIGGER AND BETTER | Psalm 81

What I love about this psalm is that we get to hear straight from God, who is telling us that He wants to give us His best, He wants us to be satisfied, and He wants us to be open to big opportunities. But sometimes we can be the ones who close ourselves off to the possibilities of that based on our own fear or insecurities. Heart Check.

Are you open to bigger and better? Is your life open wide and being filled to satisfaction


GIVE THANKS | Psalm 92:1

This is one of the best attitudes in life, because it can shift every situation in your mind. When we have hearts of gratitude, we live with more joy, we navigate stress a little better, we have an easier time seeing God because we will be looking for good rather than only being focused on our lack or needs. Being grateful keeps you humble. But’s this is more than just an attitude—the psalmist declares an action—we must actually give thanks, not just acknowledge it. Heart Check.

Is there someone you need to thank or show gratitude to today? What are you grateful for?


CONNECTING ROOTS | Psalm 92:12

One of the characteristics of a cedar tree is its strength and immovability. It is able to withstand high heat, extreme cold, and vicious winds that are sometimes found in those mountainous areas in which they grow. One of the reasons for this is its horizontal root system that links up with other trees so that when the wind blows, it cannot be shaken. There is something to say about the root system in which we are connected. Heart Check.

What is your root system like? Are you connected to people who will hold you up when the storms of life hit? Or do you need to find roots to link up with?


FRUIT-BEARING FRIENDS | Psalm 92:14

The Bible is always showing us the beauty in aging, whereas society is looking for ways to reverse or stop it. But I love that we see that there is a glorious hope in getting older—that we will continue to bear fruit well beyond our physical fruit bearing capabilities. Like the palm tree, the older we get, the more fruit we will produce if we are firmly planted in the presence of God. That’s how I want to be! And what this made me realize is that there is so much value in connecting with those who may be older than you, especially if they are palm-like. We talk a lot about pouring into the generation after us, but how about reaching upward to find mentorship in the generation before you? Heart Check.

Do you have fruit bearing friends who provide mentoship in your life?


BEARING FRUIT | Psalm 92:14

Lastly, notice the requirement for this ability to fiourish—it’s the ones who are planted in the courts of our God. I have heard this used to preach the importance of church membership. But I see this so differently now. The courts of our God is where His presence dwells. And yes, His Presence is absolutely found in church. But you know where else it is? Inside of you! But some of us haven’t truly planted ourselves into His Presence. And one of the best ways to know if you’re truly growing is by the fruit that you bear. The fruit of the Spirit being love, patience, goodness, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. We talked about this in the beginning of Bible study, in the first quarter. If you have been here, growing in His Word, there should also be growth in your spirit and therefore fruit that has been born. Heart Check.

Are you bearing fruit as you plant yourself deeper in His Presence


 Deep Dive

 How does modern day worship refiect what is described in Psalm 81?

What does an abundant life look like from God’s perspective?

How do we reconcile despair and anguish with trust and hope?

What can we learn from the perseverance in prayer that Haman had?

Consider the seasons in your life. How do they refiect what is portrayed in the Biblical seasons of life?

What can be compared to the roaring seas in our lives? How might knowing that God is mightier help you deal with chaos or turbulence?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, your faithfulness is unmatched, and we joyfully praise you today because of it.

Thank you for being with us when we feel as though we are being tossed around in the chaos or instability of life. Your power is supreme, mightier than the greatest and strongest things of the earth. Your established dominion gives us a lifeline to hold on to when we feel like we are sinking.

Thank you for your goodness and your unyielding faithfulness that you have made so readily available to all who desire it. I pray that when we wake up in the morning, that the first thing that comes from our lips are words of gratitude and praise to you. I pray that we will worship you with more vigor than we carry to sporting events, concerts, or conferences. You are deserving of all our praise, so I pray that our worship will be a sweet sound to your ears. And before we lay our head to rest, I pray we will remember your faithfulness that guided us through our day so that we can go to sleep with a fullness in our hearts.

Thank you, Jesus, for delivering us from the slavery of sin, giving us rest when we are weary, carrying our burdens, and hearing our cries. We even thank you for the hard times in life, knowing that our life simply being run through a diagnostic testing, producing perseverance so that we can grow in our faith.

Thank you for being a God of greater things. You so desire to pour out the best into our lives and to put us into wide open spaces, giving us an abundant life. I pray that we will be open to that so that we do not leave unfulfilled potential, unclaimed blessings or missed opportunities on the table. We want to hear you, listen, obey, and walk in your ways, for that is the road that leads straight to your kindness and generosity. We don’t worship you for what we can get, but we most certainly celebrate with grateful hearts when you do provide for us. The breath in our lungs is reason enough to shout a hallelujah.

If there is any stubbornness in our hearts, we ask that you remove it now. We don’t want to be left to ourselves, for that would be the worst of our circumstances. We need your Presence every second.

Thank you for showing us that we have permission to grieve and to pour out our complaints to you in such a real and raw way. We know that grief and depression don’t just go away overnight, so sometimes we need to ceaselessly pour out our anguish until we feel the pressure valve released a little so we can take a breath.

In fact, we know this is necessary to do, because in coming to you with our unedited selves, you can start making changes if we give you that divine authority over our lives. May we never assume that you can’t handle our messes or that you don’t want to. So I pray that we won’t keep ourselves from prayer based on a faulty assumption. You want nothing more than to hear our voices, whether they are cries of desperation or joy-filled praises. We know it blesses your heart to be able to pick us up and comfort us. And you are with us in every moment, especially in our darkest hours.

But when we come out of that pit, oh how we will rejoice as you strengthen and refresh us once again. Sometimes when we come out of dark places, light can seem a little uncomfortable, so protect our fragile eyes as you lead us back into daylight, rehabilitating our spirits back to the place where you intended them to be. And I pray that we will plant ourselves in your Presence so that as we continue to grow stronger, we will be unshakeable, and we will fiourish and bear more fruit. May it all bring you honor and glory.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 119 1 Chronicles 7-10 | Heart Dive 365

April 29

 In 1 Chronicles 7, the genealogy of the tribes of Issachar, Benjamin, Naphtali, Manasseh, Ephraim, and Asher are given. Issachar’s military strength is highlighted, with 87,000 mighty warriors. Benjamin’s genealogy focuses solely on the sons of Tula, one of four sons of Benjamin. Naphtali is briefiy mentioned but Dan and Issachar are not. Ephraim’s account begins by noting an incident where the men of Gath killed some of the men in a livestock raid. Ephraim mourned this loss and later had a son named Beriah. The tribe of Asher notes 26,000 mighty warriors.

In 1 Chronicles 8, a detailed account of the generations of the tribe of Benjamin is given to account for the genealogy of Saul. This list includes the Benjamite sons Bela, Ashbel, Aharah, Nohah, Rapha, and their descendants. The families living in Jerusalem are also noted with a focus on Beriah and Shimei.

In 1 Chronicles 9, the genealogy of the returned exiles are noted, including the Israelites, the priests, the Levites, and the temple servants. Some of the tribes of Judah, Benjamin, Ephraim, and Manasseh dwelled in Jerusalem. Aaron’s line of priests is outlined, along with the duties of the Levites, including gatekeepers, musicians, and other workers. The chapter concludes with a repeated genealogy of Saul prior to his death.

In 1 Chronicles 10, an account of the fall of King Saul is given. It begins with Israel’s defeat against the Philistines at Mt. Gilboa, where Saul and his sons were tragically killed. When found, the Philistines removed Saul’s head and armor and set them on display in the temple of Dagon. However, valiant men from Jabesh-Gilead rescued his body and gave it a proper burial. The chapter ends with a statement of Saul’s death being a result of his unfaithfulness and disobedience and the way he consulted a medium for spiritual guidance. Therefore, the kingdom has been handed over to David, the son of Jesse.

FIRST CLASS | 1 Chronicles 9:2

 

Notice who was brought back into the land first—the priests, the Levites, and the temple servants. These were the people who fully devoted their lives to the service of the Lord, and now they’re being given priority boarding to get on the plane first. But this isn’t how society has us set up—it’s the rich and famous who get priority boarding and first class seats. But not so in Kingdom Airways—the Lord tells us that if we want first class treatment, we need to be servants first (Matt. 20:27). Heart Check.

Will you have first class and priority boarding? Are you a kingdom servant?


BACKGROUND WORSHIP | 1 Chronicles 9:33-34

Listed last, but certainly not least, are the musicians. We know they’re not the least in the kingdom because the Lord has music playing around the clock— the stars singing at creation, angels worshipping at the birth of Jesus—he does miraculous work when we worship! Some of the greatest breakthroughs happen in times of worship, healings take place, people are delivered from strongholds, battles are won! Remember, it’s the musicians who were put at the frontlines of battle. So knowing this, Heart check.

Is there a melody in your heart? What background music are you providing for the Lord to work in your life?


THE “RE” GOD | 1 Chronicles 9:1-34

What I love about this chapter is that it presents God as the “RE” God. He is the God of the redo. He is always looking for ways to return, rebuild, and restore. But first He looks for the hearts that are set on Him—the ones who are open to that restoration. In fact, He even calls us to gently restore our brothers and sisters after they fall. We don’t keep holding their past against them. Heart Check.

Is there something in your life that needs a REDO? Have you set it before the Lord to allow Him to restore?


SOWING SEEDS | 1 Chronicles 10:12

 

While Saul’s life came to a tragic end, his account wasn’t completely depleted. The men of Jabesh-gilead honored him in the end, and it was because of the way Saul had shown them kindness and mercy when they were struggling against the Ammonites. The seeds that he had sown were being returned to him. The Bible says that we will reap what we sow (Gal. 6:7). Heart Check.

What kinds of seeds are you sowing?


 Deep Dive

 Why was there such a focus on mighty warriors? How might this speak to spiritual warfare?

How might genealogy apply to churches today in terms of community and identity?

If you were to write an account of your family history, which details, people, and stories would you include?

Why was there a focus on the Benjamite tribe?

What can be learned from the di£erent roles of the Levites and temple servants?

What lessons can we learn from the life of Saul, especially in light of his tragic end?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for being the God of redo?

 We are so grateful that underneath all our failures, you are still able to see the golden potential in every one of us, and you never give up on us. You are able to sift through rubble to find rebuilding materials and your ability to create a masterpiece from ruins and beauty from ashes is beyond us. This allows us to look at our ruins and call them glorious, because there is always an opportunity for you to be glorified in our messes. But this requires us to humbly submit it all back to you. I pray that we do that today. May our hearts be completely wrecked before you, laid out in such a way that you can do a mighty work.

As we wait, I pray that our hearts will be filled with worship, making a sweet melody unto you. We know that you inhabit the praises of your people, so may our hearts’ songs be a part of the playlist in heaven. We know that you do mighty works through worship, and we are so ready for breakthrough. We know it’s on the way, and we will not be apathetic or lazy in waiting for it. We will instead be expectant, fully trusting that you have a divine plan that is being turned in our favor and for our good. Wow, what a good God you are. If there is any fear, hesitation, unfaithfulness, or disobedience in us, please help us see the power, love and soundness of mind that you have given to us. It’s there—we just need to recognize it and allow it to buck out that spirit of fear that was not given to us by you. We don’t have time or room in our spirit for that. So kick it out today in Jesus’ name. We resolve to be mighty warriors for your purposes and we will not cower to the ploys of the enemy. We declare that our ending of victory isn’t one that is coming—it is one that has already happened. And we will therefore fight from that.

Thank you for being our promise keeper. We are so grateful for the beautiful covenant that we now live under, one that is full of promise and glory. I pray that we will help carry it forward to future generations just the way that you have always done. Thank you for our lineage of ancestors who have gone before us. We know that they all played a role in the setup of our lives, and we honor them, in their failures and in their successes, because you have turned it for my good. I pray that we never forget where we came from, and that we always appreciate and acknowledge our past, for from it came the building blocks that you were able to use to shape us into the people we are today. But most of all, we honor you and what you have done for us Jesus. It is because of your death, your victory over the grave, your mercy and kindness that we have any hope today.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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Day 120 Psalms 102-104 | Heart Dive 365

April 30

In Psalm 102, the psalmist cries out for deliverance to the Lord. He reflects upon the frailty of life and is unable to eat, as he is not only physically and internally distressed, but he is also being taunted and attacked externally. However, he sets his focus back on the Lord, praising Him for future deliverance and restoration and anticipating the rebuilding of Jerusalem. His hope is that the future generation will see and learn from their experience and praise God, bringing Him glory. The psalmist goes back to his weakened state, recognizing the brevity of life compared to the eternal nature of God. He ends the psalms with a statement of knowledge that God’s people will always be secure and established before Him.

In Psalm 103, David speaks to his soul, urging it to bless the Lord for His holiness and for what He does. He acknowledges His total forgiveness of all sin, His ability to heal all diseases, His redemption, His giving of crowns of love and mercy, and the satisfaction and strength He gives, renewing one’s youth like an eagle. David further describes the Lord’s special care for those who are in need in terms of justice and righteousness. He has given instruction for life by way of the Law, He is merciful, gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love. While we may deserve punishment, He does not deal with us unkindly. David gives a description of God’s mercy by comparing it to the infinite nature of the heavens and His removal and separation of sin from us. Because He knows our frailty and fickle nature, He shows even more compassion. But for those who fear Him and live in obedience will give even more mercy. The psalm ends with a call to all of heaven and earth to praise the Lord along with Him.

In Psalm 104, the psalmist poetically alludes to creation with his praise. He begins by blessing the Lord for His splendor and majesty, noting His wardrobe of light as He creates the heavens. He paints a picture of the Lord riding on the winds with the clouds as his chariot and the winds and fire being his ministers and messengers. He describes God’s creation of the earth and hints at the Noahic covenant with the boundaries set over the waters. He highlights how God supplies all of creation with sustenance of life, including plants and wildlife. He refers to the patterns of life including the seasons and days as they relate to animals and humans. The psalmist notes how all creation depends on the Lord for its sustenance, underscoring His sovereignty and provision. Without Him, there would be life or death. The psalmist ends with a prayer for the Lord to rejoice in His works, as he responds with a vow of praise.

OUT OF THE FUNK | Psalm 102:6-7

These three birds mentioned are painting a picture of loneliness and isolation. If I learned anything growing up with a father who suffered from depression and bipolarism, continued isolation is destructive. It’s the thing his fiesh thought he wanted most, but we knew that the moment we got him out of his funk and back around family and friends, his joy was restored. It was never easy getting him there, but he never regretted it.

This is why the enemy fights so hard to ruin relationships and your view of community and fellowship—because he knows that if he can get you away from the voices that will a£irm God’s word and lift you up through encouragement, he can then leave you to your own thoughts as he becomes the only voice of infiuence in your ear—and it’s a voice driven on lies, which ultimately leads to self-sabotage and internal destruction. Heart Check.

Can you recognize whenthe enemy is try to isolate you? What do youdo to get out of the funk?


BLESS THE LORD | Psalm 103

If you ever feel yourself forgetting how to praise, David gives us a wonderful list here. And in doing so, we actually make the Father happy—we bless Him! A lot of us think that we don’t have the ability or the right to make God happy. In fact, we think we are always making him mad with how much we are messing up. But if we know His fatherly nature, that extends well beyond any earthly father, we will know that His compassion and mercy is far greater than anything we will ever know from another human being.

So what does praise consist of?

1.)     Fearing the Lord (respecting, revering, standing in awe of)

2.)     Remembering His mercy, kindness, faithfulness, ability to heal, forgiveness, and compassion

3.)     Living a life of gratitude

4.)     Obeying.

Heart check.

Does your soul bless the Lord? Is your life one of praise?


 Deep Dive

 How can we contrast our personal anguish with God’s eternal nature and promises?

How do these psalms shape your idea of prayer?

How have you experienced the Lord’s love and mercy?

What does God’s forgiveness look like and what does it mean for your sin?

What does Psalm 104 show us about God’s relationship to creation?

How is your relationship with creation?

  Kanoe Gibson's Printable Notes Link


 Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for this beautiful depicition of you glory and majesty

 Being reminded of your sovereignty over all of creation is truly humbling, especially when we take a moment to truly grasp the immensity of the world and how small we are. Sometimes we think that our problems and issues are surely the ones in need of dire attention from you, but in relation to the vastness of this world and all that is in it, our perspective of the self to creation ratio begins to shift.

We marvel today at your creativity—you are the master artist, carpenter, engineer, doctor, and so many other things, yet your “profession” has never come before us. We have always mattered more to you than anything you ever created, and how we long to even have an ounce of that love and dedication that can be refiected right back on to you.

We celebrate you today as we live our lives in joyful dependence upon you, knowing that you will always provide for our every need. Thank you for your unchanging ways in such a fiuid world. The foundations of the earth are unshakeable but we sure are running amuck here on the surface, so we hold on to you, our peace and our stronghold.

Thank you for your perfect timing, everything orchestrated so beautifully and in due season. We are so grateful for your provision every single day—the light that wakes us up, the first breath we take when we open our eyes, a good cup of co£ee or tea, the ability to hear your Word, the roof over our head, our families, and friends. Oh, how you’ve been so good to us. May your glory endure forever, as we declare that we will sing to you as long as we live. May our thoughts be pleasing, and our praises be sweet sounds to your ears.

Thank you for forgiving us of all of our sins—not just the small ones or the ones we only committed once. You forgive and forget every single sin. What amazing grace! Thank you for healing every disease. We realize that it may not happen today or even in this lifetime, but there will come a day where we enter into glory and have a new bill of health—one that is indestructible by evil or disease. Thank you for pulling us out of the pit and redeeming every mistake. But not only that, you even made us royalty, crowning us with righteousness, mercy, and love. Your goodness is unlike anything we have ever known, and we are so grateful for the satisfaction that even the simplest life with you brings. We don’t need anything else, yet it brings you joy to fill our hands with good. So we end by saying, bless the Lord, o my soul, and that is within me. Bless His holy name.

 We love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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